Sometimes I wonder,
Why do I feel alone?
Numb, ached;
Does it feels like this when you're forlorn?

Being in a dilemma
Transcending towards a swamp of swirling thoughts
It's ought not to be like this
I just want to feel like I am lost.

Now my thoughts have come to a halt
And my heart feels empty as if there's nothing to delve
Miserable, appalled ;
Sometimes I just detest myself

I think I need someone to fill my void,
Not making me feel worthless.
Am I being selfish?
I couldn't care less.

Now it has become dangerous to sit idle
As my thoughts run amok
It feels like I'm in the middle of a storm
And I am stuck.