it is probably the stupidest thing ever
to think true love can not be influenced by time
nor distance.
love just happends. '

i kissed a boy in the rain at a train station on the 16th of august and those few minutes were the best of my life.
after the train left the station, with that particulair boy in it, i cried flowers but it did not stop the rain from making its way to the ground
neither did it stop the wind from blowing.

oh god I always claimed
I would never ever cheat
but boy i'm cheating on you like
on my latest math test

i should really stop
just stop falling in love
it's not like anyone is ever
ever going to fall in love with me

i
love
you.

once they meant so much to me
from between your lips
now they are just
words.

English words.

floating around in my brain
waiting for you
to say them again.

to say them back.
like you used to.

you tricked me in loving you
you
you shot right through my heart
right through my brain
my soul.

I couldn't think straight for days
thinking about you

your lips between my lips
whispering
i love you

it was so innocent
my first love
it was supposed to be a game
i wasn't supposed to hurt him
and he wasn't supposed to hurt me
but it happend anyways