My old heart
Is in pain now
Because my friends
Have broken my heart into
Pieces
I already took some pain killers
For my broken heart
But the pain killers din’t wok at all
I still feel the pain
It is excruciating
I can’t think of nothing else
But this horrible pain
I hope my father comes soon
And takes my pain away
Than I will be fine
Without it

My passion
Found me
Many years ago
And what is my passion?
My passion is poetry

My passion found me
Many years ago
And what is my passion?
My passion is poetry

My passion
Found me
Many years ago
And what is my passion?
My passion is poetry

My poems
That I write every
Single day
Are almost more
Like prayers
I am happy
With all the results
When my poems
I had finished writing

My relationship with God
Is a good one
And I hope to keep that way
For a long time
Because I feel that we need each other
And I am sure that God feels this way about us two
I am also never telling  God lies
Because I would be punished by now
From God
And I also know that lies won't get me anywhere
Also I am very happy that I am my father's son
And I am very proud of that
And my father knows that
Also I love the life that  I have

My relationship with God
Is a good one
And I hope to keep that way
For a long time
Because I feel that we need each other
And I am sure that God feels this way about us two
I am also never telling  God lies
Because I would be punished by now
From God
And I also know that lies won't get me anywhere
Also I am very happy that I am my father's son
And I am very proud of that
And my father knows that
Also I love the life that  I have

My relationship with God
Is a good one
And I hope to keep that way
For a long time
Because I feel that we need each other
And I am sure that God feels this way about us two
I am also never telling  God lies
Because I would be punished by now
From God
And I also know that lies won't get me anywhere
Also I am very happy that I am my father's son
And I am very proud of that
And my father knows that
Also I love the life that  I have

My father
My restless heart
Work every day hard
Pumping blood
All over my body
And it never takes a break
Also when my father
Made my body he
Gave me the hearth
So my heart could pump
The blood all over
My body
Father I have a healthy heart
I never had a heart attack
And I am alive
And still living every day
My adult life
I still want to live my life
Because I still have a life to live ahead of me
Also father please keep me alive every day
Here on earth
Please friends don’t talk to me about dying
Because It makes me scared a lot
Also friends I don’t gamble with my life
I think I have the feeling that I will leave
To be 80 years old
And also I don’t know if I will still be
Healthy at 81
Only my father knows
He mighty have a different plan
For me
Yes friends I  know that I only
Live once
Because my father made life like that

My restless heart

My father
My restless heart
Work every day hard
Pumping blood
All over my body
And it never takes a break
Also when my father
Made my body he
Gave me the hearth
So my heart could pump
The blood all over
My body
Father I have a healthy heart
I never had a heart attack
And I am alive
And still living every day
My adult life
I still want to live my life
Because I still have a life to live ahead of me
Also father please keep me alive every day
Here on earth
Please friends don’t talk to me about dying
Because It makes me scared a lot
Also friends I don’t gamble with my life
I think I have the feeling that I will leave
To be 80 years old
And also I don’t know if I will still be
Healthy at 81
Only my father knows
He mighty have a different plan
For me
Yes friends I  know that I only
Live once
Because my father made life like that

My friend
If I share
My segredos
I want it to be kept
Between you and me
Please don’t go and tell
People
That you think
That I am a nutcase
Because you will be hurting
Me
And I just hate to get hurt
By you
Please you need to understand
That you are my best friend
And you had told me you segredos
And I kept it just to myself
Also I never told you segredos
For my friends
My closest friends don’t know you
And I have never introduced then
To you
Also friend You are more than
A friend to me
I consider you to be like a brother to me
Yes friend I never talked to my friends
Behind you back
Because that is a horrible thing to do
And friend I hope you never talk behind
My back
Because that would make me very
Upset
And I have the right to be upset
Also I would get rid of you
And you would lose me
You would be lonely without me

