Hope this four feet distance,
Which you space every second
Won't last long...
Not much in this short period of our journey.
Not more longer in feet.
This space holds more than
What it's actually thinking it's been holding.
Your love, care, respect
More than closeness can ever show.
Yet I feel comfortable
A unknown feel of losing you.

I don't have any idea of why!
But...

Maybe... It's because...
U are never available
When I feel like...
Grabbing your hand out of anxiety.

Maybe... It's because...
U are never available
Squeezing your palm out of grief.

Maybe... It's because...
U are never available,
When I feel like ...
Leaning onto you out of my tired busy day.

(Yet I know you too got exhausted)

It may a little too far
To see my reflection in your vague eyes
To whisper something in your ears
To access the love waves of yours
To listen your heavy breaths when I'm around
To watch out the details of ur wrinkles when u smile.

A strain in my eyes
When I try to observe all these from my distracted sight.
Yet I know this, it fears me,
My one foot towards you always lead
You to take 2 feet away from me
Incrementing the distance between us by 1 foot.

Maybe I should stay here,
Waiting for you to realise,
That I've always been loving you.

This distance is far more beautiful than the closeness made of delicate glass though...

When your eyes fill
With the liquid of high density 
With a huge mass of your grief
In your tiny space of your heart,
Whenever I'm about to leave you.

While...
I only wish I could hug you for once.

Whenever you ask me to 
Share everything with you,
Stretch a map showing you, 
Where does my heart travel
Each and every second.

While... 
I only wish that I could have 
At least a small chat resting 
In your laps with my heavy heart
When I feel like crying.

Whenever you cook me
A lot of dishes garnished with your
Hope of love from me,
A day to go out with me.

While...
I only wish we could have 
A 5 min time to have tea.

Whenever you ask me
What I want for my b'day
How I want it to be...

While...
I only wish that I could 
Be with you on that day.

Whenever you feel like
I don't love you.
While...
I only wish I could 
Have a moment to smile with you.

Whenever you feel like 
I don't remember you much.
While...
I only wish I could have
At least a day with you 
When my eyes won't get off 
From your eyes of hope.

Whenever you feel like
I'm stone at heart. 
While...
I only wish I could 
Show you that my heart 
Is as delicate as dandelion.

Whenever you feel like 
I never cry for your absence. 
While...
I only wish I could prove
At least... that I always smile
When I'm with you.

Wishing for only her under
Numerous comets falling.

A piece of advice to select 
Something during shopping. 

If no time to dote on her
Then it's time to adore her. 

Expect a smile if something 
Goes wrong in the kitchen.

Holding the doors open 
For long rides on days off.

Playing xylophone to match 
The harmony of raindrops. 

Maybe a cup of tea to surprise,
Of course! For a little chat.

How about a hug? 
Meeting rhythms of heartbeats!

Holding her hands when 
She is confused to take a step.

Practice gratitude for her love,
Letting off each other's past.

Try some new hairstyles on,
With wild flowers adorning her.

Help her clean home with 
Her favorite playlist on. 

If she is tired of her work,
Take her out for stargazing.

However!
These are all little things.
Snatching a very little time.
But not a little thing for her.
It's a lot more than enough,
For her little loving heart.

My love for you
Skirts around your love field.
I had no clue
What my soul sang when you kneeled,
With face grounded
To apologize me.
Cold Breeze acted
As shield against your words.
Only thing I hoped
Just to lose to win you.
Yeah! I'm feeling
The feel of blush of nature.
Sunflowers faced us
Leaving the sun behind.
Lotus left the
Patience for night and bloomed.
Your tears were
Ready to melt the hills.
Forgiving all
Is nature's self nature,
Why not I melt
To forgive for our smile.

The presence of yours leads 
To the fear of bursting my heart 
With an intense blood pump. 
I am drunk on your 
strong flavors of affection. 
Me being drowned, 
Float back to the surface with
The buoyancy of your redamancy. 
Since you are the belle in Calico 
Presenting a vast stretch of maturity.
Then, I'll act my play with 
Elves' mischievous brains. 
If a heart can drive a truck 
20 miles a day is a fact. 
Then, wholly me,
Whose life is living with the harmony
Of your heart is universal truth. 
I love you to the moon and back.

You and me in a huge rush in the bus 
A weird peace when I see you. 
A thousand words spoke in 
Forcing me to compliment you
Numerous eyes watching you 
My confused eyes glancing at you 
Several stories narrating within them
Forgiving different destinations 
Time is melting like a wax candle. 
You are getting off the bus.
I saw your awaiting company. 
Accepted my every day routine 
But I still can't get over your love.
My hidden looks upon you,
Your blindfolded love for her,
Envy when I recall all these,
End up raising a fence of guilt. 
Over my negligence in our past.

All the time, I missed you.
Making myself my heart heavy 
Trying to make it lighter
And lighter, failing each time. 

There left no one for me. 
To say good night 
And bless me to have a
Good dream of you. 

You and I are alone in this world. 
Dancing at the seashore and 
Leaving the prints of our barefoot 
Having me in your arms.

This was my dream last night. 
Dreaming without you beside me.
Pardon my mistake, but don't 
Make me punished this way.

Now I can see you. 
I can feel you. 
I can hear you. 
But I can't touch you.

Although I thank God for 
Returning you to our world of roses.

While we are having a walk 
At the seashore. 
Everyone around us noticed
The prints of the barefoot of
Invisible you and went mad.

But I am so sad that you'll
Leave me the next day. 
For meeting the god in heaven.

After all,
You won't come back again.

You are slowly disappearing
Leaving me behind again.
Letting me lead on
My life as it was.
But I don't wish it.
The sparkle in your eyes
Slowly went off,
Along with you.
My heart too went off
Along with you.

But still watering the rose plants
Just for you.