Floating time like a blowing breeze
Trying to stop trying to squeeze
Harder i tried faster it slipped
Leaving me with regrets all in

Looking back I see nothing
Not a single thing feels ok
Not a single achievement
that I could call mine
Could see nothing coz have nothing to see
After all I am nothing but
a worthless doll

Fell and stood many times
No-one cared whether or not  I was fine
No-one was there to call them mine
Sad, depressed and lonely
all at once
That's none other than this
worthless doll

My mind hates you
So does my heart
But on a fine day
I get a urge to talk to you once
My wish vs me
At last i win
But the part of me that lost
Makes me sad
And no now i don't cry for you
But yeah....it's really hard to feel happy without you

The sky is mourning with me
expressing the grief
of losing you.
Pitter patter the drops fall
With a sudden downpour beginning.
My deep rooted pain starts flowing out.
Lightens my heart
That had been aching since forever.
The suffocation is over
The pain of loving you is gone.
I could smell my freedom in the air

Dreams in the eyes
Hope in the words
Wishes in the heart
BUT
The fear of being criticized
Ruined them all

Here begins another day
With a new excitement for future
Curiosity to see what will happen next
OH NO
Another day wasted
Wondering about next

Tied to what i want to free from
Returning to what i want to run from
Attached to what i want to detach from
Haunted by what i want to forget
Passing by same point in this maze, again.

You will find me,
In the wind that blows when you are burning in the sun
In the gentle touch that will give you the comfort you want
In the voice that gives you hope in despair
In the moonlight that will be your consociate in the lonely nights
In the hand that will help you stand
In the words that will show you the path

You will find me wherever you want

Stridulating crickets and the moonlit sky;
Chirping birds and the glowing sun;
Fluttering leaves spreading sprinkles of water;
Takes me to the time when 'you' and 'me' were 'us'

About to give up
losing all hopes
sinking in the fear
with pieces of hearts
scattered all over
he came in the dark room
to be the light
gave me the sight
to see the side which was bright
he was the ray of hope
taught me how to cope
and helped me reach to the top of the *****