My friend
If I share
My segredos
I want it to be kept
Between you and me
Please don’t go and tell
People
That you think
That I am a nutcase
Because you will be hurting
Me
And I just hate to get hurt
By you
Please you need to understand
That you are my best friend
And you had told me you segredos
And I kept it just to myself
Also I never told you segredos
For my friends
My closest friends don’t know you
And I have never introduced then
To you
Also friend You are more than
A friend to me
I consider you to be like a brother to me
Yes friend I never talked to my friends
Behind you back
Because that is a horrible thing to do
And friend I hope you never talk behind
My back
Because that would make me very
Upset
And I have the right to be upset
Also I would get rid of you
And you would lose me
You would be lonely without me

My so called life
Was my father
That gave to me
After he had
Created me in his image
Father I want to thank you
For giving
My so called life
To live here on earth
Also Father I must tell you
That I enjoy every minute of
My life
Father I will also be very
Happy to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Because you keep me alive
Every single day
Also father
I am happy that you finally
Brought Spring to me
And also the birds are back home
Because you have brought
The birds home with you father
I go out every morning
To enjoy the sunshine
That you give me every single
Day here on earth
Then when the Spring is over
You will bring the Summer
It will be extremely hot by then

My so called life
Was my father
That gave to me
After he had
Created me in his image
Father I want to thank you
For giving
My so called life
To live here on earth
Also Father I must tell you
That I enjoy every minute of
My life
Father I will also be very
Happy to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Because you keep me alive
Every single day
Also father
I am happy that you finally
Brought Spring to me
And also the birds are back home
Because you have brought
The birds home with you father
I go out every morning
To enjoy the sunshine
That you give me every single
Day here on earth
Then when the Spring is over
You will bring the Summer
It will be  hot by then
My so called life
Was my father
That gave to me
After he had
Created me in his image
Father I want to thank you
For giving
My so called life
To live here on earth
Also Father I must tell you
That I enjoy every minute of
My life
Father I will also be very
Happy to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Because you keep me alive
Every single day
Also father
I am happy that you finally
Brought Spring to me
And also the birds are back home
Because you have brought
The birds home with you father
I go out every morning
To enjoy the sunshine
That you give me every single
Day here on earth
Then when the Spring is over
You will bring the Summer
It will be  hot by then

My so called life
Was my father
That gave to me
After he had
Created me in his image
Father I want to thank you
For giving
My so called life
To live here on earth
Also Father I must tell you
That I enjoy every minute of
My life
Father I will also be very
Happy to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Because you keep me alive
Every single day
Also father
I am happy that you finally
Brought Spring to me
And also the birds are back home
Because you have brought
The birds home with you father
I go out every morning
To enjoy the sunshine
That you give me every single
Day here on earth
Then when the Spring is over
You will bring the Summer
It will be extremely hot by then

My so called life
Was my father
That gave to me
After he had
Created me in his image
Father I want to thank you
For giving
My so called life
To live here on earth
Also Father I must tell you
That I enjoy every minute of
My life
Father I will also be very
Happy to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Because you keep me alive
Every single day
Also father
I am happy that you finally
Brought Spring to me
And also the birds are back home
Because you have brought
The birds home with you father
I go out every morning
To enjoy the sunshine
That you give me every single
Day here on earth
Then when the Spring is over
You will bring the Summer
It will be extremily hot by then

My so called life
Was my father
That gave to me
After he had
Created me in his image
Father I want to thank you
For giving
My so called life
To live here on earth
Also Father I must tell you
That I enjoy every minute of
My life
Father I will also be very
Happy to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Because you keep me alive
Every single day
Also father
I am happy that you finally
Brought Spring to me
And also the birds are back home
Because you have brought
The birds home with you father
I go out every morning
To enjoy the sunshine
That you give me every single
Day here on earth
Then when the Spring is over
You will bring the Summer
It will be extremely hot by then

