I have lived many lives , in the edges of my fingers
Put words to emotions
And tenderness to a hardened soul
I can't say ive found my devotion
But I've surely drank it through my teeth
Bless the heart
That gave words to me
I'm hardly at ease
When my lips touch the pages of your skin
Nothing had ever brought, such pleasure to me
But I've written love stories in your eyes
And heated at the beauty of your smile
Sadly I'm not one to speak of all that's hidden inside
So I dance , with a pen , with my words , and with my pride
You make it awful easy
To lust at my silence
Shiver the spine of my books
And realize I have not known the life
Before my eyes
I am breathless
And starving, to write you down in my mind
Drift at the ocean
In those waters , me you shall find
But I don't take kindly to an intrusion
To my blissful ignorance
I've made a home in my feverish oblivion
So take it tenderly when I tell you words
Are all there is too me
A journey of thoughts and ways to devour into my unwillingness
I'm much too simple
For simple devotion
I take no mercy in temporary nirvana
My heart has mad it much easy , to dwell on a love so unfamiliar
So don't callous your gentleness in the coral of my cheeks
Place kiss to lips and hear the whispers I bring
For an awful loud soul , the brain seems to blurr any doubt
Toned down , hardly a question for the soil
Insatiable, yet dying to feel live at the hand of it's beholder
I've suffered at the caress of it's sin
Blue
I've grown blue before your eyes
Skied by a sullen reality of who you are
It was much easier to love you with my eyes drowned in water
And a drowsy smile blending in with my teeth
Silently the questions start to wander
And my heart clenches at my feet
Words
Words don't come easy to me
Given that You were the last to hear me speak

When the world is silently crumbling
And your only evidence is the tears
No one gets to see
Your words a silent echo
As your teeth scape against your cheek
Weaponized comfort
Undeserved pleasures of relief
Head down , glory at your feet
A soldier skinning their cheeks at their defeat
A wordless imbecile
So young and a fool of youth
The agony of their days of yore
Burning their lips
Hush! Do not cry!
Dig at your skin
And hide the bruise on your knees
No one gets to see
No one gets to feel
Scrape all that's left of your torment
And leave it at the door
Sadness is foreign in this place
Harm a sullen truth hidden in the blues of the sky
Tears embraced by the sea
Fly! Fly! and you to shall see
But... Do you hear it?
Silenced! Hear blade to skin
A red sea parted
Pleasure finally foaming at the mouth
Breath a euphoria bleeding into existence
She stands! Dancing as the music of her life pushes at her feet
Eyes burning her skin
Wonders of a world so close
Yet so soon to disappear
Eyes everywhere..Eyes on her
Finally! Finally! They see
Crimson, drenched in a smile
The shy thud of her chest
Finally! Finally! SHE'S DEAD

And there it was again
That feeling that I'm completely wasting my life away
No saving grace
No cathedral to lay to waste
Burning in my loneliness
But it's Sunday
Tomorrow I will exist
In those walls I despise
Feeding on the knowledge of those who died
But Tommorow I will exist in the hands of a friendship
I know will dissolve  when the weekend dawns into existence