Paige

Paige 1d

And for the first time
I made my brother cry
All I had to do was
Tell him the tragedies
Of my life

Paige 2d

When the world is silently crumbling
And your only evidence is the tears
No one gets to see
Your words a silent echo
As your teeth scape against your cheek
Weaponized comfort
Undeserved pleasures of relief
Head down , glory at your feet
A soldier skinning their cheeks at their defeat
A wordless imbecile
So young and a fool of youth
The agony of their days of yore
Burning their lips
Hush! Do not cry!
Dig at your skin
And hide the bruise on your knees
No one gets to see
No one gets to feel
Scrape all that's left of your torment
And leave it at the door
Sadness is foreign in this place
Harm a sullen truth hidden in the blues of the sky
Tears embraced by the sea
Fly! Fly! and you to shall see
But... Do you hear it?
Silenced! Hear blade to skin
A red sea parted
Pleasure finally foaming at the mouth
Breath a euphoria bleeding into existence
She stands! Dancing as the music of her life pushes at her feet
Eyes burning her skin
Wonders of a world so close
Yet so soon to disappear
Eyes everywhere..Eyes on her
Finally! Finally! They see
Crimson, drenched in a smile
The shy thud of her chest
Finally! Finally! SHE'S DEAD

Paige Mar 16

Weekend friend

And there it was again
That feeling that I'm completely wasting my life away
No saving grace
No cathedral to lay to waste
Burning in my loneliness
But it's Sunday
Tomorrow I will exist
In those walls I despise
Feeding on the knowledge of those who died
But Tommorow I will exist in the hands of a friendship
I know will dissolve when the weekend dawns into existence

Paige Mar 7

Midnight tears

When the world is silently crumbling
And your only evidence is the tears
No one gets to see

Paige Mar 7

We just couldn't work

We grew desperate to feel something
Pacified our insecurities to feel nothing
Walked on the dirt of our desire
Burnt the uncertainty to a simple late night text
Swore we were holding onto our impurities
And fed each other our brokenness
Held pen vein
As we swore we were poets
And painted the walls with our ink
Fled the dusk
To dawn in the dawn of our indecisiveness
Walked on broken shells
Just to fall at the cathedral of our love
Words unmatched
Palaces of misfortune
Clung onto the shreds of virtue
Yet inevitably broke at a crossroads

Paige Mar 1

Foreign land

I grew wings
At the sides of my teeth
I flew words
Long before I could speak
I made a bed
Of all you meant to me
Yet here I stand
Alone , in these sheets
So find my peace
In what's left of me
Walk her pain
Through the kiss on her cheek
Feel my tears
As you hold her hand
Take me back to that foreign land
Where you loved me

Paige Feb 22

Things you did

There was this thing you did
Your lips would twitch before you smile
It made you look so lost so fragile
There was thing you did
Your body a trembling mess
As my hands explored the abyss of your silence
There was this thing you did
Your eyes dilated as we fed off the high of our energies
You my only remedy
There was this thing you did
Unintentionally wooling my clarify into pure desire
And dancing to the sounds of my pure want
For you
For us
There was this thing you did
Watch me spill the glass of my love in your hands
Without warning as you watched it fall right through
All because of those things you do