I climbed the mountain
to get  you

I climbed the mountain
and took the blows
to earn you

I climbed the mountain
and fell
to find you

But when I got there
I realized
You were not worth it

You were never the goal
And I earned, found and got
**Much more than you

A great mystery hides
beneath the stars.
When admired
they seem to glow closer.
They´re often confused with bubbles
on champagne bottles
Swirling around
in yellows and goldens.

They seem to shine
with light of their own,
brighening the sky
for our entire world.

A great mystery hides
beneath the stars.
When I look at them
I can only be reminded
of your eyes.

Every night they sparkle
resembling the twinkling lights,
making me believe
that the mystery lies
not behind the night stars,
but behind the eyes that light up
my every night.

Reality is cruel
Harsh
Raw
Stone-hard

Yet, with you
everything felt soft
Nice
Comfortable

You made me feel like summer feels like
You made me feel like the flowers blossoming in the spring

With you I was
Without you I am not
Perceptions are fake and they will never be as good
They will never feel as good as you felt

But with you
Everything felt so real.

Most of the times
I percieved you
by the temperature
of your being

On days like this
you were always cold
You never came
yet I still wait

Somedays you were hot
you held me and made me yours
Our actions and feelings were raw
I felt you close but I never knew
this is when you were so far

I loved you most
when you were warm
I felt your colors
I touched your thoughts
And your warmth enveloped me
as a whole

It´s now winter again
I still wait
but there´s a difference now

Because I now know
that when I feel this cold
you´re *dead