Look me in the eyes, tell me some lies
It's okay, go on you can try, I'll allow
Here's my heart take it and tear it apart, I robbed you of yours so I permit you to cut mine into small pieces and toss them aside
This might be the weirdest way to say sorry
But besides the apology, I actually wanna feel what you've been through, perhaps in that way I'll understand the story

I'm not proud of my actions, matter of fact I regret them dearly, bare with me as I squabble with these words trying to collect my thoughts so to express these emotions fairly and clearly

Here's  a deal, take this blade and penetrate my flesh, you can gag my mouth so not to hear me curse
Watch as my blood ooze ,till all you see is gore
Do all that and more, and don't ask what for
For all I want is my body to ache, so help me by covering it with multiple sores
For in that way I may understand the story a little bit more
For in that way I may know the  wounds, bruises and scars I left in that heart of yours