I love the way
the -OH
gets my blood rushing.
And I love the way
your Oh!
gets it rushing too.
Each similarly opening me up:
veins, mind, legs.
Gotta get more, honey.
Gotta get drunk
on you.

Quiero estar en tu casa,
en tu dormitorio,
en tu piso,
en tus brazos.
Sin luz.
Sin luz, a excepción de la luna,
y tu propia luz.
Quiero oír la lluvia en el techo.
Quiero estar contigo en la noche,
todas las noches.

I look up at the silver drops coming straight for me.
I don't have enough sense to come out of the rain.
Entranced by the rhythm from the sky like a heartbeat.
Loving every second of it.
Washing away stress and concerns.
The drops glistening off my skin.
The soft muddy ground beneath my bare feet.
The wet blades between my toes.
The cold drops sending shivers down my spine,
but I don't care.
I have enough sense to not come out of the rain.

I want to feel euphoric
I want to feel drunk
on life,
on an event,
on a moment.
I want to be excited,
manic,
something more than mundane.
I want to be in a speeding car,
music blaring,
high,
on the air rushing through the
open windows.
I want rain to flow
over me
and through me,
to fill my nose
and eyes.
I want to experience
perfect moments.
I want to be naked.
a tree swaying in the breeze
arms above my head
screaming
so stable.
so free.
I want to grow,
flourish,
bear fruit,
I want to live.
I want my eyes wide open.
I want something mind-boggling
mind-altering,
challenging,
I want my mind to
expand
and
explode.

Love me, I say
with my eyes,
and my hands,
reaching.
Body knows best, baby.
Ours react together,
chemically,
spiritually,
cosmically.
Ourselves,
Looking out and into,
Becoming one
and none.
Unfolding the great depths
of the pleasure-stricken mind.

My tranquility
You are a peace of my heart
My lover, always

I want to feel something
More
than baseline.
Some emotion
to make my heart beat
I want to feel it pound
With sorrow
With terror
With excitement
With desire.
I want to scream
To cry
To laugh
And not know the difference.
Not care the difference.
Just feel a difference
from the here and now.
I want to be one with
Those pounding emotions that
Make my
Heart beat
Make my
Lungs rise and fall
Make my
mind burn
With intensity.
I want my passion.