I stopped searching
and she mopped into my life
She was cleaning the hall way
She only said hi!
At last, no more invisible guy
She saw me, she noticed!
I found her


It's been six years

Run,
Keep running,
Don't look back ,
Don't scream the pain would fade away,
When the sun rise get up and run again,
Beyond the hills there's happiness,
Don't stop now. keep running,
No one is coming, run.

This isn't poetry, it's an entry ...from here
I understand why sad people laughs the most,
Now I understand why my dad would sit on a chair looking and starring at the corner,
Why he would walk past me on the street without recognising me,
Why he often forget he has eaten the whole day.
I thought alcohol was his problem, now I understand it was his solution,
I understand  now what reality means,
It's an entry .
I understand how my mom feels when we sleep in the dark on empty stomachs
I understand what it all means now
It's an entry
A forever lane .... Of an unending arrays of thoughts that hits only the heart

Hi dad
I'm on the same bus you use to board daily..
I hope heaven is not like here

Gently but no easy
Harder pushing through the curtains
Expanding the walls as i slide in
Lubricating as i slide along the wall
When you hit the edge well it causes vibration and  immediately we start all over again

I just want to wake up
Make love
Freshen up
Make love again
Eat
Make love again
Play game
Make love again
Sleep
Wake up
Make love again
Make love
And end it with love making

I gave you time,
My energy,
I kept clapping even when the crowd went silent  on you ,
I flew through air bridge to and fro like it was my living room,
Waited till 1 am for you, it was risky but for you i said to my self it is worth it,
I lied to everyone because i didn't want anyone to see me like a fool, because i knew i was acting like one by the bro code,. There was nothing i didn't buy that i could afford, shai!!!
So last last na ashawo You da do chinaza?
So na ashawo you be ?
You da do hookup!
****.... I be da take risk for olosho,.
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