I planted that seed
Tended to it's every need
Then I ripped up my flower
Threw him away like a ****

Here I am again
pouring out
The world I keep in
This heads like a prison
With a cell door
For a mouth
Opening to speak
When expected
When accepting
The rest of me shadows
A finger taps
If not a foot
Laying down is for sleep
Or ***
My restless rests
Only for a breath