our bones crack
muscles ache
under the weight of who we want to be
how is it that we've lost so much time
pretending to be someone we're not

if i could count how long I would wait for you,
I would measure it in cups of coffee
the ones that keep me awake after a night of dreaming of you
I would measure it in the stars I stare at,
hoping the same ones are visible wherever you are
I would measure it in the letters
that are written without a forwarding address
I would measure it in breaths
the ones that pain me to have,
as I keep living without you

me quedo despierto por la noche
y tu estas fuera
y rezo para que tal vez necesites un aventon
aprovecharía cualquier oportunidad para verte

life is sacred
seep in the sky & grass
listen to yourself
linger in time

decide would their soul
fill yours

open eyes speak your secrets

cold blaze
more eternity