I will be a good friend to her now
Because her heart is now broken in thousand pieces
And I will also help her to put back her heart together
That is broken in thousand pieces
I am also aware that the task of putting
back together a heart that was
Broken in thousand pieces is hard

I will be alright  
All I need to do
Today is catch up
With my sleep
Father
I will get up 2:00 pm
And I will get
Ready to start my work
For you
I will write some poems
For you my father
Also all my poems
Are different from
Each other
I will use my positive
Feelings in my poems
I don’t like to write
Dark poems anymore
Because they are very sad
I think you will agree with
Me on that subject
Father don’t worry
I will share my poems
With  you father

I will be faithful to you
My father
I will be faithful to you
Forever
I am telling you
The truth my father
Trust me father
I have no right
To lie to you
Because If I had lied
I would be punished
By you father
So I will always tell you
The truth my father
I don’t want to be punished
Never again my father
Yes my father
I also live by your rules
Every single day
Father I know that
You are also very
Restricted with
You rules
Also you have
People that
Want’s to be long
In you world
Just like me
And I don’t see nothing
Wrong with that

My  father
I will be faithful to you
Forever
I am telling you
The truth my father
Trust me father
I have no right
To lie to you
Because If I had lied
I would be punished
By you father
So I will always tell you
The truth my father
I don’t want to be punished
Never again my father
Yes my father
I also live by your rules
Every single day
Father I know that
You are also very
Restricted with
You rules
Also you have
People that
Want’s to be long
In you world
Just like me
And I don’t see nothing
Wrong with that

My  father
I will be faithful to you
Forever
I am telling you
The truth my father
Trust me father
I have no right
To lie to you
Because If I had lied
I would be punished
By you father
So I will always tell you
The truth my father
I don’t want to be punished
Never again my father
Yes my father
I also live by your rules
Every single day
Father I know that
You are also very
Restricted with
You rules
Also you have
People that
Want’s to be long
In you world
Just like me
And I don’t see nothing
Wrong with that

I will be faithful to you
My father
I will be faithful to you
Forever
I am telling you
The truth my father
Trust me father
I have no right
To lie to you
Because If I had lied
I would be punished
By you father
So I will always tell you
The truth my father
I don’t want to be punished
Never again my father
Yes my father
I also live by your rules
Every single day
Father I know that
You are also very
Restricted with
You rules
Also you have
People that
Want’s to be long
In you world
Just like me
And I don’t see nothing
Wrong with that

Father
I will be me
I am not interested in
Being a millionaire
Because I would be
Very miserable
Living with lots of money
Also I would not know
What to do with lots of money
All I know that I would had
Been a slave of my money
Don’t worry father
I have poor friends
Who accepts me for who I  am
Also they trust me
And they want me to be myself
Because they tell me that I am just
Fine
Also they don’t have much money
To live
And neither do I
But we are rich in spirits
Also father
Me and then are very religious
Thanks god
Also father we are happy with
All the things you gave us

Father
I will be me
I am not interested in
Being a millionaire
Because I would be
Very miserable
Living with lots of money
Also I would not know
What to do with lots of money
All I know that I would had
Been a slave of my money
Don’t worry father
I have poor friends
Who accepts me for who I  am
Also they trust me
And they want me to be myself
Because they tell me that I am just
Fine
Also they don’t have much money
To live
And neither do I
But we are rich in spirits
Also father
Me and then are very religious
Thanks god
Also father we are happy with
All the things you gave us

I will be right here waiting for God
To make a miracle in my life
Because I suffer from depression
And God it is very hard for me
To cope with my depression
Also it is hard for me to live with depression
God I must tell you that my depression gets worst
During the Winter because there are no sunshine
In the sky
Only gray sky you give to me God
Also I find the gray sky very depressing
And it also puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Because I won’t sleep at night
Also I am yawning non stop
That is driving me crazy God
I am telling you the truth

I will be right here waiting for God
To make a miracle in my life
Because I suffer from depression
And God it is very hard for me
To cope with my depression
Also it is hard for me to live with depression
God I must tell you that my depression gets worst
During the Winter because there are no sunshine
In the sky
Only gray sky you give to me God
Also I find the gray sky very depressing
And it also puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Because I won’t sleep at night
Also I am yawning non stop
That is driving me crazy God