My so called  life
Was my father
That gave to me
After he had
Created me in his image
Father I want to thank you
For giving
My so called life
To live here on earth
Also Father I must tell you
That I enjoy every minute of
My life
Father I will also be very
Happy to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Because you keep me alive
Every single day
Also father
I am happy that you finally
Brought Spring to me
And also the birds are back home
Because you have brought
The birds home with you father
I go out every morning
To enjoy the sunshine
That you give me every single
Day here on earth
Then when the Spring is over
You will bring the Summer
It will be very hot

My so called  life
Was my father
That gave to me
After he had
Created me in his image
Father I want to thank you
For giving
My so called life
To live here on earth
Also Father I must tell you
That I enjoy every minute of
My life
Father I will also be very
Happy to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Because you keep me alive
Every single day
Also father
I am happy that you finally
Brought Spring to me
And also the birds are back home
Because you have brought
The birds home with you father
I go out every morning
To enjoy the sunshine
That you give me every single
Day here on earth
Then when the Spring is over
You will bring the Summer
It will be extremilly hot by then

My son
I am God your father
I am waiting for you to die
On the planet earth
I must tell you that you won’t live forever
Because I don’t want you to live forever
And I must make room for those that are born on the planet earth
You will not live to be 100 years’ old
I am sorry to tell you this my son
And I hope that you are not upset with me
My son
You are 52 years’ old
You only have depression and diabetes
But other than that, you are very healthy
My son
Live your life each day to the fullest
And I hope that you love your life that I have given you
My son
I hope that you will thank me for the life I have given you
Each day
My son
I hope that you will sleep through the night
And wake up the next day feeling refreshed
My son
I hope that you will never gamble with your life
My son
I hope that you will never smoke cigarettes or street drugs
Because when you smoke you damage your lungs
And when you smoke street drugs you are messing up your brains
My son
I hope that you love me forever
Until the day that you die

My soul is carrying
His soul across the universe
That is where his soul belong
And across the universe
Is my soul's home
And I am keeping a lot of people's
Soul
Across the universe
That is my soul's home

My soul is carrying
His soul across the universe
That is where his soul belong
And across the universe
Is my soul's home

My soul is carrying
His soul across the universe
That is where his soul belong
And across the universe
Is my soul's home

My soul is carrying
His soul across the universe
That is where his soul belong
And across the universe
Is my soul's home

My soul is carrying
His soul across the universe
That is where his soul belong
And across the universe
Is my soul's home
And I am keeping a lot of people's
Soul
Across the universe
That is my soul's home

My spirit
Is in the sky
And it is alive
But at the same time my spirit is flowing
Inside of that river that is in the sky
That everybody swims in it everyday
But at the same time I am proud to call heaven my home
Because heaven is the only home I have

My thoughts are racing out of my head
They are racing very fast
Every thought is different
Some are dark thoughts some are happy and some are sad thoughts
Sometimes I feel that I am racing in some grand prix
I am the driver of the racing car
And I am racing very fast
I hate my dark thoughts
Because they are very dark and depressing
My sad thoughts are very sad
And it makes me sad
My happy thoughts make me very happy
My happy thoughts are the ones I love
I wished I had more happy thoughts
Because I need to have more happy thoughts in my life

My worthless song
Is good for nothing
But I keep trying it any way
Because inside of me
There is a voice that is telling me
Please don’t give up

Não quero mais sofrer.
In my life
Because I already suffered
For many years in my life
With my anger issue
I was always mistreating
My friends
And they told me
To go and live my own life
And they will leave there's
Also they had ended the
Friendship
Now I am all alone
Without friends
I take blame
For it
I hate being in Isolation
Because I will feel lonely
Every day
I have now to start
Making new friends
Slowly
I feel that I can’t rush
And go fast making
Friends because
That will be the worst
Thing that I can do for myself
I will choose the people I will
Want to be friends with me
I just hope that the people
That I have chosen to be my friend
Will accept me the way I am
I don’t want to change
Anything in me
Because I just like the way I am
Also I am a Christian

