Val - Hello Poetry

Val Jan 2013

nineteen

one is when you start talking
two for walking
three for exploring
four for meeting
five for learning

step by step
babies steps
reaching the top

for the teenage years
till the twenties
all about the * FIVE *
the learning

you fall in and out of love
bad friendships
people change
parents divorce

many years come like thunders
many years come like floods
Volcano meets tornado

hard as doomsday

but you got the Hope

nineteen brought me high HOPES of long happiness
and I choose to be happy, so follow me
buy the smile if you want
just smile
s
m
i
l
e

Val Jan 2013

..

How can the devil
has that beautiful smile?
with those rosy cheeks?
I wonder...

Val Jan 2013

oh dear.

I still remember you dorky laugh every time I'm laughing or I see something that you would laugh at.

I don't think I can ever let you go. Life just doesn't feel the same without you here living it with me.

I want to scream and yell and cry but my mind tells me that's not going to bring you back.

It's just going to make you sad to see me that way.

All I want is for you to be happy, even if it means me staying away from you .

Val Jan 2013

I hate you

I hate you,
for making me the happiest person on earth
I hate you,
for taking this from me
I hate you,
for making me everything I said I don't wanna ever become
I hate you,
for changing my dreams to our dreams
I hate you,
for giving up on us
I hate you,
for leaving me high with your love
I hate you,
for destroying me
for destroying you
for destroying us
I hate you,
because I love you.
while your not around .

Val Jan 2013

..

Nothing hurts
more than
being
left

left with those hard memories
to keep living every
moment
with

with this unstable condition of love
leaving you with
nothing

nothing but those hard memories
to go on your life
with

— The End —