It is your night
That you made for us
To go to sleep
Early every
Single night
Father we never stay
Up late past
Our bad time
The next day
The morning arrive early
And we also wake
Up at 12:00 PM

It left me in tears
When you told me
That you don't
Want me anymore
In your life
Please tell me
If I did something wrong
To you
If I didn't respect
You
I will understand that
I finally had mistreated you
And I know that you don't
Need to be mistreat by me
I would love if you could
Give me another chance
Because It is not right
For me to live without you
And I just can't live
Without you
Because I need you
Also I am not lying
To you
What part don't you understand?
Friend nobody can live without friends
Because we would live
A lonely life
And also we would be Isolated
Also I don't know if
I will get over you
And also I must move on
Living my life
Every single day

It’ll be ok
I have lot’s of  friends
That supports me in my daily life
Every single
And my friends have lots of respect
For me
They respect my race and religion
I am half Jewish and half German
Also I respect my friends
Race and religion
My friends Are also Jewish
And there religion
Are Greeck orthodox
Also every night I go to bed
Early
And that because I am already tired
By 8:30 pm
And when I am sleeping
I never get up in the middle
Of the night
IT’ll be ok
Father I sleep like a log
And when I wake the next
Day I feel not tired at all

It must been God
Who made me with
His holy hands
Many years
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
Together with the
The other children that
God had made with
Also with his holy hands
And I am god’s  oldest children
All the youngest children are
Now teenagers
Yes I must say that God’s
Youngest children have grown
So fast
God had to teach as  about manners
And we use our manners daily
Also God thought us how to pray
So we pray for each other
And we also pray for the countries that
Are in war

It must been hate
That I was feeling
About the rich people
The rich people buy their
Friends with money
Also they work
48 hours per week
Also they are the slave of their
Money
Also the rich people are
Miserable
And they also despise
The poor people
Who can't afford
To go to school
During the day
The poor people
Go panhandling
They get a few
Reals to live
Each day
Also they have to
Make ends meat

It must been hate
That I feel about
The rich people
Yes they only want
People that have
Money to be there
Friends
And I think  that
Is insane
Also the rich people
Despise the poor people
And Also they never
Share a meal
With the homeless
I must say that
If wasn't for me
And my father
They would be starving
Every single day
Also the rich people
Walk into the poor
People's life

It must be God
That
Brought us the rain
This morning
Yes there is lightning and thunder
I am hearing
Today I will stay home
Because I need to do
Some work for my father
I will write some poems
For my father
All day today
I hope that I can stay up
Working for my Father
Yes it was my father that
Made me in his image
59 years ago
And also he had placed me
Here on earth to live
My beautiful life that
I just love it very much

It must be God
That
Brought us the rain
This morning
Yes there is lightning and thunder
I am hearing
Also the horrible noise
Of the thunder and lightning
Today I will stay home
Because I need to do
Some work for my father
I will write some poems
For my father
All day today
I hope that I can stay up
Working for my Father
Yes it was my father that
Made me in his image
59 years ago
And also he had placed me
Here on earth to live
My beautiful life that
I just love it very much

It must be God
That
Brought us the rain
This morning
Yes there is lightning and thunder
I am hearing
Also the horrible noise
Of the thunder and lightning
Today I will stay home
Because I need to do
Some work for my father
I will write some poems
For my father
All day today
I hope that I can stay up
Working for my Father
Yes it was my father that
Made me in his image
59 years ago
And also he had placed me
Here on earth to live
My beautiful life that
I just love it very much

It must be God
That
Brought us the rain
This morning
Yes there is lightning and thunder
I am hearing
Also the horrible noise
Of the thunder and lightning
Today I will stay home
Because I need to do
Some work for my father
I will write some poems
For my father
All day today
I hope that I can stay up
Working for my Father
Yes it was my father that
Made me in his image
59 years ago
And also he had placed me
Here on earth to live
My beautiful life that
I just love it very much

I told goodbye to that old life
A new life I am living now
I told goodbye to that old me
Now I am a new person
You haven’t seem me since
I don’t need any medication anymore
It is a miracle that my depression is gone
And that
I am free
And I don’t have it anymore
A new life
I am enjoying it
Because I am
Meeting new people
A new life
Full of new friends
A new life to share with that someone that I love
A new life
And
I don’t want to miss another day
After all a new life is here
For now I will be single

I told you God please don't go
Because I have lots of problems
To solve and I need you help badly
And the other problem is that I have
My anger issue that I just don't know
How to control it
I blow up very easily with people
And also I had lost
So many friends in the past
And I became lonely
And also in isolation
That I hate with passion
God it is difficult for me
To make friends
I also have the right to choose
My friends
I hope that my new friends accept me
The way I am
And also have some respect for me
And I also will have respect for them