Não quero mais sofrer.
In my life
Because I already suffered
For many years in my life
With my anger issue
I was always mistreating
My friends
And they told me
To go and live my own life
And they will leave there's
Also they had ended the
Friendship
Now I am all alone
Without friends
I take blame
For it
I hate being in Isolation
Because I will feel lonely
Every day
I have now to start
Making new friends
Slowly
I feel that I can’t rush
And go fast making
Friends because
That will be the worst
Thing that I can do for myself
I will choose the people I will
Want to be friends with me
I just hope that the people
That I have chosen to be my friend
Will accept me the way I am
I don’t want to change
Anything in me
Because I just like the way I am
Also I am a Christian

Não quero mais sofrer.
In my life
Because I already suffered
For many years in my life
With my anger issue
I was always mistreating
My friends
And they told me
To go and live my own life
And they will leave there's
Also they had ended the
Friendship
Now I am all alone
Without friends
I take blame
For it
I hate being in Isolation
Because I will feel lonely
Every day
I have now to start
Making new friends
Slowly
I feel that I can’t rush
And go fast making
Friends because
That will be the worst
Thing that I can do for myself
I will choose the people I will
Want to be friends with me
I just hope that the people
That I have chosen to be my friend
Will accept me the way I am
I don’t want to change
Anything in me
Because I just like the way I am
Also I am a Christian

Não quero mais sofrer.
In my life
Because I already suffered
For many years in my life
With my anger issue
I was always mistreating
My friends
And they told me
To go and live my own life
And they will leave there's
Also they had ended the
Friendship
Now I am all alone
Without friends
I take blame
For it
I hate being in Isolation
Because I will feel lonely
Every day
I have now to start
Making new friends
Slowly
I feel that I can’t rush
And go fast making
Friends because
That will be the worst
Thing that I can do for myself
I will choose the people I will
Want to be friends with me
I just hope that the people
That I have chosen to be my friend
Will accept me the way I am
I don’t want to change
Anything in me
Because I just like the way I am
Also I am a Christian

Não quero mais sofrer.
In my life
Because I already suffered
For many years in my life
With my anger issue
I was always mistreating
My friends
And they told me
To go and live my own life
And they will leave there's
Also they had ended the
Friendship
Now I am all alone
Without friends
I take blame
For it
I hate being in Isolation
Because I will feel lonely
Every day
I have now to start
Making new friends
Slowly
I feel that I can’t rush
And go fast making
Friends because
That will be the worst
Thing that I can do for myself
I will choose the people I will
Want to be friends with me
I just hope that the people
That I have chosen  to be my friend
Will accept me the way I am
I don’t want to change
Anything in me
Because I just like the way I am
Also I am a Christian

Não quero mais sofrer.
In my life
Because I already suffered
For many years in my life
With my anger issue
I was always mistreating
My friends
And they told me
To go and live my own life
And they will leave there's
Also they had ended the
Friendship
Now I am all alone
Without friends
I take blame
For it
I hate being in Isolation
Because I will feel lonely
Every day
I have now to start
Making new friends
Slowly
I feel that I can’t rush
And go fast making
Friends because
That will be the worst
Thing that I can do for myself
I will choose the people I will
Want to be friends with me
I just hope that the people
That I have chosen to be my friend
Will accept me the way I am
I don’t want to change
Anything in me
Because I just like the way I am
Also I am a Christian

