You found out about it
And were hurt about what I did
But i was confused too
I thought i betrayed you
I knew that I broke your heart
But it was just the start
Of our friendship and it ended so quick
The feeling of guilt makes me so sick

You said it was a secret
But now you say it’s not true
And what i did makes me regret
I did it just because you were someone new
But at that time we were not even friends
Though now I really love you

I didn’t know then
That we would become great friends
I thought we’d talk only for a few days when
You texted me first and you were just my acquaintance
But we talked more everyday
Eventually got closer and hence
I shared everything about me with you

I broke the trust before it was even there
Because you were new
But when we became good friends
I really started loving you
It was late when I realized how important you are to me
And I could never think of losing you

I never shared anything about you with anyone
After we got so close
It hurts me to think that I hurt you
I didn’t know i was the one you chose
To trust; because we were not even friends back then

But I understand if you don’t want to be my friend
As i have always hated myself the most
I wouldn’t choose me either and I do want my life to end
Death is something now i crave the most
And you are a nice person, you don’t deserve someone like me

I wanted you to know the truth
And hence, this stupid poem
Just letting you know;
Forever with you in my heart
Even when we’re going to be apart
I’ll love you forevermore

I found someone,
He made me smile,
Always there for me,
For quite a while.

But one day, he left,
After years of trust,
I thought all was lost,
Had to fight through the dust.

I found someone again,
But he wasn’t the right,
For my heart was stained,
And my soul lost the light.

I thought the first one was the best,
We were still friends, or so I believed,
But there came a twist,
A pain I’d never conceived.

He forced me into things,
We were both too young,
And after it all,
He was gone before the song was sung.

He blocked me, without a word,
Leaving me in tears,
Lies that I’ve never heard,
I couldn’t calm my fears.

Months passed, he came back,
Said he did it for exams,
But the excuse felt hollow,
Like shadows and false plans.

I never got the truth,
Only insults and blame,
I was nothing to him,
Just a forgotten name.

He was the last,
But I found someone new,
A friend I could trust,
And our bond only grew.

I loved her too much,
More than I ever knew,
Two years together,
Our hearts stayed true.

And guess what?
I found someone again,
A friend so pure,
Our bond would never end.

We sat together, day by day,
In school, where time would slip away.
Laughter shared, hearts aligned,
A world of joy, perfectly kind.

But then we fought,
And it ended too soon,
I’m the culprit,
Now there's no one, no moon.

The silence is deep,
The void feels wide,
I lost what we had,
And now I can’t hide.

You left,
And my soul went with you,
It was my fault,
But it wasn't hers too.

I let you go,
You didn’t deserve me,
But I'm not your foe,
Never was, never going to be.

I told my soul,
To leave and be free,
To find her peace,
So she went with thee.

Stayed up all night,
In dark and avoiding any light.
Now the feelings I'm trying to hide
Are killing me inside.

I have so much to say,
Yet nothing to say.
I want you back so bad,
And all the guilt makes me sad.

I know I have changed,
But it makes me so stressed,
'Cause I know I'm a bad person,
But I'm still trying my best.

I fear I’ll hurt you again.
My heart craves you, my mind in vain.
This really is the worst pain.
These tears feel like the best rain.

Even if I can’t do this anymore,
I’ll still let you go,
Because you deserve more,
More than my heart knows.

You told me to stop this feeling of guilt,
But I miss you so much,
And I can't stop feeling like ****,
Because I hate me so much.

Ew. Like seriously, ew.
This is not even new,
That I broke someone's heart
Before things could even start.

Tomorrow’s my exam.
It’s my favorite subject,
But I can’t focus on anything,
When depression has me wrecked.

I didn’t stop crying once.
Couldn’t, 'cause my feelings aren’t fake.
When I smiled, it was a mask,
'Cause I love you, and this pain I can’t take.

I love you more than I love myself,
And I broke your trust like someone did to mine.
You told me not to do things to myself,
But all I want is you to love me for a second time.

But it's not possible to love someone who's bad,
Someone who failed to be anything,
And lost everything they had.
You said you were gonna talk to me,
But didn't look at me even once today.

I know this won’t happen again.
The talks, the love, the words we’d send.
I shared my secrets before we were friends,
But now I keep your words with me, till the end.

I can’t focus on my studies.
My mind’s trapped in this mess.
You’re an angel, I’m the devil,
You’re heaven, I’m hell-nothing less.

I don't know what to do.
Leaving me is good for you,
And I want you to be happy,
Even if it takes mine away.

For me, you are the best,
And I don't care about the rest.
I'm a useless piece of waste,
But you were always there at my lowest.

In just a blink, we crossed the line,  
From strangers to friends in such short time.  
Like something natural, without a plan,  
We found a way, as only friends can.  

We’d play cards and laugh away the hours,  
In simple moments, we found our power.  
We’d chat about life, both big and small,  
In those little talks, we’d share it all.  

You help with schoolwork, offer a hand,  
In every challenge, we take a stand.  
Not best of friends, but still so true,  
In all we shared, it just felt new.  

In short-lived times, we find the joy,  
No rush, no need, just two minds to employ.  
With cards, with work, with easy chat,  
A friendship grew in the moments we had.