In your poems
Every word is a drop of tear
Reflects your pain and burn
All the drops together
Form a stream of your tears
in the form of poem
  
Your every poem
Reaches my heart to tell your life

I touch each word of your poem
Reflects back my good wishes
to cool down heat of your pain

Today suddenly
I realized I am in category of an adult person
When someone had discussion
About my job
After I finish my B. Ed
Other came had discussed about my marriage
My mother is in other plateform
Collecting jewellery for my marriage
My grand mother
After looking me dressed nicely for a marriage party
O! Girl is now fully grown up
Start looking for a suitable guy
My eyes filled with tears
Every one wants to worry for my future
Job, marriage then keep on running
Then for a baby
But just few years back I was in my nineteen
Where those years disappeared
I couldn't see and enjoy those moments
No one wants to see and ask
What is going inside me?
I feel helpless
Sometimes feel suffocating
To run away from all these forced responsibilities
Am I wrong?
Or people around me in hurry to fix me at their desired place
I realized today
Every one around me
Trying to make me realize
Ready to take responsibilities of this society
Immaterial whether I like or not
I enjoy or not
Am now I an adult!

Message from old friends
Makes you happy
you are loved and taken care
Makes you smile
Gives you a fresh air in this tight and exhausted work schedule
So whenever you get time
Drop a msg to your loved ones

Life takes birth
Take little steps to understand to survive
in the universe
Energy of this universe takes care
To keep you alive
To give you fruits of your karmas
Sweet sour and bitter
You like or not
You have to pass through

Feeling lost
In the jungle of cut throat work
With the noises of people with
Faith lost
Peace lost
Concentration lost
Appetite lost
Health lost
Love lost
Innocent laugh lost
Lost in the cobweb of social media
To find a reel,you tube video, X........
To feel loved
To get love
To find health
To find peace
To find faith
To laugh
To find a groom
To find a bride
Infinite solutions to again fix you.

Sitting in checking centre
Pin drop silence outside
But a storm of thoughts
Shaking my concentration
Jumped into the container of past incidents
To find the holes
From where faith, peace flowed out
Left with smelly like left out garbage
  after a function
Suddenly a phone call from school
Made me realized
I am sitting in examination checking centre to check the answer sheets
Pulled all my senses towards my work

Creates gentle music in the leaves
When particles of air rhythm
and dance with the green energy
Poetry of atoms in the strings of air
laugh and giggles
Poetic rhythm in the breath
dances in the form of blissful state
When the poetry of life
breaks the rhythm
Life sleeps in the universe
till the poetry rebirth in it

A bond which grew its root
Very deep in my heart
It developed its roots in my mind
It's reflection in my heart
Circle of time
Shows me waves of your love
I want to touch and caress
But cannot as they are reflections
In the lake of past
Your vibration of feelings
I receive when I see your name
On the pages of my diary of life
Always stop for some time
Appreciate, feel your love
Get my eyes filled with tear
Draw few more lines in myself
To hold you for some more time
For those moments which I spent with you

Travelled through the same roads
We once visited
To see a wonderful and peaceful life
But this time I was alone
To find the traces of our friendship
Recalled all beautiful moments spent with you.
We could not travel together for long
We flew parallel for some time
Your friendship made me to learn to set a higher target
To become more mature and loveable
To see a life beyond my strength
To walk in new sphere of life

With a humming bird
Hanging few bunches of yellow dry fruits
Reminded me I am living

"A  beautiful place to get lost"
Heard these lines
Pulled a row of happenings around me
A target to get something beautiful
Reached through tough journey
Enjoyed for few days
It became the same as previous one
Set another higher goal
Worked hard to get that
Enjoyed it for some time
It felt same as old one
Now set a goal to get more
A beautiful place to get lost for ever
To become zero
Will play with it
To become infinity.

Sitting in dark
To see the light
Beyond the life
Sitting under the dense banyan tree
To see happenings inside me
To find peace from crowd
But monkey of thoughts
Making me afraid and not letting
me get the diamonds from peaceful mind
Suddenly a monkey came and sat with me
I was looking to him
He was looking to me
Fear made me statue
He plucked a branch from tree
Plucking each leaf and keeping in my lap
and disappeared
Gave me msg
"work on your problems one by one."

The chirping of birds
Feelings of life's dream
Beginning of beautiful evening
The murmur of a new morning

शक्ति की आराधना
शक्ति की उपासना
शक्ति का संघर्ष
शक्ति का विध्वंस
शक्ति ही चेतना
शक्ति ही सृष्टि
शक्ति ही जीवन
शक्ति हीनता ही मृत्यु
शक्ति से ही नवजीवन की संभावना
शक्ति ही आधार
शक्ति का सम्मान
जीवन का समाधान

On demise of
One person from multi tasking staff
Lower paid group of school
Collection of money is done by me
to help the family of poor
Very surprising factor
Come in picture
People of lower income group
paid the higher amount
Might be they know
"The value of each penny for that family"

He was showing plots
Ready for sale
They were unauthorized
Too many building activities
going for sale
A farm land
Filled with lush green wheat crop
which was just bought
Suddenly a bulldozer
Cames down
Started to uproot the green crops
It seemed me
A butcher house
Cries of those tender young plants
Tears of farmer
Who must planted the crop with love and hope
Were melting me from inside
Nexus of builders
brutally uprooted the whole green crop
As if someone was ripping cloths of earth
"I see here a big man made disaster"
But who cares?