não tem muito sentido lutar
Against you enemies
Because they are always insulting you
And that is terrible that they are doing it
You should get rid of you enemies fast
Go and tell then good bye
And tell then to go live there lives
And you are going to live yours
Also you don’t want to live in isolation
Because you are going to be very lonely
And you can choose the people
You want to be friends with
You
You should take you time
When making new friends
I hope that they will treat you
With respect
And also accept you the way you are
There is nothing wrong with you
You don’t have any problem with you
Behavior
Don’t forget that you are responsible
For you behavior
You want friends that are poor
Like you
They are poor when it comes to money
But rich in spirit
And also you wish that you friends
Are grateful for having all the things
You father gave then
Many years ago
Also be happy with the friends you got
You have to work ******* you friendship
So that it will last a long life
Also you have to live you life
To the fullest every single day
That you are living here on earth
Also it was you father that made you
And you friends in his image
A long time ago

não tem muito sentido lutar
Against you enemies
Because they are always insulting you
And that is terrible that they are doing it
You should get rid of you enemies fast
Go and tell then goodbye
And tell then to go live there lives
And you are going to live yours
Also you don’t want to live in isolation
Because you are going to be very lonely
And you can choose the people
You want to be friends with
You
You should take you time
When making new friends
I hope that they will treat you
With respect
And also accept  you the way you are
There is nothing wrong with you
You don’t have any problem with you
Behavior
Don’t forget that you are responsible
For you behavior
You want friends that are poor
Like you
They are poor when it comes to money
But rich in spirit
And also you wish that you friends
Are grateful for having all the things
You father gave then
Many years ago
Also be happy with the friends you got
You have to work ******* you friendship
So that it will last a long life
Also you have to live you life
To the fullest every single day
That you are living here on earth
Also it was you father that made you
And you friends in his image

Não tem muito sentido lutar
Against you enemies
Because they are always insulting you
And that is terrible that they are doing it
You should get rid of you enemies fast
Go and tell then good bye
And tell then to go live there lives
And you are going to live yours
Also you don’t want to live in isolation
Because you are going to be very lonely
And you can choose the people
You want to be friends with
You
You should take you time
When making new friends
I hope that they will treat you
With respect
And also accept you the way you are
There is nothing wrong with you
You don’t have any problem with you
Behavior
Don’t forget that you are responsible
For you behavior
You want friends that are poor
Like you
They are poor when it comes to money
But rich in spirit
And also you wish that you friends
Are grateful for having all the things
You father gave then
Many years ago
Also be happy with the friends you got
You have to work ******* you friendship
So that it will last a long life
Also you have to live you life
To the fullest every single day
That you are living here on earth
Also it was you father that made you
And you friends in his image

Nature is crying
Because she is dying
And we are not taking good care
Of the nature
We are destroying it
By dumping paint in the water of the lake
And ships dumping oil
In the water of the lake
Also the fish and birds are dying

Nature is crying
Because she is dying
And we are not taking good care
Of the nature
We are destroying it
By dumping paint in the water of the lake
And ships dumping oil
In the water of the lake
Also the fish and birds are dying

Nature is crying
Because she is dying
And we are not taking good care
Of the nature
We are destroying it
By dumping paint in the water of the lake
And ships dumping oil
In the water of the lake
Also the fish and birds are dying

Need you now
My dear father
My friends had abandon me
And I have not seem then
For a long time now
Also I am feeling very lonely
Without my friends
I wish that they would had kept
The friendship with me
But maybe they felt that
They need some body also
To be there friend
Also I can’t understand why
That happened to me
Also I don’t know
What I did to them
For them to live me
I know that I never
Did anything wrong
Also I treat them all
With respect
No I am feeling so lonely
That I just hate
Also I am living again in
Isolation
To be honest to you my father
I don’t know where to beging
To find new friends
To tell you the truth father
I want friends that are poor
Like me

Need you now
My dear father
My friends had abandon me
And I have not seem then
For a long time now
Also I am feeling very lonely
Without my friends
I wish that they would had kept
The friendship with me
But maybe they felt that
They need some body also
To be there friend
Also I can’t understand why
That happened to me
Also I don’t know
What I did to them
For them to live me
I know that I never
Did anything wrong
Also I treat them all
With respect
No I am feeling so lonely
That I just hate
Also I am living again in
Isolation
To be honest to you my father
I don’t know where to beging
To find new friends
To tell you the truth father
I want friends that are poor
Like me