I told you God please don’t go
Because I have lots of problems
To solve and I need you help badly
And the other problem is that I have
My anger issue that I just don’t know
How to control it
I blow up very easily with people
And also I had lost
So many friends in the past
And I became lonely
And also in isolation
That I hate with passion
God it is difficult for me
To make friends
I also have the right to choose
My friends
I hope that my new friends accept me
The way I am
And also have some respect for me
And I also will have respect for them

I told you God please don't go
Because I have lots of problems
To solve and I need you help badly
And the other problem is that I have
My anger issue that I just don't know
How to control it
I blow up very easily with people
And also I had lost
So many friends in the past
And I became lonely
And also in isolation
That I hate with passion
God it is difficult for me
To make friends
I also have the right to choose
My friends
I hope that my new friends accept me
The way I am
And also have some respect for me
And I also will have respect for them

I told you God please don’t go
Because I have lots of problems
To solve and I need you help badly
And the other problem is that I have
My anger issue that I just don’t know
How to control it
I blow up very easily with people
And also I had lost
So many friends in the past
And I became lonely
And also in isolation
That I hate with passion
God it is difficult for me
To make friends
I also have the right to choose
My friends
I hope that my new friends accept me
The way I am
And also have some respect for me
And I also will have respect for them

I am so sorry my father
That I took for granted
My health every single day
I know that I have a mental illness
That should be important for me
To take care of it
I am so sorry that I am also
Taking my sleep for granted
And I must tell you father
That I only sleep a few hours a day
And I know that is a bad thing that
I am doing it
I took my anger for granted
And when I get angry
I lose very fast control of my
Anger

I took just a glimpse
In the sky
During this Summer night
Also seeing the moon
Shining in the sky
Yes there was some stars
Shinning in the sky
That left me breathless
I wish I had a camera
So, I could take a picture
Of this beautiful sky
Yes, my Father made that sky
Looking great
With his holy hands
Now I must go to bed
Because it is getting late
Yes, I need my sleep

I truly need you now
In my life my father
Because I just can’t live
Without you in my life
Also I want you to be a
Part of my every day
Life here on earth
So please do it for me
Father
Also father please don’t
Let me down
Because you are going
To hurt my feelings
And father I would hate
To have someone who
Hurts my feelings

I truly need you now
In my life my father
Because I just can’t live
Without you in my life
Also I want you to be a
Part of my every day
Life here on earth
So please do it for me
Father
Also father please don’t
Let me down
Because you are going
To hurt my feelings
And father I would hate
To have someone who
Hurts my feelings

I truly need you now
In my life my father
Because I just can’t live
Without you in my life
Also I want you to be a
Part of my every day
Life here on earth
So please do it for me
Father
Also father please don’t
Let me down
Because you are going
To hurt my feelings
And father I would hate
To have someone who
Hurts my feelings

I truly need you now
In my life my father
Because I just can’t live
Without you in my life
Also I want you to be a
Part of my every day
Life here on earth
So please do it for me
Father
Also father please don’t
Let me down
Because you are going
To hurt my feelings
And father I would hate
To have someone who
Hurts my feelings

I truly need you now
In my life my father
Because I just can’t live
Without you in my life
Also I want you to be a
Part of my every day
Life here on earth
So please do it for me
Father
Also father please don’t
Let me down
Because you are going
To hurt my feelings
And father I would hate
To have someone who
Hurts my feelings

I truly need you now
In my life my father
Because I just can’t live
Without you in my life
Also I want  you to be a
Part of my every day
Life here on earth
So please do it for me
Father
Also father please don’t
Let me down
Because you are going
To hurt my feelings
And father I would hate
To have someone who
Hurts my feelings

I truly need you now
In my life my father
Because I just can’t live
Without you in my life
Also I want you to be a
Part of my every day
Life here on earth
So please do it for me
Father
Also father please don’t
Let me down
Because you are going
To hurt my feelings
And father I would hate
To have someone who
Hurts my feelings

I trust you
Because you are
My father
And you keep me
Alive every single
Day here on earth
Yes father
Please let me live for now
Because I am too young to die
Please don’t let me die young

