she was alone
she had no one
so when she found someone
she was dancing with joy
because she was found
even though she thought
she was ugly
and worthless
but when he left
she cried
and he laughed
she broke things
and he called her crazy
this is how men like him
trap girls like her
and then leave
and think its funny
just
like
me.

go ahead
take it
because you
know that's
all I
have you
know how
much I
care about
it so
take it
walk away
be proud
that you
hurt me
because I
deserve it
right? your
selfish.

I want to grow
into the bright,
positive young woman
I deserve to be
but your holding me back
let go
please
let
go.

look in the mirror
and see what
a beautiful person
you can be
I look in the mirror
and all I
see is a
ugly creature staring
back at me

rain on me
I want to feel the water
in my hands
I want to see the droplets falling
oh how pretty
the rain can be
oh how calming
the rain can be
so why do the kids say
rain rain
go away?

love is a poison
that I took a sip of
it went down my throat
into my chest
and I looked down
all I saw was
my beating heart
and I watched
it shatter
into a  million
pieces.

Your love was a game
That I played
And I lost
what a stupid game.