You saved a lot of love for me.
Why not.....? I spent a little more time with you. 

You rewarded me with your attention.
Why not....? I punish myself for my negligence.

You destroyed every desire of yours for me.
Why not....? I built a new empire for us.

You shouted that you always loved me.
Why not...? I whisper back the same thing.

You raised me through struggles and failures. 
Why not.....? I fall for your love and soul.

You apologized for your undone wrong.
Why not....? I thank you for your efforts done for me. 

You lost yourself earlier for me.
Why not...? I win you back with numerous trails.

You and me in a huge rush in the bus 
A weird peace when I see you. 
A thousand words spoke in 
Forcing me to compliment you
Numerous eyes watching you 
My confused eyes glancing at you 
Several stories narrating within them
Forgiving different destinations 
Time is melting like a wax candle. 
You are getting off the bus.
I saw your awaiting company. 
Accepted my every day routine 
But I still can't get over your love.
My hidden looks upon you,
Your blindfolded love for her,
Envy when I recall all these,
End up raising a fence of guilt. 
Over my negligence in our past.

Wishing for only her under
Numerous comets falling.

A piece of advice to select 
Something during shopping. 

If no time to dote on her
Then it's time to adore her. 

Expect a smile if something 
Goes wrong in the kitchen.

Holding the doors open 
For long rides on days off.

Playing xylophone to match 
The harmony of raindrops. 

Maybe a cup of tea to surprise,
Of course! For a little chat.

How about a hug? 
Meeting rhythms of heartbeats!

Holding her hands when 
She is confused to take a step.

Practice gratitude for her love,
Letting off each other's past.

Try some new hairstyles on,
With wild flowers adorning her.

Help her clean home with 
Her favorite playlist on. 

If she is tired of her work,
Take her out for stargazing.

However!
These are all little things.
Snatching a very little time.
But not a little thing for her.
It's a lot more than enough,
For her little loving heart.

Let us dance along the suns and the moons
At the plane where they coincide.
Let us sing until the interference of our vocals
Go deep down to the Pacific bed.
Let us hit the notes until it reaches
The highest layer of atmosphere.
Let us smell the fragrance of each flower
Of every season we go together through.
Let us make the cuteness of our pair
Make the most gorgeous things
In this universe feel jealous.

Always welcome! whenever
You wish to come back here
As my heart is yours forever
I still need your presence here.

It's the love of yours
All over in my veins
Which drives and reins
And pulls me towards as imans.

I can leave my breath
Waiting for you in any of my lifetimes
I am ready to go for death
Coz I'll be there for u for both
The Good and the bad times.

I wish I had loved that returned. 
Feeling it requires a little bit of a soft heart. 
And someday, the time will come for me. 
I'll pray for death so willingly. 
I hope that I'll be safe alive in him.
The act of love is like a boomerang.
I love the blush on his cheeks when 
I whisper in his ears that I love him.

Gravity of the earth is just as same as
The looks in his eyes When he looks at me.
No hatred in his heart or love in his lungs. 
When he breathes so hard for me.
Care in his calls makes me mildly mad,
The moment he misses me intensely.

I pray that there comes no day.
For anyone, when their lover
Turns into a stranger
Like nothing happened between.

All along with you, 
Both the sounds and the silence converge. 

The music of your still vocals, 
Always beat a rhythm in my heart.

The sounds of swaras are none;
But the finest sounds of your walk matter.

The words may not always need the company of sound. 

Sometimes, to express the feelings,
Maybe the silence of a blink is enough.

And sometimes, 
Conversing can be done within our souls.
I once thought silence walks much through the dark.

But you showed me beyond doubt that:
It reigns over the bright and the peace.

Here go my feet, to and fro.
What if he won't
come back to me? 
My heart kept chanting about him. 
My wrist watch is ticking round and round loudly.
Trying to make me watch the time "two to two."
I was raising my hopes for him too.
The tower clock alarmed that it was two.
On the same page, he didn't come back too.
My mind started dreaming once and twice.
About his return twice and thrice.
Back again into my life,
Saying, 
Hey ! Sorry for being late.

