Who am I?
This haunts me many times
When alone dragging life
Am I only a so called female to continue
the life in the universe?
Am I a soul to carry all the Karmas in next life?
Am I here to satisfy the unfinished desires
Of past in the present life?
But for how many cycles?
I asked many times
Each day is passing with old experiences
Waiting for the new rise to astonish my soul

After a long gap
Your phone call
Made me silent
Thread of all the incidents
Suddenly come in motion
How the things in celebrations
Came to an end
Made me uncomfortable no doubt
But still I have love for you
Inspite we are standing apart
Mind whispered in my ear

When children just grown up
They enter in a world seems transparent to us
Once they enter it becomes opaque
Tough to peep in their world

We keep on waiting solutions in our hands
They will not look
They will not ask

They will break the glass of silence
When world breaks their hope

Have patience
Have faith
Hold them with love and care
Reset goals with them

Show them rising sun
Hear the songs of birds
Take a swing on the rainbow
After the rain drops from their eyes
Reflects the seven colours
In the sky of your  and their world together

Hurry
Hopeless
Impatient
Lust
Are sugar coated by
Wait
Hopefully
Patience
Trust
To burst the Serenity
To crush the vicinity
To disintegrate the integrity.

Heart knows truth
Mind makes truth
Heart feels warmth
Mind makes stories to get warmth

Heart sense feelings of love
Mind play games to trap love

Heart knows your false promises
Mind drills the heart not to listen
And force to slide in the superficial golden cage with never ending slow pain

Today I felt tears
Not falling from my eyes
Not on cheeks
Not making my eyes red

They are falling inside
Spreading pain in my heart
Drying the fluid of my happiness
Like an acid burning
the healing marks of my wound

Wrapping myself in the sheet of hope
Trying to sleep
To relax my nerves
Chanting and praying
Thinking
Does prayers really works?