I searched everywhere.

Couldn't find anywhere.

Nowhere to be found.

I am lost.

Am I here for a purpose?

Do I really have a reason to be?

Why can't I see it?

Why doesn't it call me?

Your words have cut so deep

I don't know where

I belong anymore

Happiness passes by me

My pain screams in silence.

If love is a game to you,

I choose not to play.

The day loving someone becomes a crime —

The world will lose all its light.

Her love was like a river,
  
flowing freely in the wild,

till one day she found

a cold heart.

As her love touched his cold heart,

her love turned into ice.

She tried hard to warm his heart

and melt her love back,

but his anger was so fierce

it evaporated her love —

turned it into nothing.

If only I could forget
all the things that have hurt me
erase from my mind
the harsh words spoken —
the ones that made my heart bleed.

They linger on,
repeating in my mind,
hurting over and over again,
never letting peace settle in.

Nothing I do makes life easier
everything feels lost
In the darkness
light fades away.