I will be right here waiting for God
To make a miracle in my life
Because I suffer from depression
And God it is very hard for me
To cope with my depression
Also it is hard for me to live with depression
God I must tell you that my depression gets worst
During the Winter because there are no sunshine
In the sky
Only gray sky you give to me God
Also I find the gray sky very depressing
And it also puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Because I won’t sleep at night
Also I am yawning non stop
That is driving me crazy God

I will be right here waiting for God
To make a miracle in my life
Because I suffer from depression
And God it is very hard for me
To cope with my depression
Also it is hard for me to live with depression
God I must tell you that my depression gets worst
During the Winter because there are no sunshine
In the sky
Only gray sky you give to me God
Also I find the gray sky very depressing
And it also puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Because I won’t sleep at night
Also I am yawning non stop
That is driving me crazy God
I am telling you the truth

I will be right here waiting for God
To make a miracle in my life
Because I  suffer from depression
And God it is very hard for me
To cope with my depression
Also it is hard for me to live with depression
God I must tell you that my depression gets worst
During the Winter because there are no sunshine
In the sky
Only gray sky you give to me God
Also I find the gray sky very depressing
And it also puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Because I won’t sleep at night
Also I am yawning non stop
That is driving me crazy God
I am telling you the truth

I will be there
Enjoying another
Sunny day
During the Summer
That now arrived on earth
I will try to spend more time
Outside During the Summer
Yes Winter is gone now
For a long time now
I don’t want any rainy days
During the Summer
Of course the rain will cool
Of the extremely hot days
When we have some heat
Warning
The warning I must say that
Is terrible because I sweat
Like a pig
Then I go
To the beach at noon
And there I jump
In the water
Abd then I start to feel
Ok
At  4:00 in the afternoon
I hear the lightning and thunder
I know that know I must find some shelter
Before I get hit by lighting because that
Would **** me
And I don’t want to die
That way
I am also very young to die
I want to live my live every
Single day here on
Earth

I will be with you
My friend
Every single day
Supporting you daily
That is not a lie
We are both good friends
And we have
The same believes
I can't hardly believe that
Also we treat each other with respect
We never once mistreat each other
Because that would be the wrong thing to do
And we don't deserve that
We need to work on our friendship
Because I want it to last a long time
We would be lost in the world
If we didn't had each other

I will cheer you up, old grumpy men
I hate when you are grumpy
Old men
I want to teach also how to pray
To my father
Yes old grumpy men
What can I do for you
To start to believe in my father
I think you must believe in my father
He died on the cross also for our sins
And also his job is to judge the men
And the women that live on earth
My father rules heaven and
Hell
The good people are going to heaven
The criminals
That took people’s lives are
Going to hell
Also grumpy men
It was my father that made
You in his image
He gave you that beautiful
Grey hair and that blue eyes
You are always dying you
Hair black
You hate having grey hair
I don’t blame you

Father
I will do it my way
When I will pray to you
I will not forget to pray
To you every night
Before I go to bed
Father
I am one of you children
And we will go swimming
My way in the ocean
We know that
Are sharks in the ocean
And you are afraid that
We can be attacked by the shark
Father we are not going to bother
The shark
Father
We are having a terrible
Heat wave
We need some rain to
Cool the earth
Because the grass is getting yellow
Also the flowers  in the garden had
Died
I started to use the garden hose
To water my garden
And also my flowers in the garden
Also we are waiting for the rain
The next morning finally you gave us the rain
Also there was thunder and lightning
It had rained finally all day
I sleep in all morning
And I finally woke up at 3;00 pm
I first shaved me the old fashion away
I used the razor and some shaving cream
Now I enter my bathtub
And I turn on the faucet
And I rub the soap on my skin
And the soap removed the dirt
From my skin
Then I quick rinsed my body
Then I closed the tub
And I got out of the tub
I had dried my body
And I put a clean
Pair of pajama on my body
Then I went to my desk in the living
Room
I turned my computer on
And I did some work for my father
All day writing poems
At 2:00 am I went to bed
Finally
Then I first shut my mind of
Then I closed my eyes
Also I started to drift away
Into a deep sleep

I will give myself away
The day I died here on earth
My father will take me to heaven
Where I will rest forever
But first I will give my sickness to my father
Back
Then I will give my money
Back
Then I will give my anger back
To my father
And when I die
I won’t be suffering anymore
From depression

I will let go of
My anger
And I will not think
About my anger
I will not be
Inflicting pain
On my friends
I will let go of
My bad thoughts
I will let go
Of my depression
And I will not think about it

