My soul’s a ship on a tormented sea,
Where jagged rocks of fury stand for me.
The winds of love, a gentle, fragrant breath,
Then storms of hate that promise only death.
I’m pulled between these forces, stark and great,
A fragile vessel sealed by cruelest fate.
A whisper of a name, a phantom touch,
A longing for a love that meant so much.
A memory of joy, a golden haze,
Then, broken trust that burns in bitter days.
The heart that bled for you now turns to stone,
A silent fury, all I've ever known.
The mirror shows a stranger in my eyes,
A frantic glint beneath a mask of lies.
A tangled web of thought, a racing mind,
A clarity I struggle hard to find.
The sane world spins, a blur of sound and light,
I'm drowning in an ever-darkening night.
A fragile bridge between two towering peaks,
One side of fire, and one of ice that creaks.
I try to cross, to find a solid ground,
But every step, a tremor can be found.
The chasm deepens with a mocking sneer,
And all I feel is overwhelming fear.
This madness whispers secrets in my ear,
Of phantom wrongs and sorrows held so dear.
It paints a canvas, violent and grotesque,
A twisted portrait of our life’s burlesque.
It tells me you were never meant to stay,
And justifies the pain I feel today.
But then a sudden flash of former bliss,
The faintest echo of a stolen kiss.
The warmth returns, a momentary glow,
A garden where our tender feelings grow.
I see the truth of who you were to me,
And hate dissolves, a river to the sea.
This fleeting peace is torn from me too soon,
Beneath the pale and unforgiving moon.
A sharp-edged thought, a brutal, stinging word,
A hateful vengeance that must now be heard.
The love is buried, smothered by the strife,
And turns to poison, dripping from my life.
My mind is now a battleground of war,
Where shattered hopes and bitter grudges soar.
The cannons of my rage begin to fire,
Against the embers of a lost desire.
I am the general, and the soldier too,
And every wound I suffer is from you.
The walls of reason crumble, one by one,
My weary fight against myself is done.
I surrender to the chaotic fray,
And lose the person I was yesterday.
The madness wins, a dark and final prize,
Reflected in my hollow, deadened eyes.
I long to free myself from this embrace,
To find a single, solitary space,
Where love and hate no longer hold their sway,
And madness ceases its unending play.
But every path leads back to where I stand,
A soul held captive in a barren land.
And so I wander in this constant ache,
For goodness sake, for my own spirit's sake.
I know the truth, but I can not make it hold,
My future’s story has been bought and sold.
I feel the pain, a constant, bitter guest,
Imprisoned in this never-ending test.
The world outside, it doesn’t understand,
The raging war that tears across this land.
A fractured mind, a heart in disarray,
A soul caught fast at the close of day.
Between the love, the hate, the frantic cries,
A person lost beneath the empty skies. ©
Michael Powers
"STYXX ON FIRE"