it's all in the smile
it's all in the eyes
dancing in the dark
feeding the lies
dwelling on us
on dear love

saying you broke me would be harsh
but you did make adjustments
to me, myself and my heart

nothing is the same
changes are mean
your love is everything
don't let it all fade
this has meaning

you are my best friend
well, you once were
we used to be
free spirited kids
who thought
we ruled the world

i may not be perfect
i may not be smart
i may not be talented
i may not have the greatest heart
but ****, i am the best you'll never get

i gave you my heart
i gave you my world
but all you did was abuse it
what is wrong with you, girl?

i wrote you letters
i bought you flowers
but hell, i am done
being run over
by the one
i love

you say we're friends
but what the hell is this?
you ruined our friendship
took it for granted
honey, you left it

i am so done being pushed
way over the breaking point
all you did was leave me scarred
now i'm left with a broken heart

this is me venting
this is me hurting
this is me saying
i'm done with
the games
and the lies

friends are for life
aren't they?
no, lies
they take everything
and then throw you away

i am done pretending
that you mean nothing
because you are everything

would have posted this
on my facebook
but you'd read it
i don't want you to
you'd just comment
or like it

haven't you caused
enough damage?

spent years trying to love you
but now i am through
say goodbye to me
we are nothing
but history

no more tears at night
no more scars made
no more trying to mend
our friendship is done
you ruined it this time

longest poem of my life
and it's based on us
the tragedy which was our love
our memories, our time
our years, our hearts

you ignored my text
saying i missed your face
how did you think i'd react?
not in a way that's nice

my heart is bleeding for you
all the **** you put me through
how could you do this to me?
i did nothing but love
ever so gently

you're a heartless body
i deserve better
than to be dismembered
by a love who didn't love me

take your love, take my heart too
it means nothing anymore
you already broke me
there's nothing i can say
there's nothing i can do
except feel sadness
over the fact
that i have to
leave you

i need to let go
before i die of this pain
i won't be your friend tomorrow
it would sicken me to death
and **** me inside again

holding back tears
as i write this
never thought
i'd say these words

my heart is breaking
wait, it's already broken

i apologize to myself
for all this
never should have loved
but we all deserve
to feel like we're worth
the world

a part of me wants to hurt you
break your heart in two

school seems like so long ago. i miss the one i called my ''best friend''..
we sat together in every class, exchanged notes every time we were bored,
always got told by the teachers to stop laughing and to pay attention.

everything was lovely. and then school came to an end,
and we both took a course in childcare, hoping we'd be close.

then, we drifted apart. she had her new friends..i was alone.
it's been years since i've last seen her. i miss her a lot.
things like this, you can never really forget.
i know people change and memories remain,
but it doesn't make it any less painful.

never knew i was so easy to forget...

the same thing always happens and it just hurts.
it's one of the reasons i write.
i write to feel something.

i don't write about people for no reason,
i write about them BECAUSE of them.

it's not always negativity,
sometimes it's the opposite.

sometimes, i praise them for being in my life,
and at times, i write about how they just ruined me.

poetry is meant to be full of emotion..
otherwise, it would be empty words.