every single person carries something around

there is not one who is not cripplingly sad about something
..
I think it's vital to teach our children to look beyond the surface

to know that there is good in people

to know that everyone is a victim of something

but to never forget people can also play villains

there is an entire universe inside of everyone you meet

and they're all beautiful

lowkey i think we all just wanna get lost in someone's universe

i've been taking time trying to travel the universe inside of me

some parts foul some parts breath taking...

but at the end of the day,

i think we long to swim into someone else's universe

someone we think is beautiful,

most people just wanna come home and let their universe hang out

I
look
only
to those
with
both
evil
eyes
in view.

I took it personal

I swam inside of him

I was a mermaid

but he was just another ocean

There is no hell like the one your mind can create

You know no torture then what you can put yourself through

I met a man

he interested me

I could see a past in his eyes

I could tell he carried some demons of his own

eating away at the centers of his bones

and one day i pillow talked my way into his soul

he poured his heart out to me

I drank it on the rocks

everything has a soul
remember that next time you wanna stay indoors all day on Netflix

from the dew drops on the grass, to the leaves on the tree

everything can hold love

all I ever wanna be is alone

but I'm never alone

my anxieties, fears, paranoias have taken a physical form

and I carry them around with me

I need them for my character

to humble myself

scheming, plotting

they're running around with me

they've attached themselves to my person

it's to the point now where I don't run from them anymore

they're oddly comforting

most people can't entertain an evil thought without getting emotional

but i'm emotionless

each emotion takes the form of a separate physical

my gang of pain

making up the anxiety that lingers in my head
my heart

but I've separated my soul

I put it in a safe place and I guess thats why I'm good with emotions

I left my emotional soul in another life

my existential is separated from my physical

and I can only feel when I go to that zone and want to feel

and that's the best feeling