I'm excited
so delighted
my mood has changed
so fast

I'm like a roller coaster
twists and turns
ups and downs

working hard for those that want to break my back

Emotions move like the wind
but my body can't take it

I'm so close to whiplash
I will not even fake it

i've struggled over the weekend
I kept all my stress in
And my thoughts have finally caught up to my head
now I breakdown

I'm cold
I have ice to my skin
it shivers me to my core
Fall is ending
while Winter will begin

Chest,recoil,push push
I tried to save a life
but he was gone before I got there

13 yrs older
probably sitting in a dark room
doing this to the children
I hear life repeats itself
so who did this to you?

I always wonder
about those 3 days

Does it even matter to you
Because it changed my entire life

You're blind
you don't see
he is not the one for you
he tries repetitively to manipulate
he doesn't communicate
but you see something amazing in him
but what?
I could never understand

why does he attempt to
harm me with his words

when I try to let them go
you know
by staying silent and calm
he comes back harder
in an attempt to provoke

I try and try and try
but I can't lie
it's hard sometimes

it's hard sometimes for me to get past my pain

because I know he wont care about it