i think i'm going insane

i don't think you do

i don't think you ever loved me
and the chance that you did
and yet you still did this
hurts me even more

i think talking to you again would break me completely
but the longer i go without your laugh
the more dead i already feel

but hey, at least you're happy

the worst part about losing someone is that times just keeps going
it leaves people behind
and everyone else moves on so quickly, leaving me confused and behind
feeling like I have to "get over it"
like i get a few months to be sad then i need to be fine again
but im not