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It is not just when the wind cuts
like the sharp side of a sigh
and the grit of the world
burns hard
against my lids.

It is when I am asked
too much of the moment—
the cordial crush of a hand
against the shy curve
of my wrist—

I close my mind
when the light rushes
through my lashes
when it spills over my knowing
too bright, too quick—
memory sharpens
teeth biting down
on the soft parts of me.

The world turns
into a room too crowded—
promises clambering over each other
their breath pressing
thick and restless
waiting for me
to choose one to believe in.

And sometimes
it is only for the sake
of opening them again
to see the world sharper—
to let the colors
bleed into my seeing
to watch the light
forgive me
for looking away.
I tried to capture what anxiety feels like from the inside—it is not always loud or obvious. Sometimes,  it's the  subtle that overwhelms—the pressure of  too many expectations, the way even kindness can feel intrusive, or how light and noise can be too much all at once.
Ice splits along the river
water seeps beneath the crust.
Rooflines drip
giving taps on rusted gutters.
Snow withdraws from fence posts
exposing the buried nail heads.

Patches of earth darken—
a crow lands near a puddle
its shadow distorts in ripples.

Branches uncoil from ice sleeves
bark glistens under runoff—
sap climbs the maple's trunk
clear beads gather at the spile.

Spring exhales.
I said shaking—
it burns, it burns, it burns,
and she says, "Breathe''—

Easy like that
when the air tastes like fire
and my ribs are ribs
in the worst kind of cage.

The universe lines me up
shoots me down
with a cosmic rail gun—
no warning
an act of mercy—

I fall—
a constellation of bruises
bringing me down
telling my lungs
please
just once more—
breathe
just breathe.
Thank you!
I asked the universe to find a way to repay you
The cleave of your thigh is perfumed by something I am allergic to.
A large hit to my solar plexus for going down on you!

Custard-blonde tendrils dangle before me
Like a field of yaks, grazing tentatively upon your ****** back.
Lately they have been tumbling out spectacularly in clumps of fibre,
Forming barley or shellac-colored runes in the shower.

While cleaning the drain, mistakenly I
Touched a pale Daddy-long-legs that was crushed into a polka dot,
And let out a deafening scream
For you to stomp on its itsy-bitsy corpse till your footsoles wore brick red fishnets.
Then, left with only seven legs to lift its ***, it’d gone down like a ******.

After gazing into one’s lashless mung bean eyes,
I think I am going mad as the house flies
Who pivot into glass to pass their time,
Self-contained and distended as ostrich eggs
Disgusting bodies all the same
 Apr 7 Clay Micallef
Dan R
Do you hear me when I sleep?
As I hold on to your gentle hand,
While winter’s first dust settles on our heads.

To live in a false dream,
Yet still, I long for the warmth of coffee
between you and our furry friend.

And to die by your side,
such a soft, forgiving way to leave
This earth, so full of quiet ghosts.

I whisper your name beneath my dreaming eyelids,
And my eyes, flickering, seem to glow with the pulse of rem-embering
The day I’ll die a thousand silent needles.

Do you hear me say it, your name, in my dream?
It was always you within the aurora lights,
The one I cling to, between sleep and wake.
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