The presence of yours leads 
To the fear of bursting my heart 
With an intense blood pump. 
I am drunk on your 
strong flavors of affection. 
Me being drowned, 
Float back to the surface with
The buoyancy of your redamancy. 
Since you are the belle in Calico 
Presenting a vast stretch of maturity.
Then, I'll act my play with 
Elves' mischievous brains. 
If a heart can drive a truck 
20 miles a day is a fact. 
Then, wholly me,
Whose life is living with the harmony
Of your heart is universal truth. 
I love you to the moon and back.

Standing in the moonlight
Waiting for someone
I don't know why
l was waiting for him.

In the rose garden
It looked so pleasant
That I can't hold my breath
So I was standing still
In the corner of the garden.

Visiting all the beauty of roses
which I can't resist.

The fragrance is so cool
That I yearned for it
So unique as extracted from thorns
Which receives hatred but
Leads to the throne.

It lifts me up to the sky
High as my heart will burst up
With the pressure of the atmosphere
Still it does one more thing
It drowns me down to the ocean bed
Which is filled with love of eternity.

I have no control on my own heart.            

Still dreaming in the moonlight
Losing hope for someone
I know that he won't come back.
I am waiting for him, though.

Because ,

I still have some hope.
That God might send him
Back again to our world of roses
Where,we used to meet every day.

But now,
He's gone too far.
So far, I can't hold him.
Becoz he's no longer in this world.

Though I don't feel sad for him
Coz I promised him that
I won't be sad for this lifetime.
I still see him in my memories.

He's still alive in my heart.
Running through all of the
Corners of my heart,
Making my heart beat stable
Coz I can't stay alive without him.

But I should stay alive for
Caring for all these roses, in which
He is still in~
I still can't hold my breath.

My love for you
Skirts around your love field.
I had no clue
What my soul sang when you kneeled,
With face grounded
To apologize me.
Cold Breeze acted
As shield against your words.
Only thing I hoped
Just to lose to win you.
Yeah! I'm feeling
The feel of blush of nature.
Sunflowers faced us
Leaving the sun behind.
Lotus left the
Patience for night and bloomed.
Your tears were
Ready to melt the hills.
Forgiving all
Is nature's self nature,
Why not I melt
To forgive for our smile.

When your love is about to 
Reach out of your sight.

The places you met her
Hopes to create a locus of love. 

The words she spoke to you, 
Hope to fit into your poetry. 

The letters which you gonna send her,
Hope to get replies with lots of love.

The meetings of your two, 
Hope to meet an another meeting of u both.

The gallery of yours 
Hope those instances come again. 

The memories in your mind 
Hope her to look back lastly. 

The eyes, which are watching her, 
Hope not to shut down for a second.

The second was when she, 
Turn back to give you a glance of a smile.

That's when you see me,
Glowing in the dim.

That's when you feel
All other things are going to be in vain.

Except me, your hope.
I'll be becoming your best and
Nearest company until she returns.

I love the way you smile. 
And make me smile. 
But don't ever cry. 
And make me cry with you. 
I love every move of your dance. 
And every move you make with me 
I love the way you look at me,
In which you look so beautiful. 
Hold my hand until my last breath 
But don't ever make me hold my breath for you. 
Wander my heart and Make sure,
There is no one else but you. 
But don't ever try to 
Fill my heart with blue blood. 
Let's fight the whole world together. 
But please never make me fight with 
MY WORLD OF YOU

When your eyes fill
With the liquid of high density 
With a huge mass of your grief
In your tiny space of your heart,
Whenever I'm about to leave you.

While...
I only wish I could hug you for once.

Whenever you ask me to 
Share everything with you,
Stretch a map showing you, 
Where does my heart travel
Each and every second.

While... 
I only wish that I could have 
At least a small chat resting 
In your laps with my heavy heart
When I feel like crying.

