Always welcome! whenever
You wish to come back here
As my heart is yours forever
I still need your presence here.

It's the love of yours
All over in my veins
Which drives and reins
And pulls me towards as imans.

I can leave my breath
Waiting for you in any of my lifetimes
I am ready to go for death
Coz I'll be there for u for both
The Good and the bad times.

You saved a lot of love for me.
Why not.....? I spent a little more time with you. 

You rewarded me with your attention.
Why not....? I punish myself for my negligence.

You destroyed every desire of yours for me.
Why not....? I built a new empire for us.

You shouted that you always loved me.
Why not...? I whisper back the same thing.

You raised me through struggles and failures. 
Why not.....? I fall for your love and soul.

You apologized for your undone wrong.
Why not....? I thank you for your efforts done for me. 

You lost yourself earlier for me.
Why not...? I win you back with numerous trails.

Roses may rise from the stones, while
Daisies may drown down the oceans.

Tulips may tune up the music, for which 
Dandelions may dance in the wind.

Dahlia may die of pride, although 
Lavender may live to heal.

Sunflower may show its beauty to the moon. 
Hibiscus may hide its flawless structure, though.

                                But.........

Why can't we both have something beautiful and sacrifice for each each other.

Standing in the moonlight
Waiting for someone
I don't know why
l was waiting for him.

In the rose garden
It looked so pleasant
That I can't hold my breath
So I was standing still
In the corner of the garden.

Visiting all the beauty of roses
which I can't resist.

The fragrance is so cool
That I yearned for it
So unique as extracted from thorns
Which receives hatred but
Leads to the throne.

It lifts me up to the sky
High as my heart will burst up
With the pressure of the atmosphere
Still it does one more thing
It drowns me down to the ocean bed
Which is filled with love of eternity.

I have no control on my own heart.            

Still dreaming in the moonlight
Losing hope for someone
I know that he won't come back.
I am waiting for him, though.

Because ,

I still have some hope.
That God might send him
Back again to our world of roses
Where,we used to meet every day.

But now,
He's gone too far.
So far, I can't hold him.
Becoz he's no longer in this world.

Though I don't feel sad for him
Coz I promised him that
I won't be sad for this lifetime.
I still see him in my memories.

He's still alive in my heart.
Running through all of the
Corners of my heart,
Making my heart beat stable
Coz I can't stay alive without him.

But I should stay alive for
Caring for all these roses, in which
He is still in~
I still can't hold my breath.

My heart saw your
Pupil blooming for me.
While,
                    I always blushed,
                    Without your knowledge.            
                    Yet! My eyes always look down
                    With a fear that I might
                    Fall in love with you.

I felt your dead cells
Reviving with my touch.
While,
          I feel safe holding you
          Amidst those dangerous people.
          But, yet! I fear that I might
          Not be able to learn to
          Stay fearless without you.

Your lips which stammer,
To even ask out for tea.
While,    
           I wait with all my hope for your call.
           Yet! I fear that I might get used
           To be with you.

The ears which turned red
With tension, when I sit beside.
While,
            My ears yearn for you
            To initiate our talk.
            Yet! fears that you might end up with
             Something about your love for me.

Your gestures involved more,
Than your words ever did,
Due to your fear for me.
While,
            I wish I could understand
            Each mode of your conversation.
            Yet! I fear that one day,
            I might discover that
            You've always loved me.

The walk rate
Which accelerates towards me
But desperately decelerates away from me.
While,
          I'm waiting for the day,
          The day when we can walk
          Along eachother.
          Yet! I fear to walk; thinking
          That I might get lost in your
          Path of love.

Your observations,
Which goes through the
Minute details of my actions.
While,
            I fear that you might
            Completely understand me someday.
            Yet! I reject, even if I don't wanna.

Your brains which saved
A huge space to save
Our smallest of talks.
While,
           I fear for you,
           That you might not be able to
           Move on from our memories,
           When day comes for me to leave you.

The lineance, which you never took,
Even, when there provided a room for it.
While,
           I fear that you might
           Lose in my test.
           Yet I know! that you won't.

The way you yearn
Each and every second
To show your love and care for me.
While,
          I fear that I might not be able to
          Return my love for you,
          Express my love for you,
          As I know that,
          This won't be ending in the way,
          That we always wished to be.

As usual!
Your eyes which are still into me
the same way they were,
When they got locked for the first time.

As usual!
The nod! When I say 'HEY!'
Still holds that patience
To listen to nonsense of mine.

I've paused for a second
To gather up my courage

As usual!
The warmth of ur palm
on my shoulders imprisons
my train of thoughts of confessing u.

As usual!
I got to see ur stood ears to hear me.
Now I feel the burst
in my vocal chords.

As usual!
Those words again got buried
Deep down in my larynx.
Mind is swaying on how u would react.

As usual!
I took a step back to promote
My race of 9 years patience
To a decade.

As usual!
My mind got puzzled,
Yet chose to let this matter into air
And satisfy in this way forever.

Let us dance along the suns and the moons
At the plane where they coincide.
Let us sing until the interference of our vocals
Go deep down to the Pacific bed.
Let us hit the notes until it reaches
The highest layer of atmosphere.
Let us smell the fragrance of each flower
Of every season we go together through.
Let us make the cuteness of our pair
Make the most gorgeous things
In this universe feel jealous.