तुम प्रसन्न रहो
यही कामना है
निरन्तर आगे बढ़ो
मुठ्ठियों में अपनी खुशियाँ समेटते रहो
ना जाने जीवन के किस मोड़ पर
वो खड़ी मिले
जो तुम्हारे सतरगीं सपनों सगं अपने सपनों की चादर बुनें
जिसे ओढ़ सो जाना
ईश्वर की नई कृतियां रचने
अपने हर दर्द को उन पर वार  भस्म कर देना
उस भस्म से श्रृंगार करना शिव का
तुम गण हो शिव के
जो हर भभूति कष्टों की गले लगाए बैठे रहते हैं

You all good comes in your way
Rise and shine in your way
I will see you through my divine eyes

All your pains
Melt and flow out
From your heart and mind
In these disappearing moments of
Year 2024

Let new aspirations
Flow inside your heart and mind
Grow seeds of calmness and patience in your soul
To get fruits of happiness in coming new year
Happy New Year 2025

In his eyes
Looked like dew drops
On lotus floating in river Ganga

I can hear the sounds
Not from my ears
Does heart has ears?
Which hears the sounds no one other can hear?
Some times people in my diary
Get alive and I see them
Moving working laughing talking
Looking to me
I cannot answer
Keep sitting and watching in statue mode

Relations break up very silently
But give pains very loudly

Saw her name on screen
Thought what to do?
Again same question
"What should I Do? "
Which I cannot solve?
She fell in one sided love
Her cries made me feel bad
Urge me to do something
How can I make him to feel love for her?
It's not a material
Which I could get for her
She cries in front of me
All the times lost in her imagination
Wants him to talk with her
Wants him to give her a look
Wants him to listen her
Searching  a person
Who can get his love for her
But how?
No one can bring feelings of love from him to her
She complains
He didn't reply to her morning wish
Didn't answer to his missed calls
Didn't reply her msgs
She kept on telling

Suddenly door bell rings
I told her" Oh! My tution kids are here"

She ended her call with no solution from my side
which can satisfy her

Body
Is gifted a wooden ladder
To climb to heaven
Before wrapping in golden flares

Body
Should be gifted a golden ladder
Of good actions to self
Before climbing to heaven

Life is very uncertain
When castle of dreams is about to complete
Sudden jerks make them fall like the castle of cards
When those cards are tried to collect
those are blown away by the air of fortunes
Man sits in wonder and ponder all energy
to analyze how this can happen to him?
Leaves only litter here and there
Every touch on that emotion give painful
reflections
Is it destined ?
Or
This is sequence of happenings written in the lines of hands
Or
We here in this world to complete the circle of Karmas
It's the question haunts in mind
Whom we love they leave us  as our love is not compatible to them
Who want us to make union with us
we don't find them compatible
This game of hide and seeks goes on

Standing there
Outside the emergency ward
Both in black pants and black jackets
Wearing black shoes
Looking sober and elegant
Dark circles under their eyes were telling their  pains silently
May loose their father

******* beautiful eyes
Filled with tears
Rolling down in fear
Each drop reflecting the red light of emergency

They were trying not to cry
But shadows of death
Were trying them to wrap

Almighty is standing there with all His strength
Playing with all His creations
Set me free to do some wonderful
I collected  stones in life
Fear! to go to coal mine
Where diamonds are hidden
Fear! It may fill my skin with black soot

He showed me way to ocean
To play and rule the tides
I collected shells to take away
Fear! to get drowned
Sat on the shore of ocean
Oysters are found in deep ocean
Fear! Fear!
Ruins  my dreams in air

आज तुम्हारे मन की देहरी पर
अपना आशा दीप जलाऊंगीं
बाहर अनंत अधेरा है
उस रोशनी की ओर
कोई तो कदम बढाएगा
जो तुम्हारे अन्तर्मन पर दस्तक देगा
मुझे बंद अन्तर्मन की झीनी दरारों से
एक रोशनी नजर आती है।
कभी कोई मधुर गीत गाता है
तो कभी दर्द के स्वर में गुनगुनाता है
कभी कभी महीनों तक सन्नाटा पसरा रहता है।
आज तुम्हारे मन की देहरी पर दीप जलाऊंगीं
वहीं उस पसरे सन्नाटे में सिमट बैठ जाऊंगी
एक दिन तो तुम योगी बन साधना पूरी कर आओगे
इस संसार को अपने गीत सुना अमर हो जाओगे
उन पदचिह्नों की माटी से अपने मस्तक पर तिलक सजाऊँगी

Used a wire to climb a tree
Wire lost its identity
Only creeper is shining

Are rhythm of heart
Dazzling beauties of house
Gives comforts to nerves when in pain
They are shock absorbers for every shock and save from disintegration
Gives you space for your interests
Hold you when going to fall
Like fresh morning air
Still mothers worries about their future

