I’ve shown kindness today
And the world didn’t know
What to do with it.
I’ve shown love today
And the world thought
that I was out of my mind
I gave myself away today,
And the World tossed me  in the trash.
I offered the world peace today
And the world beat me up to death.
Yet, still perhaps
I shall try again tomorrow.

I am happy here,
even though deserted
I am happy here,
even here
without hope
nor fancy clothes,  
and clean sheets,  
Even here
without shelter,
In the abyss
of nowhere special
My own creation,
here in my head.
happily stranded,
Here all alone
and even here
without others
hands of applause
In fact forever wishing
rescuers never ever arrive.

It’s impossible
not to fall in love
in a lifetime
Furthermore,
it is twice impossible
not to fall in love
with you.

Desired words
Diminished thoughts
As the trends faded
The suns clouded
Involuntarily
hidden away
in what seems like
a poetry’s sinkholes
What now feels
like lips without breath
And bones without flesh
All that remains
a blank mind
a lost dream
Frontward/backwaerd
either way,
deleted

Sometimes
life feels
like a bird without wings
to fly high
sometimes
life feels like
a sunny day without shines
sometimes
life feels like bones
without flesh
like a corpse
that nobody
wants to be around.
sometimes
life feels like a last breath
like a fish  gasping for water.
sometimes
life feels
like it’s *******
fed up with me
and you know what,
I’m fed up with it too.

The first time
I saw Your face
Life stood still
As I paused
Feel and hark
when suddenly
I was caught up
in a butterfly storm
And without hesitation
The flowers and I
Sprang towards
But the flowers
Were turned
and wilted away
Still I bloomed,
I bloomed so willingly
Just so  you could have a taste
With your plush hot lips.

You’re
like a dream I never
want to wake up from,
And like a book of poetry,
I can’t stop reading your pages.

Impossible it may seems
You’re all
I desire.

You know, sometimes
Silence can be a poem too
It allows for sincere connection
From the heart that you desire
To engage with it.
And if failed to do so
Shall bound them
To be free.

I tasted eternity in your kiss
And now,
I’m dying a slow death
in the embrace of curiosity.

Is simply learning to allow yourself
the freedom to be everything you are made to be tempered by emotional discipline and grace.

Is making the choice to not build a life
you don’t need to regularly escape from.


Is to learn how to remove the mask
And spit out the flesh of fear
For it is too **** hard to chew
And even harder to swallow.

Is to be
who you were born to be

YOU

I don't write
to forget my problems
nor to pretend that
all stars are
glistening for me
I write
to let you know
that you too
can break free
from the ugliest things
that dominate you
within your head.

Like a fool in lust
Gazing at the same star
In the middle of night
Is good enough for me.
  
I see you

Way before I was born
I had a vision of where
I always wanted to live
And I hope you know,
Nothing has changed.

Dangers lingers
In wild desires
Yet,
you’re all
I crave.

If ever
stumble
And fall
I will always be there
To catch you.

There are many ways
To be happy outside of dreams
For me,
I found mine in poetry.

The self we share
and the words we share
are the same selfies of our soul.

There is something
about you
No matter how hurt I am
No matter how many broken promises
I had to endure
No matter how many times I’ve fallen
That keeps me rising
There’s something about you
that is uniquely you
That’s why I love you.

I can’t stop wanting you
Therefore you’re mine.
And I will never
Let you go.

Did you ever really feel for me
even without love rather with lust
even for a while a little while
in between the lines written in
Seductive sweats, in between
wet sheets and luxurious thighs
in between **** teeth
As we playing tug of war
Daring not to ever fall
Even if we fall
Maybe, perhaps
We shall rise again
locking lips in between the stars
and the moon, before the sun rises.

Poetry helps control
The chaos in my head
But beware,
It isn’t easy to tame these voices
With glistening lips like stars.
          beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware beware
Don’t say I didn’t warned you.

Words words words are thundering
But what is it that they’re trying to tell me
what is it that they crave from me
Oh how I wished I knew
What they were whispering in my ears
But truth remains,
I don’t understand what they’re trying to say. Perhaps they weren't meant for me.

When I disappear,
don’t look for me
underneath the skies.
Don’t you know that
the stars get tired too?
Just for a little longer,
please grant me the night
to rest my eyes.

Always
Forever and ever
Whenever, wherever
I will forever love you
Always.

You shine so bright
         Only if you knew it
           Then the whole world
             Would never go dark.

It’s a beautiful day
Cherish it
Embrace it all for yourself and me
For my yesterday still hasn’t ended.

You don’t me
Perhaps if you do
And now you know
That my mind is beautiful
Pretty please don’t keep me a secret.

I can read all the beautiful poetry
in the world to inspire my mind
But what is the point
If I can’t even remember
That no one is perfect.

I give the world my love
And they still ******* unsatisfied..

What’s your dream
What’s your taste
You’ve always been
my favorite desire

Yet you’re so cold.

My desire is solely
To break your ******* heart
And give you mine.

You’re the light
as I walk through darkness
you’re my shelter
when the storms filled the heavens
you’re my strength
as my soul wilted away
you’re my words
when my pen no longer bleeds
you’re my love
when the world turns against me
I want you to know that
I  want to be all of these things
for you today and forever.

I dont believe
I’ve ever seen someone
More poetic than you

And yet,
You were holding
your breath.

Tired of fallen dreams
That keeps on falling apart.
Perhaps, I wasn’t born
To  dreamt my dreams.

What could this mean?