I will let go of
My anger
And I will not think
About my anger
I will not be
Inflicting pain
On my friends
I will let go of
My bad thoughts
I will let go
Of my depression
And I will not think about it

I will let go of
My anger
And I will not think
About my anger
I will not be
Inflicting pain
On my friends
I will let go of
My bad thoughts
I will let go
Of my depression
And I will not think about it

I will live for today
Because today is not over yet
And there is so many things that I have to do
Before I can dream about tomorrow
I will live for today
Because today is not over yet
And there is so many things that I have to do
Before I can dream about tomorrow

I will live my life
Every day that
My father had
Given to me
I will will not
Waste it
By sleeping in
During the mornings
I will wake up
Early every day
And get ready ready
To go out
And enjoy the sun
First I will shave my
Face with the
Razor blade and some
Shaving Cream
When I finish shaving
I will have my shower
I will rub the bar of
Soap all over my body
And the soap
Will get rid of the dirt

My father please don’t worry
Because I will love you
Always
I am telling you the truth
I also have the feeling
That you want to be loved
By me
Yes father you made me with
You holy hands many years ago
Today I am an adult
And I am so proud that I am
Your son my father
We have a very good relationship
Like father and son
I never forget to pray for you
My father
Before I go to bed every single night
It is not hard to pray
It only takes me a couple minutes
Also I live by you rules my father
I never broke any of you rules
You are very restricted when it comes
To you rules
Also father thanks for give me
Some freedom in my life
My father don’t worry about my friends
They are very religious
Like me

I will love you always
My siblings
I want to play
In the boardwalk
My siblings
At the sand
Making some
Sand castle
Also we are
Getting now *****
We don't mind
Getting *****
We need to have fun
The God' slaves to our laundry
On Friday's and also clean
Heaven on Fridays
I will love you always
My siblings
So please siblings
Love me also

I will love you always God
You don't have to worry about that
I will love you always God
For putting me here on earth where I live
I will love you always God even when you answer my prayers when I pray
I will love you always God when you bring back Summer that I miss so much
I will love you always for making me into the man I am
I will love you always for keeping me alive each day
I will love you always when you feed me
I will love you always for giving me water to drink
I will love you always when you will bring back the birds
That will sing me that symphony
I will love you always when you let the moon shine in the sky

I will love you always God
You don't have to worry about that
I will love you always God
For putting me here on earth where I live
I will love you always God even when you answer my prayers when I pray
I will love you always God when you bring back Summer that I miss so much
I will love you always for making me into the man I am
I will love you always for keeping me alive each day
I will love you always when you feed me
I will love you always for giving me water to drink
I will love you always when you will bring back the birds
That will sing me that symphony
I will love you always when you let the moon shine in the sky

I will make
It with you father
When you need me around
To give some
Daily support in my
Brothers life
I know that they are
Depended  on me
And also they can’t
Do anything buy themselves
If they didn’t had me in
There lives
They would be lost
I work together with them
Giving them also encouragement
To do some work
That needs to be done with my help
Yes father we forget how to do
A task the simple and fast way
Yes father they work fine with
Doing there task
We never fight
We have respect for each other
Also we never let each other down
Also we accept each other the way they
Are

I will make through this day

Sleeping in during the morning

Because I am still feeling very tired

And I will wake up at noon

I will not go out today

Because we are having a bad weather

Today

It is raining very hard out

Also, I can hear the rain coming down hard

From the sky

While I sleep

I hope that the rain will stop

By this afternoon

Because I hope to be able

To work in my garden

By this afternoon

Yes, I am lucky that

The Spring is finally here

And God put the Winter finally

To sleep

Also, he brought the birds back

Home

Finally, for me

Because I was also missing them

Now the days are longer again

And it gets dark by 9:00PM

Every single day

And that is my bedtime

I take my medication

Now I must pray to God

Every single night

Before I go to bed

I will make through this day
Sleeping in during the morning
Because I am still feeling very tired
And I will wake up at noon
I will not go out today
Because we are having a bad weather
Today
It is raining very hard out
Also, I can hear the rain coming down hard
From the sky
While I sleep
I hope that the rain will stop
By this afternoon
Because I hope to be able
To work in my garden
By this afternoon
Yes, I am lucky that
The Spring is finally here
And God put the Winter finally
To sleep
Also, he brought the birds back
Home
Finally, for me
Because I was also missing them
Now the days are longer again
And it gets dark by 9:00PM
Every single day
And that is my bedtime
I take my medication
Now I must pray to God
Every single night
Before I go to bed

