can't stop crying while trying not to give up
i really wanna try to not give up
smiling all day to not face it
while dying inside to try to face it

"A perfect picture lies in a broken frame"
if this is so then,
why does everyone run after it ?

Our soul is like a building
to make the outside so flawlessly beautiful,
or in one word, perfect
the very foundation breaks

What is the point of making
what the world sees perfect
just to completely break
what belongs to you ?

from the moment you are born
people start planning your life for you
the expectations hanging heavy

Go to school, get good grades
Go to college, get good grades
Get a job, with a good salary

Buy a house
Marry to start a family
and finally settle down

Have some kids
Raise them
make them marry to start a family
and give you grandkids

Finally retire
and live the rest of your days
waiting to die

Forget your dreams , forget your wishes
just to live a life that is meaningless
I don't want to live like this

its pathetic how much i cry
and i don't even know why
if i can't stop these tears
i want to know
why do they flow

A silence that screams
A smile that lies
A brain that dreams
A heart that hides

Eyes that water
Hands that shake
Words that slaughter
Laughter that's fake

A temper that rises
A sorrow that drowns
A hatred that despises
A fear that hounds

A storm so fast
The thunder so loud
A cliff so vast
The drop so foul

A scream that haunts
A fear that breeds
A heart that rots
A hatred that feeds

That's all I am in the end
Nothing more to see
Without a single friend
All alone, its just me

this heart of mine
used to trust everybody
once upon a time
now it can't trust anybody

after you broke it
betrayed it
mocked it
played  with it

you are gone
but it still suffers