Whenever you cook me
A lot of dishes garnished with your
Hope of love from me,
A day to go out with me.

While...
I only wish we could have 
A 5 min time to have tea.

Whenever you ask me
What I want for my b'day
How I want it to be...

While...
I only wish that I could 
Be with you on that day.

Whenever you feel like
I don't love you.
While...
I only wish I could 
Have a moment to smile with you.

Whenever you feel like 
I don't remember you much.
While...
I only wish I could have
At least a day with you 
When my eyes won't get off 
From your eyes of hope.

Whenever you feel like
I'm stone at heart. 
While...
I only wish I could 
Show you that my heart 
Is as delicate as dandelion.

Whenever you feel like 
I never cry for your absence. 
While...
I only wish I could prove
At least... that I always smile
When I'm with you.

As usual!
Your eyes which are still into me
the same way they were,
When they got locked for the first time.

As usual!
The nod! When I say 'HEY!'
Still holds that patience
To listen to nonsense of mine.

I've paused for a second
To gather up my courage

As usual!
The warmth of ur palm
on my shoulders imprisons
my train of thoughts of confessing u.

As usual!
I got to see ur stood ears to hear me.
Now I feel the burst
in my vocal chords.

As usual!
Those words again got buried
Deep down in my larynx.
Mind is swaying on how u would react.

As usual!
I took a step back to promote
My race of 9 years patience
To a decade.

As usual!
My mind got puzzled,
Yet chose to let this matter into air
And satisfy in this way forever.

Both sided is pretty. 
But it's not meant for the fact 
That "one sided is ugly".
One can feel both sides.
Letters can be written. 
But replies too come along
From the same person.
Feelings don't weigh anymore.
But understanding her does.
Tango doesn't need two. 
A fancy mind's eye works well.
The thought of "having her" vanishes.
Capturing her from far away 
Likely, respect emerges.
Holding back for her love
Lets u feel the decades.
You begin to feel the patience
As pride, not a shame.
Seeing her with someone 
Is not always sorrowful.
Every so often, you feel happy
For her happiness.
At all times, moving on is
Not a possible option left.
Rather, staying hush 
With hopes, kinda tranquil.
You feel fortunate for being friend. 
For the reason that
"YOU ARE NOT A STRANGER, THOUGH."

No need to praise her. 
Perhaps worship is quite pretty.

No need to stay by her side always. 
Perhaps presenting yourself on call is enough.

No need to call every day. 
Perhaps a weekly call saying "hope you're happy" is enough.

No need to message every day. 
Perhaps a rare "love you" reminder is beautiful.

No need of a quick reply.
Perhaps making sure that it's not urgent goes well.

No need of any touch.
Perhaps better to make her feel comfortable with your eyes standing on her smile.

No need of any pricey gifts.
Perhaps a lovely rose is enough. 

No need of any complex poetry. 
Perhaps a compliment is enough. 

No need of regular dinners outdoors.
Perhaps she just hopes you to cook for her.

No need to ask her everything. 
Perhaps observing explains her a lot.

We were in love since our seventeens
Got married secretly at our twenty fours
And our children left us alone at our Fourties
Now we still have each other at seventies.

Let our heavenly home would get filled
With the gallery of our own memories
Let me to bring us a pen drive and
Get it field with the sweet series of our past.

Let the keys of the piano get played
On it's own for a lovely duet on our floor
Let the scars on the walls of our hearts
Go away with every blink in our eyes.

We would hangout with a long drive
And halt the car in front of library
You read to me the love novels then
Travel back together with words.
            
Watch a romantic movie in the theatre,
Have a cup of tea with the saffron suns,
Our love never fades as the count of stars.
Our transparency of Glass stays in still.

Let the children of ours, move off from
Us, no need of them, becoz we are there for us.
And let me bring a basket of roses
To accompany the candled dinner light.