***** woman
Is scared to live
Her life alone
She doesn't
Want any white people
To be her friends
And the truth
She tells me
That they can't be
Trusted at all
She only have
Black people
That are her friends
And she tells me
That black lives
Matter
I don't say nothing to
Her
That is her life
And that is the way
She wants her life
To be

Ne m'oublie pas
Friend
Because I am always praying for you
Ne m'oublie pas
Because I am a lot older than you
Ne m'oublie pas
Because I won't live forever
My friend
Ne m'oublie pas
Because I am going to die before you
Ne m'oublie pas
Friend
I have made lots of sacrifices in my
Just for you
Ne m'oublie pas
Friend
Because it was our father
That gave our life here on
Earth
Ne m'oublie pas
Friend I am always here for you
If you need something
Ne m'oublie pas
Remember that you can trust me always
Friend
Ne m'oublie pas
Friend
You should be happy
That winter is over
Ne m'oublie pas
Friend
Don't stay up late
Because you need you sleep
Ne m'oublie pas
That you also need to take care
Of you health
Ne m'oublie pas
Friend
You should live your life
To the fullest every single
Day

Never
Tell me how should I
Live my life
Because that will make
Me mad
And I am already
Living my life the way
I like it
Never tell me
Who should be my friends
Because I have good friends
In my life
That supports me in my life
Daily
Also my friends have lots of
Respect for me
And they accept me the way
I am

Never
Tell me how should I
Live my life
Because that will make
Me mad
And I am already
Living my life the way
I like it
Never tell me
Who should be my friends
Because I have good friends
In my life
That supports me in my life
Daily
Also my friends have lots of
Respect for me
And they accept me the way
I am

Never been always that way
That I prayed for my father
Every night for 2 hours
Non stop
Before going to sleep
Every single night
My friends calls me a religious fanatic
But I just don’t say anything
To them
Because I just hate to course at them
I feel that it is not there business
To call me a fanatic religious
I must say that I like to pray for my father
When I pray to my father
First I pray for the countries that are in war
Then I pray for myself
And that prayer I ask my father
To give peace and health
Because I just don’t have any peace in my life
Also I have bad health
That is my depression that I just hate
Having it
And its not easy for me to live
With depression
I also have been diagnose with
Depression many years ago
And I take lots of medication
For my depression
Night and day
And the medication I take is Narcotics
I wished that my father
Could make a miracle
By removing my depression
From my life
And I would not have to have medication
I also feel that I am a drug ******

Never been always that way
That I prayed for my father
Every night for 2 hours
Non stop
Before going to sleep
Every single night
My friends calls me a religious fanatic
But I just don’t say anything
To them
Because I just hate to course at them
I feel that it is not there business
To call me a fanatic religious
I must say that I like to pray for my father
When I pray to my father
First I pray for the countries that are in war
Then I pray for myself
And that prayer I ask my father
To give peace and health
Because I just don’t have any peace in my life
Also I have bad health
That is my depression that I just hate
Having it
And its not esy for me to live
With depression
I also have been diagnose with
Depression many years ago
And I take lots of medication
For my depression
Night and day
And the medication I take is Narcotics
I wished that my father
Could make a miracle
By removing my depression
From my life
And I would not have to have medication
I also feel that I am a drug ******

Our lives
Will never be the same
Without God
Please understand people that our
God belongs in our lives
So let God be a part
Of our lives
Because God is our father
Also
He is the one that
Gave us our precious
Lives to live
On earth every single day
Because also the earth was
With his hands
And also God want us to
Never forget to pray
For him

Never enough
Every day when
I wake up in the morning
I wake up very tired
And I feel that
I never get enough sleep
I can’t go back to bed
Because if I do that
I won’t sleep at night