an apple of disgrace
I take pleasure to devour
to reach the lowest place
I run as if it's a race
I watch you leave me behind
glaring at what could've been
it can't escape my mind
all the things I could've seen
and I wonder
has my fate left me asunder
dreading the future's thunder
resenting my thoughtless blunder
would you come to me again
can we dissect the stars together
will you come to share my pain
can we bind ourselves with a tether
and witness
the fall of wonder
the drowning of colour
and witness
my thoughts of praise
and maybe a future of valour
so come to me and set yourself free
come to me let's reignite our glee
come and watch the sun from under a tree
let me kiss you and go on a shopping spree
who would you rather be with other than me?
and you wonder
could the world ever look the same
and you ponder
maybe you were the one to blame
but does it matter?
the end is all the same
the dimming of our flame