Then let me write to you the sorry and love
You notes,if you're ever upset of me.
Let the strings of the guitar vibrate
To reply to our songs singing with mild sad.

But never and ever shed your beads of
Blood from your eyes for our gone children.
I will be there for you until death.

All the time, I missed you.
Making myself my heart heavy 
Trying to make it lighter
And lighter, failing each time. 

There left no one for me. 
To say good night 
And bless me to have a
Good dream of you. 

You and I are alone in this world. 
Dancing at the seashore and 
Leaving the prints of our barefoot 
Having me in your arms.

This was my dream last night. 
Dreaming without you beside me.
Pardon my mistake, but don't 
Make me punished this way.

Now I can see you. 
I can feel you. 
I can hear you. 
But I can't touch you.

Although I thank God for 
Returning you to our world of roses.

While we are having a walk 
At the seashore. 
Everyone around us noticed
The prints of the barefoot of
Invisible you and went mad.

But I am so sad that you'll
Leave me the next day. 
For meeting the god in heaven.

After all,
You won't come back again.

You are slowly disappearing
Leaving me behind again.
Letting me lead on
My life as it was.
But I don't wish it.
The sparkle in your eyes
Slowly went off,
Along with you.
My heart too went off
Along with you.

But still watering the rose plants
Just for you.

My heart saw your
Pupil blooming for me.
While,
                    I always blushed,
                    Without your knowledge.            
                    Yet! My eyes always look down
                    With a fear that I might
                    Fall in love with you.

I felt your dead cells
Reviving with my touch.
While,
          I feel safe holding you
          Amidst those dangerous people.
          But, yet! I fear that I might
          Not be able to learn to
          Stay fearless without you.

Your lips which stammer,
To even ask out for tea.
While,    
           I wait with all my hope for your call.
           Yet! I fear that I might get used
           To be with you.

The ears which turned red
With tension, when I sit beside.
While,
            My ears yearn for you
            To initiate our talk.
            Yet! fears that you might end up with
             Something about your love for me.

Your gestures involved more,
Than your words ever did,
Due to your fear for me.
While,
            I wish I could understand
            Each mode of your conversation.
            Yet! I fear that one day,
            I might discover that
            You've always loved me.

The walk rate
Which accelerates towards me
But desperately decelerates away from me.
While,
          I'm waiting for the day,
          The day when we can walk
          Along eachother.
          Yet! I fear to walk; thinking
          That I might get lost in your
          Path of love.

Your observations,
Which goes through the
Minute details of my actions.
While,
            I fear that you might
            Completely understand me someday.
            Yet! I reject, even if I don't wanna.

Your brains which saved
A huge space to save
Our smallest of talks.
While,
           I fear for you,
           That you might not be able to
           Move on from our memories,
           When day comes for me to leave you.

The lineance, which you never took,
Even, when there provided a room for it.
While,
           I fear that you might
           Lose in my test.
           Yet I know! that you won't.

The way you yearn
Each and every second
To show your love and care for me.
While,
          I fear that I might not be able to
          Return my love for you,
          Express my love for you,
          As I know that,
          This won't be ending in the way,
          That we always wished to be.

Back when,
The second I met you, 
I felt a sudden sense of tranquility.

The music of silence touched me.

That's when,
I was able to feel the calmness of the city.

I came by with the potential to calm down my fears. 

All of a sudden,
You gently dragged me away from the noise of this world. 

You reminded me of a stretch of calm sea under a clear sky.

You controlled the noise, 
So to set free all our emotions.

Maybe, 
The sounds of your breath paved the way towards you. 

And by today, 
You made me feel the essence of silence in our silent home.

Roses may rise from the stones, while
Daisies may drown down the oceans.

Tulips may tune up the music, for which 
Dandelions may dance in the wind.

Dahlia may die of pride, although 
Lavender may live to heal.

Sunflower may show its beauty to the moon. 
Hibiscus may hide its flawless structure, though.

                                But.........

Why can't we both have something beautiful and sacrifice for each each other.