Brooklyn

Brooklyn 6d

I dream of other reality’s
Where I’m pretty and popular
Where everyone likes me
And I’m free
But still I’m trapped in these bland walls
All alone and still me
I wish for the day I wake up not here
Seeing different walls
Breathing like a real human being
Because in this life
I conform
I pretend
I lie
I’m not me
Ill never be free
Till I get to the gates of heaven
And till then I pretend
That I’m not me
I pray for that day
When god takes me home
And I can finally cry no more
Because I’m finally at peace
And I’ll no longer have to dream

Brooklyn Aug 16

Apologizes

I hate what you apologize
Because I can’t be mad
It makes me hate my self more
And the guilt comes back
How can you switch up so fast
It’s like it never happened
It makes me feel insane
Like it’s not real
And I’m just challenged
I’m not crazy
It wasn’t fake
Or maybe I made it all up in mind
This why I hate apology’s
Because they make me lose my mind

Brooklyn Aug 15

Neverland part 2

I’m scared tho that if I fly
I’ll regret my decision
That my window will be barred
And I’ll be forgotten
What if peter pans really insane
And brings me down with him
How can I knock for sure
That Peter is good and hook is evil
What if I’m wrong
And I can’t fly
I’ll fall and I’ll simple di^
Then I’ll be lost to the imagination
And lost in my own mind
Because I never really believed
So I’ll never really be able to fly

Brooklyn Aug 15

Neverland

I dream of being lost
Being lost to my imagination
Staying young forever
Flying along with Peter
I’d stay in neverland forever
Wendy went back
She grew up
But leave me in neverland
Where time is wrong
And memories are forgotten
Where peter slowly goes crazy
Living without a mom
Where he has no sense of real or not
Because it’s all gone
I don’t care if I know nothing
And I have no one
I don’t want to grow up
And face real life
Because responsibilitys lay on me heavy
So just let me fly
I’ll fly to neverland
And never come back

Brooklyn Aug 11

Hiding, guarding, and waiting

I’m hiding in the bathroom.
Seeking shelter from my mistakes.
Guarding my innocence.
Waiting in vain.
These monsters they control me,
and all I do is wait.
Wait in the bathroom,
for the darkness to come in, and take.

Brooklyn Aug 4

I’m a liar

I’m a liar,
trapped in her lies.
Drowning in false identities,
my life is not mine.
I never meant to lie,
but it’s the only way to get by.
Because people like false hope,
More than honest lies.
                                     Lies
                                          Lies
                                               Lies
                                                     I’m
                                                         Just
                                                               A
                                                                  Liar.

Brooklyn Aug 2

This dark sea

This dark sea
It consumes me.
It drowns my words,
And makes me freeze.
I’ve forgotten my thoughts.
I’ve become lost.
I’ve drowned to this sea,
My screams gone.
My words are muffled.
My heart has stopped.
My thoughts come to an end,
And I begin to wonder.
What’s happened to me.
Drowned inside this dark dark sea.