How I long to be something more
Someone who reeks righteousness
Someone who speaks the truth
Someone who isn't afraid of change
Someone who doesn't worry about everything
Oh, how I long to be more than what I've always been
Somebody who is not a friend of sin
Somebody who loves everybody no matter their differences
Somebody who wants to live
I long to fly free
Free from the shackles holding me
Free from my modus operandi
Free from my current self
I'm tired of who I am
Tired of the anxiety that plagues me
Tired of the lust that overtakes me
Tired of self-isolating
Oh, I long for love
Not just any kind of love
A love that understands
A love that doesn't leave you
A love that is genuine
Kind
And not only for a short period of time
Lord Jesus shows me this love daily
And I never tire of his love
But I want to experience love from someone on this Earth
Someone who loves me for me
And I will love them for who they are
I long for the new
The new people
The new experiences
The strongholds broken
Oh, I long to be something more