If I jump will I take flight
If I fall will I be rain
If throw up
Will I wake up in time
If I don't know then who's to say

Nothing matters,    Nothing matters
Things happen,       Things just happen
Friends don't           Matter friends don't
Matter poetry          Doesn't matter either
Parents                     Cancer                    
Hunger                     Sleep
Fever                         Showers
Love and                  Mirrors
Water                        Glue
Death                        Success
Spider                       ***
The                            Internet
Doesn't matter        Nothing matters

Future in grey
So to proceed
To breath the ash
To breath the feeling

Death of shadow
Death of mirror
Death of widow
Death of meaning

Shards of glass
Heat of sand
Hubris of winners  
Stabbing his innards

Lifted to light
Of helicopters
Carried to fields
Weary fingers

Fields of wheat
Tops of trees
Lines that cross
On undersea plateaus