Overwhelmed and scared when I became a father
Worrying thoughts responsibility all came together
Battling alcohol addiction how will I get better
I stare into my daughter's eyes thinking will I be here
The future looks glime dark period doubts of fear
Distance myself from my wife and child drinking a cold beer
The devil got me captive I'm his servant
Spiraling out of control leading to a hellbound
Soulless hidden emotion's lacking to repent
Imprisoned in my mind I've lost interest in life
Miserable beyond believe it's hard to live and strive
Breaking down drinking my pain away to stay alive
I want to provide and be a role model
Teach and grow with my daughter unconditional
Find happiness to change to be a peace