Salty liquid drops on paper
Waterfall on my cheeks
As I try to express,
My feelings on this very paper

I take small breaths,
Trying to diffuse the pain,
But can't ease the pain
I could only move my hand
As I stain the pure paper with ink

Like an ant in a huge hall
Pain in a numb body
Scream to deaf ear
Unnoticed!

Somedays I see you on the sky
Your pretty face made of pure clouds
Watching over me with a big smile

Somedays you are invisible
I can only hear your benign laughter
If only I could hug you

I would always ask myself
Why you were taken away from me
I was in a quandary
Shiny days began to rust
Dark days became more darker

Atleast my loss was a blessing for others
Heaven was blessed with an angel
I still hear your therapeutic voice
I miss you every single day
Rest well my angel

When my pillow is drenched with tears, my mind filled with fear.
She still avails herself to me

Even when their cruelly ****** me,
she gently dresses my wounds.
When I can't  sleep at night,
she is my dulcimer lullaby

Even when my teeth's peak,
when my cheecks lift,
when my heart jumps so high
And when my eyes gleam so bright.
She still avails herself  to me

She connects so well with ears,
wipes my tears,erase my fears
She is my music!

Does it really hurt?
Try to ramble ,but there's no finish line.Unsolicited but needs to be heard
It can make you feel uncharted

Does it sound too loud?
Try to mute your ears?
Either way it will be heard

It can be a big chunk to swallow ,
But it just needs to digest
Accept the truth
You will see a clear path