I asked God why didn’t you help me when I was so poor?
Why did you not give me food and a place to live indoors.
Why did you make me suffer in the cold and in the rain?
I felt so all alone my body aches  with so much pain.
Why Father do you not love me? Am I still your son?
I feel so alone, as if my life is over and done.
He said to me, I gave you a job that you did not make.
I had shelter for you, but again you wold not take.
I had food at the shelter for you, but you would not go.
Your pride got the best of you, and yes I still love you so.

I failed to see the angels and blamed life on everyone.
I felt pity for myself and could not see the sun.
The sun was shining so bright that God had shone to me.
I just did not open my eyes for the goodness He let me see.
When you find yourself in this state of mind there are angels that come your way.
Just open your heart and lose your selfish pride and God’s
angles will be with you always