My existence has its meaning
Sweet, It is I guess,
Little do I know about the
Brown and dark sunlight's mess,
Who do I know in it
Is hidden along the edge,
Mother give me some advice
Of what is nice, I'll pledge;
Tortoises bathe in the sun
Looks like a scene which is,
So much
Pretty.....

Goosebumps inherit my every single tremble
Each one playing its own melody,
I wait for someone, Knowing
within my heart's spiking agony,
Why is it so tough
To make it through pain,
Can I make myself stop
Touching all my  inner stains;
Those drops want to overflow and feel
Some empathy, With some warmth,
Yet I stop them and say
What you need, Even I want,
I don't want to hurt them drops
It is just that I'm alone.

Thank you for giving me
This opportunity my friend,
I hope that in our friendship
There is no possible end,

Understanding that you have
Some problems of your own,
Is my duty as your friend
That I've realized from the unknown,

I shall be there waiting for you
If there should come a time,
When you will need me the most
I promise to make your ears chime,

I always will be waiting
Even if you never come,
Have faith in our friendship
I Commit it'll never be numb,

I'm sorry if I hurt your
Feelings without understanding,
What you were going through
I know, that you were daring,

I believe in you my friend
That our friendship will never go,
And everyday we'll separate
By "Meet you tomorrow"

The longlasting desire
To open my total heart,
Will come, I doubt
I'm through and it is hard,

     Lost within all around
     I don't think if I'm there,
     Yet I want to long for
     Losing again from start,

          I'm joyful or happy, Just
          Want to go away,
          I'm stuck every moment
          Yet long to forever sway,

               Inside the dashing waves
               Who always come smashing,
               Drooling away all of myself
               Yet I want to obey,

                    My castaway longing heart
                    Which always wants to stay,
                    Beloved among kindness
                    In a neverending faithful way.

I was drowning in sorrow
And I did not want to speak
My Inner rage was erupting
It was totally at its peak

I wanted to take my time
And make this poem rhyme
As a poet, I just wanted to shine
And make the whole moment mine