Poetry and poetry
Poems and poems
Here and there
Every where
Only expert eyes
Skilled mind
An emotional heart
to sink in  subtle soul
is required to make a perfect poem from any imperfect script

The famous blue and green soled beauty
Iconic designer nature
Red with golden flare star
Making revolve around the beauty of universe
Scattered with green, mustard motifs
Tinch of red, pink, white with thousands of shades all around
Fulgent stars tincture designs on black back drop over the sky
In the period of global resurgence
Rose, Gardenia, Jasmine, lotus fragrance vapours dash around
Fragrant foliage enrapture pollinators
to collect drop by drop sweet to offer beloved queen
Glimpses of innumerable razzle-dazzle allegories are intricate on the pallu of sari
of his bride earth

Most of time we
I
My
Me

Less time is
For You
         Your
  
Change the place of
Most by less
Less by most

To create an essence of love
To find the meaning of deep love
To collect the oysters of love from deep ocean of world

I should change if you want my love
How to change which are in my genes
I am not as dark as you assume
I am girl with beautiful wings
to explore a sky high

Not to compete with someone flying adjacent to me

I am girl to read and write of my choice
not to dishearten by not reading books of your choice

I am a girl to enjoy the music which takes me in the land of ecstasy
Not to make you feel  bad by not listening the music of your choice

I am girl to appreciate the piece of art as I have different vision
Not to show you down by not appreciating your art

You already flying high with colours of successes
I can never feel jealous if you are my friend

In my eyes time has a different frame
Why to be in hurry all the time?
Why should I run very fast?
I will go with my pace
God will hold my hand and never ever make me a girl with selfish motives to make someone down
I am fairy of HIS land

Get tired at work place
Take dinner
And go for sound sleep
to slip into your dream land
weave the carpet to fly
and enter into dreams of your love

Play hide and seek
Take a ride in cradle of crescent moon
Walk on the land of Mars
Bring precious moments of your memories as they happened in real
When sun comes to wake you up
Say
Just few more minutes let me stay in these beautiful scenes

I find a poem in playing children
On the slide of garden
And poetry in their talk

I find the rhythm of poem
in  two trees embracing their roots to reach their hearts

I hear a love song singing by the breaths of young couple
sitting on the bench of park

I read a poetry of young days on the faces of old couple holding hands and talking together

I see moon writing a love poem for white Jasmine flowers bloomed full on the tree and sending their fragrance for him

She is in pause mode
Life is still for her
Her imagination takes her in the world of deserted mountains
Where life is tough and full of risk

I extended my hand but she refused
Wants to explore her life
through her own experiences

She wants to live a life of monk
Now let me gather the seeds of happiness
Which I can plant in the life of others
Care and protect the seeds till fully grow in a beautiful plant and bloom with the flowers to spread the fragrance of happiness

Your face in rising morning sun
Cool, bright with mystic touch
Peeping through the veil of black and white clouds

You should find the shoe
In which you can fit in your beloved
Like fairy tale Cinderella

The spectacles of empathy
World will look better
It will be more beautiful

To be a time traveller
To know the origin of my bond with him
To simplify the threads which entangled here

Planted a brown lifeless stick
On the barren land of school
watered it from her water bottle

I asked her
"Dear what are you doing"
She said
"Mam I am planting it to make it green"

I told her
"It has no sign of green. It is not going to turn into life"

After few minutes
I saw her planting a green leaf just very close to brown dry stick

Might be in hope
"To see green leaf dry stick will turn into green stick"

Her innocent act of plantation
Weighs thousand times more than who just gave lectures on plantation on high profile plateform to gain appreciations.

Time is an imaginary frame of life in this universe
It keeps everyone on the line of imagination

Crust of time takes me up and push me back on the trough of life
It goes so smooth as if it is fixed by some force

Oscillation and escalation of time binds everyone on the neutral line

Rarely some break the transverse of this time line
to create immortality

It starts with high frequency at source
As the time passes frequency comes in descending mode and then disappear in this medium of life

On the floor of washroom
made me scare
I looked and checked
What it was?

It was the shadow of
cobweb hanging from the ceiling of washroom

Looked me
Like the painful past
Whose shadow in present
Creates an uneasiness in life

World seems still to me
No leaf movement
No wind is blowing
Silence is broken by the call of a watchman
             "   Jagte Raho"

A beautiful book mark
Between the pages of book
of my life

A silent music in the silence of students
Their heart rhythm more than normal
It feels as if they are in deep meditation
Their pens are dancing with the warmth of breathing
Some pens are doodling on the corner of question papers

Light direction create the double shadows on the wall of examination hall make a unique piece of art

Tick tick sounds of clock seems very fast to them

They were smiling and laughing
Looking at me
I thought
"Is it on me?"

My mind diverted me
"Don't find hidden agenda behind laughing faces"

My dupatta around her neck
Hanged my sling purse

Walked  with little feet
Feeling like a teacher

It's an ordinary thing for me
It's great thing happening to her

"You are my friendly teacher"
A great compliment happened to me

Coffee offered
to get a favour from me

Tasted bitter for many days