What's the procedure when you got a gun in your head?
Been declining Invitations to come home
Now I'm coming volontuarily
The green grass got heavy , lights became to bright
lost my sight ,  got blinded by the lights
Crystal **** that's my new name....feeling numb right now
I failed to the math , Look how my troubles mutliplied
And lord knows that i tried....
Juggling life on one hand , now it's all flashing
Russian roullette! , that's how i lived
leaving here seems such a good idea
No place like home so they say.
GUESS THAT'S WHY I'M COMING HOME
BANG!!!!!!

i'm afraid to talk to god cause we havent spoken for so long
so imma jot down my prayer and call it a poem
yea! infact i'll make it a love poem.....
Gimme love, Gimme love , I need to feel affection
I really Miss you , Pains me when I hear people talk about you
Have you forgotten about me
Thought you said you'll love me forever no matter what
why arent you here when i need you
You my better half , need you to lift this weight off my shoulder
need you to show me love , need you dry my tears
cause i'm kinda drowning in them

He kept staring!
He Kept judging
He put me down
Kicked me while im there
Gave me reasons , to stop living
Showed me why ,  no one liked me
Made cry and then kept staring
Im the only one you have... that's what he said!

See!!! he was just like me
but he never liked me
but unlike him , I really liked me
So I turned around and broke the mirror