If the world ended tomorrow
Would you be sad to see it die
Or would the passing of this broken place
Heal your brokenness inside

If the world didn't end tomorrow
Where would you point the gun
Is the past your enemy
Or is it your mind you're running from

If the world ended in an hour
How would you navigate this maze
Did you create this darkness
Or has it always been this way

If the world doesn't end soon
Would you have the strength to stay alive
Would you find a way to leave
Would you even say goodbye

I have an old Tshirt
That you used to wear
She made it for you
Without a single care
As to where it would end up
I used to wear it as a nightdress
But it's too small for that now
It's covered with holes
Though I'm not sure when the got there
Probably the year you tried to throw it away
To rid yourself of the memory
You didn't know that it stayed with me

Simple fixes
Crushed by complicated lies
Speech impaired
Tongue tied
At least I tried
Said the liar
I am so sick and tired
Of hidden truths
And miscommunication
Because its
Tearing us apart

Frustrated
Because it won't be me
I'm not her
She's not me
I can't be the one
To make you happy
Too ******* bad
We could've made history

Waking up to a numb mind
And a cold heart
Put on my mask
Before the day can start
Armor and weapons
Shield me from each and every fear
Even if I cry
You won't see a single tear

You sit so close
Yet your mind wanders
So far away
It's almost not worth it
To ask you to stay
But I always will
Because its too easy
To feel unwanted
And the absence
Of a simple request
Could be the same
As being taunted by dark thoughts
So if you wouldn't mind
Sit near us
Even if you choose not to hear us
Be comforted
By the slight
Amount of light
We provide
Take hold of our smiles
And make use of them however you must
And slowly but surely
Help us gain your trust