When I'm with you, I feel happy. I feel like the sun is sitting on my chest, lightly burning my body. It makes me feel like a little kid. The feeling of new things around me, but the only new thing is you left. We stopped talking, and now I no longer have the sun lying in my chest. No longer giving me comfort and assurance. No longer having my best friend by my side. Now, without you, I feel sad. I feel lost. I lost my twin flame, and now my sun is gone. I feel like everything's the same, and there's nothing new. I think of you out of the blue, and now the sun in my chest no longer burns. It stings, and it stings me every time I think of you. In fact, I'm pretty sure it’s no longer the sun stinging me. It's my heart, reminding me we're no longer friends. Reminding me we’re apart. Reminding me how much I miss you. But what can I do? The sun no longer burns or stings. It's numb. It's cold. and What used to bring me joy, i no longer hold. It kind of reminds me of us. Without you, I feel numb.