I will miss you Francis when you move
To Windsor
I won't see you anymore after you move
I will never forget
The kind person you were
Very down to earth
Just like me
I am also down to earth
I have no problem
Making friends
I wish all the best
All please keep me in you
Daily prayers
I will also will be praying for you
And soon we will have the good weather again
It will be spring by then
Francis remember
That I will always be you poet
Also I will never let you down
I always enjoyed seeing you beautiful smile
Also Francis always take care of you health
Please don't let you health  go down hill
Please live your life every single day
To the fullest
Because you only live once
Francis live now in your future
Make new friends
Because you need friends
In you life
Francis don't dwell in the past

I will need some snow
So that the kids in my area
Can play hockey
The snow will put a little cheer in the kids' lives
I will need a little break from my computer, for the holidays
And that suits me fine!
I will need to have sympathy for others
That is a long way to go
But I know that I will need faith and compassion
Because faith and compassion go together
Also faith and compassion are the essence of life

I will never be alone
Because God is with me
In my life
And I am very happy to have God
In my life
When I walk outside God is with me
Walking together with me
God watches me when I sleep at night
In my bed
I will sleep through the night
Without waking up
Because I need sleep
When I sleep I always dream with
God
God also lives in my dreams
And I see him in my dreams
Wearing his cotton gown
And he is fishing in the sea
God will share the fish with his people
Because his people needs to eat

I will never be alone
Because God is with me
In my life
And I am very happy to have God
In my life
When I walk outside God is with me
Walking together with me
God watches me when I sleep at night
In my bed
I will sleep through the night
Without waking up
Because I need sleep
When I sleep I always dream with
God
God also lives in my dreams
And I see him in my dreams
Wearing his cotton gown
And he is fishing in the sea
God will share the fish with his people
Because his people needs to eat

I will never be anybody else but me
Everybody thinks that I should be
Like Bush, Eric Clapton, Pablo Neruda, or an activist
But I will never be that
A singer is not something I dream of
Poetry I understand
But Pablo Neruda is somebody else
I am me
And if they are not happy with who I am too bad
Because I will never be anybody else
Frankly I am getting tired of this all
And there is always something telling me who do they think they are?
To tell me who should I be?
To be honest the message that they are sending I am not good enough
Yes they are showing it of
But I am not
I am the simple kind of man

I will never be anybody else but me
Everybody thinks that I should be
Like Bush, Eric Clapton, Pablo Neruda, or an activist
But I will never be that
A singer is not something I dream of
Poetry I understand
But Pablo Neruda is somebody else
I am me
And if they are not happy with who I am too bad
Because I will never be anybody else
Frankly I am getting tired of this all
And there is always something telling me who do they think they are?
To tell me who should I be?
To be honest the message that they are sending I am not good enough
Yes they are showing it of
But I am not
I am the simple kind of man

I will never be anybody else but me
Everybody thinks that I should be
Like Bush, Eric Clapton, Pablo Neruda, or an activist
But I will never be that
A singer is not something I dream of
Poetry I understand
But Pablo Neruda is somebody else
I am me
And if they are not happy with who I am too bad
Because I will never be anybody else
Frankly I am getting tired of this all
And there is always something telling me who do they think they are?
To tell me who should I be?
To be honest the message that they are sending I am not good enouigh
Yes they are showing it of
But I am not
I am the simple kind of man

I will never be anybody else but me
Everybody thinks that I should be
Like Bush, Eric Clapton, Pablo Neruda, or an activist
But I will never be that
A singer is not something I dream of
Poetry I understand
But Pablo Neruda is somebody else
I am me
And if they are not happy with who I am too bad
Because I will never be anybody else
Frankly I am getting tired of this all
And there is always something telling me who do they think they are?
To tell me who should I be?
To be honest the message that they are sending I am not good enough
Yes they are showing it of
But I am not
I am the simple kind of man

I Will never be anybody else but me
Everybody thinks that
I should be like
Bush, Eric Clapton,
Pablo Neruda, or an activist
But I will not be a singer
A singer is not something
I dream of
Poetry I understand
But Pablo Neruda
Is somebody else
I am me
And if they are not
Happy with who
I am too bad
Because I will never be
Anybody else
Frankly I am getting
Tired of this all
Telling me who I should I be?
To be honest the message that
They are sending I am not
Good enough
Yes they are showing it of
But I am not
I am the simple kind
Of man

