I am filled with words for you,
a love I would speak if it wouldn’t hurt,
but no words can change
what nature has already written.
So I remain silent,
protecting the heart
I was never meant to hold.

I want you, yet you’re a ghost in my arms,
A dream that fades with the dawn.
I want to die, yet cowardice binds me.
My hands too weak to end this ache.
So I live, cursed to wander this earth,
Craving a touch that time won’t return.

I’m a man of my word,
I’ll love her till I die.
She swore the same,
Now I see, I swore alone.

My love for you was anachronistic,
A story you never knew to read.
I waited like a letter never sent,
While you moved on, without a second glance.

You lived in today,
I was stuck in a time that never was,
Loving you with words you’d never hear,
A love that felt lost before it began.

Now, I’m the echo of a past you erased,
A ghost you’ll never call back.

You call it delusion,
but in this dream, I survive.
It is in this delusion I crave to exist,
for without you, the world is sharp,
and only the lie keeps me alive.

I love you more than I can say,
But every word just drives away.
I miss you, and with every breath,
I break us more, but can’t forget.

I was steady,
until you.

Love came like a fault line,
cracking open ground I swore was solid.

I was never meant for saving,
only you needed hands that held,
I let mine slip.

Now the earth is still again,
I am not.

You’re there,
fingers dancing on a screen,
words meant for someone else.

I’m here,
lost in a world where you are mine,
where your voice is a song in my head,
where we exist beyond a dream?
but only in my mind.

I’m lost in chaos, her shadow still near,
A love unreturned, but she’ll always be here.
I scream in silence, my heart torn apart,
Chasing her memory, she’ll never leave my heart.

I open my mouth, but words fall dead
nothing is real if you’re not said.
I speak, but nothing feels true
every thought just leads to you.

I thought I was the joy she knew,
Now I see I make her blue.
My love, instead of setting her free,
Chains her soul, weighing her deep.

I swore I’d lift her, make her whole,
Yet I’m the shadow dimming her glow.
I long to be the peace she seeks,
Yet all she feels is the pain I speak.

Remember Me

Remember me in love,
not in the ruin I became.

I was yours before the fall,
before the weight, before the end.

Let me live in that
not in the way I left.

To be seen as scary when love is all I feel,
Is the hardest truth, too heavy to heal.
You saw my sadness and pulled away,
But never once did I wish you dismay.

Through every tear, through all the pain,
I’d never hurt you, that will remain.
All I want is for you to see
The love I feel, that’s all I need.

You left, but never far behind,
your ghost still lingers in my mind.
Pain, love, chaos, all the same,
whispering softly…you knew my name.

Your name is the weight I carry still,
a memory that lives, that never will.
I still feel you in the space between
the quiet moments and what might’ve been.

The world moves on, but I remain,
a shadow holding on to the pain.
No time will change the way I stand,
a heart in ruins, still reaching for your hand.

From the moment we met, I began to shine,
A spark, a glow, a fire so divine.
Each day with you, I grew more bright,
Until I blazed like stars in the night.

But when you left, the light was torn,
I exploded, and in darkness, I was reborn.
No trace of the flame, no trace of me,
Just a shadow where I used to be.

You said it like a spell,
soft, silly, safe.

Back when love was light,
before it cracked,
before we fell.

I hear it still
Miric
a name that feels like home,
a home that is no longer mine.

I’d trade it all to cross your mind,
Even for a second, for a fleeting sign.
A thought of me, no matter how brief,
To be the echo of your quiet grief.

But I remain unseen, lost in the night,
A shadow you’ll never find in the light.

Everyone says it will get better,
But I know it won’t, not without her.
I’ve loved only one, and she’s gone,
Now I’m left, just holding on.

The pain lingers, cold and deep,
A sorrow I can’t shake or keep.
No love could fill this empty space,
For she’s the one I can’t replace.

I call your name, yet space swallows the sound,
A voice lost where echoes aren’t found.
You were my sun, now you fade away,
Drifting further, night over day.

I lost you to the colours of your truth,
A heart that beats for freedom,
But shatters me in two.

I’ve thought of ending it all,
but how could I make you feel that weight?
The thought alone tears me apart,
to leave you with that kind of fate.

I can’t walk away without a word,
without letting you know I tried.
So here I am, living in the quiet,
with this pain I can’t confide.

When the storm of sorrow came,
And we fell apart, both lost in shame,
You saw my sadness, felt the weight,
And fear began to seal your fate.

You thought my pain could turn to rage,
That in my grief, I’d lock the cage.
But through the dark, through every tear,
I’d never hurt you, not you my dear.

In sadness, I still kept you close,
Even when my heart was ghost.
For love that true could never break,
Though my soul ached for both our sake.