Lover you let me
Love you entirely
When your love meant occasionally
And forever probably




You you let my love in
Heart poured heavy
Like the drinks I like
And made me feel empty
Just the same




Heart poured heavy, lover for you
Like the drinks I like
Voice chats by day, texting by night

Lover you let me know
Lover just let me know

Heart poured heavy, lover for you
Like the drinks I like
Sobrietys never treated me this cold
What happened lover to the love that was bold



Lover let my lips love
Lover loved to feel good
Lover loved to feel loved
But lover didn’t love amore
Amore was a word she didn’t understand
Amore was a word
from a language she couldn’t speak

But love is a word in the language she spoke
Love is just a word in the language she spoke
But a word she didn’t believe in
Lover loves to say love
But doesn’t believe it
But does
only when it’s convenient

New feet for talking
Fresh eyes for crying
Freedom feels new
But my lungs are still old
From screaming at your picture
And smoking

the world slows down
For a moment
But courage fades
And turns to pain
With vengeance
Kicking and screaming
Holding your heart in its hand
Your blood in its fingernails
Choking you, eating it’s way through your chest
The world which you desperately drink away
Continues and they laugh
They’ll never understand
It’s not just a drink

We are vulnerable people
Fragments of our past
Conjoined to create just a sliver
Of energy to thrive in chaos
Yet the world keeps spinning
We are dark creatures
Fueled by *** and corruption
Lustful with rage and ego
Fingers violently tangling together
While being ****** continuously
Into a hole deeper into the ground
Passed the six feet we fear
But we are still living

Another night waiting for warmth
To slide in beside me
To shift the strands of hair for a
Place on my check
Put her feet under mine
Intertwined
All so I can sleep

I can’t wait to die
Cant wait to die
It will be the most
Beautiful unknown
Peace untouched
An abundance of clarity
I hope when you die
When you die
When you die
You will see it was all
Just as beautiful