I will never be anybody else but me
Everybody thinks that I should be
Like Bush, Eric Clapton, Pablo Neruda, or an activist
But I will never be that
A singer is not something I dream of
Poetry I understand
But Pablo Neruda is somebody else
I am me
And if they are not happy with who I am too bad
Because I will never be anybody else
Frankly I am getting tired of this all
And there is always something telling me who do they think they are?
To tell me who should I be?
To be honest the message that they are sending I am not good enough
Yes they are showing it of
But I am not
I am the simple kind of man

I never be like you
Friend you are a disgrace
You smoke that terrible joint
That is going to **** you
One day
Also you are
Destroying you healthy lungs
That is a terrible thing to do
Because you also can die of lung cancer
Friend I must tell you that
I am not ready yet to loose you
Amd we known each other for a long time
I don’t want our friendship to end now
I must tell you friend that I worry sick
About you
Don’t you appreciate the life you have
That our father gave to you
To live here on earth

I will never leave
You life my father
Because you need also me
In you live
Father I am aware that
You had made with you
Holy hands
Many years ago
And also I love living on
Earth
Yes father you made my
Friends also with you holy
Hands
And my friends are also
Happy to live here on
Earth
Also me and my friends
Are very religious
We are also praying for
Our father all the time
Because we have some needs
That we want our father to help
Us

I will never say never
To my father
Even when my father
Expect me to be there
Feeding the poor
Father, I don’t  mind
To feed the poor
That lives in our
Streets during the
Summer
Yes father we should not
Let the poor starve
Because they are also
People like us
That needs to eat
Yes father
We also remember
When you have died
In the cross for our
Sins
Also, we know
That you had also
Shed some tears
Also father
We know that you
Rule the world
Because you made
The world with you
Holy hands
Also after you had
Made the world
You made the
Human beings
To live in your world
Also the human beings
Feel blessed to live
In you world
Every single day

I will never say never
To my father
Even when my father
Expect me to be there
Feeding the poor
Father, I don't mind
To feed the poor
That lives in our
Streets during the
Summer
Yes father we should not
Let the poor starve
Because they are also
People like us
That needs to eat
Yes father
We also remember
When you have died
In the cross for our
Sins
Also, we know
That you had also
Shed some tears
Also father
We know that you
Rule the world
Because you made
The world with you
Holy hands
Also after you had
Made the world
You made the
Human beings
To live in your world
Also the human beings
Feel blessed to live
In you world
Every single day

I will never say never
To my father
Even when my father
Expect me to be there
Feeding the poor
Father, I don’t  mind
To feed the poor
That lives in our
Streets during the
Summer
Yes father we should not
Let the poor starve
Because they are also
People like us
That needs to eat
Yes father

We also remember

When you have died

In the cross for our

Sins

Also, we know

That you had also

Shed some tears

Also father

We know that you

Rule the world

Because you made

The world with you

Holy hands

Also after you had

Made the world

You made the

Human beings

To live in your world

Also the human beings

Feel blessed to live

In you world

Every single day

I will not forsake you
My father
Because you kept me
Alive every single day
Here on earth
And I am very happy
That I am alive
Also father
You made me many
Years ago with you
Holy hands
And you also placed
Me here on earth
To live also together
With you children
And I am the oldest child
Also the youngest children
Are now teenagers

I will not forsake you
My father
Because you kept me
Alive every single day
Here on earth
And I am very happy
That I am alive
Also father
You made me many
Years ago with you
Holy hands
And you also placed
Me here on earth
To live also together
With you children
And I am the oldest child
Also the youngest children
Are now teenagers

I will not forsake you
My father
Because you kept me
Alive every single day
Here on earth
And I am very happy
That I am alive
Also father
You made me many
Years ago with you
Holy hands
And you also placed
Me here on earth
To live also together
With you children
And I am the oldest child
Also the youngest children
Are now teenagers

I will not forsake you
My father
Because you kept me
Alive every single day
Here on earth
And I am very happy
That I am alive
Also father
You made me many
Years ago with you
Holy hands
And you also placed
Me here on earth
To live also together
With you children
And I am the oldest child
Also the youngest children
Are now teenagers

I will not forsake you
My father
Because you kept me
Alive every single day
Here on earth
And I am very happy
That I am alive
Also father
You made me many
Years ago with you
Holy hands
And you also placed
Me here on earth
To live also together
With you children
And I am the oldest child
Also the youngest children
Are now teenagers