I don’t miss you when it’s cold
I don’t miss you tears welling in my eyes
I don’t miss you with heated anger burning my face
I don’t miss you with a head clouded from fear and loneliness
I don’t miss you when the icy wind freezes my toes under a sky depressingly gray
I miss you when the sun is out
I miss you when I can’t stop grinning over a joke
I miss you with a bright smile
I miss you when it’s warm and the water is calm and the cumulus clouds roll slowly across the sky
I miss you in my first sip of coffee
I miss you in the warmth of a blanket
I miss you in every funny, exciting, wonderful, and stupidly hilarious moment
I miss you when things are good, because if you were there it would be better
So I don’t know how to feel entirely happy, because every time I’m really happy I get a little sad too