I try to go out of my comfort zone
Every single day
To feed those
That are poor
Living out in the street
During the Fall
Also, they are
always begging for money
The middle class
People will give them
Some money
And they go to
LCBO to buy alcohol
And they drink lots of
Alcohol
Yes now they have been
Alcoholics
And they drink
Non-stop
I don't give the poor
Money
I give them a
hot meal for
The poor
Every single day
Yes I know they smell very
Bad also
***** in their clothes
Also, there is no bathroom
Bathroom in the street
Now it is time
For the cops to come
And take them
To the homeless shelter
Now I will buy some
Used clothes for the homeless
To wear every single day
I buy second-hand clothes
For the homeless
Yes they loved their clothes
Very much
And it is casual clothes
I must say it looks
Great on them

I try to go out of my comfort zone
Every single day
To feed those
That are poor
Living out in the street
During the Fall
Also, they are
always begging for money
The middle class
People will give them
Some money
And they go to
LCBO to buy alcohol
And they drink lots of
Alcohol
Yes now they have
Alcoholics
And they drink
Non-stop
I don't give the poor
Money
I give them a
hot meal for
The poor
Every single day
Yes I know they smell very
Bad also
***** in their clothes
Also, there is no bathroom
Bathroom in the street
Now it is time
For the cops to come
And take them
To the homeless shelter
Now I will buy some
Used clothes for the homeless
To wear every single day
I buy second-hand clothes
For the homeless
Yes they loved their clothes
Very much
And it is casual clothes
I must say it looks
Great on them

Its a wonderful wonderful world
That our father made for us
With his holy hands
Before he made
The human beings
Also after he
Made the wonderful wonderful world
He made the human beings
With his holy hands
And place the human beings
To live in the wonderful wonderful
World
And the human beings
Said to my father
Thanks for making the
Wonderful wonderful world
And we are also exploring
Wonderful wonderful world
And we have seen
The beautiful lake
That my father made
It with his holy hands
Also there are people
Swimming in the lake
To keep then cool
From this extreme
Hot weather

It was a long journey
For many years
But I overcame the struggles
That comes with it
My grieving period
For my mon and my
Stepfather is over now
But I never forget to come
To the grave site every year
But Easter time I spent alone
At my home
And trying to connect
With people on Facebook
And Facebook opened up another
Door to my life
Because it also helps me to make
Friends
And socialize with friends
I never said to anyone that friends
Doesn't matter to me
Because right there
You would know
That I am telling you a lie
And it doesn't take much to
Realize when people are
Lying like me
Or the other people
Because you can hear in their
Tone when
They talk to me
And I have to be honest to myself
And other people
By telling them that lies
Don't get us anywhere

It was now fall
And even dressed warm
We cold feel the cold
In our bodies
Rushing through
Our bodies
The weather was very bad
Outside it was -31
I also hated the cold
Every day the weather
Changed during the winter
I also dressed warm for
The winter
And I also went for a quick
Walk around the block
In my neighborhood
Also when I went home
I went right away into the shower
And took a worm shower
To warm my body
When I finished the shower
I had dried my body with
The bath towel
And I went back to bed
To have more sleep

It wasn’t hard to love you
My father
It is very easy to do
And also I have no
Problem loving you
My father don’t you understand that
I never told that I hate you
That would only be
A lie father
And at the same time
I would be hurting you
By hurting
You always tell me
To stop hurting you
Father I promise to
Stop hurting you
Also father
I will not abandon you
Father
I am telling you the truth
My father
Also my father you
Tell me that you will
Be a part of my life
Forever
Also I am very happy
About that
That is the best thing
That could happen to me

It will be ok
I have lot’s of friends
That supports me in my daily life
Every single day
And my friends have lots of respect
For me
They respect my race and religion
I am half Jewish and half German
Also I respect my friends
Race and religion
My friends Are also Jewish
And there religion
Are Greeck orthodox
Also every night I go to bed
Early
And that because I am already tired
By 8:30 pm
And when I am sleeping
I never get up in the middle
Of the night
IT will be ok
Father I sleep like a log
And when I wake the next
Day I feel not tired at all

It wont be long
I an dying now of cancer
I never smoked in my life
Today God cane for me
Also he ended my life
Finally God took
Me home to heaven
Heaven was a very
Peaceful place

I used to be rich
I had a big house with a big backyard
I spent all my money away like it was water
The little money I had left I gave it away
When it was gone I had lost my house, my job, and my friends
Today I am a beggar on the street
My best friend is a bottle of ***
As I beg for money on the street everyone that passed by me
Had noticed that I was *****
No one wants a beggar for a friend
I have nowhere else to go except to live on the street
I am getting old and my life is passing me by
There are wrinkles on my face
I can hardly walk straight anymore because I am almost always drunk
I drink too much
I am a beggar what else should I do than drink
That’s what beggars do best
I know that one day my heart will give out and I will die
When I was rich I wasn’t happy with my life
Of course I had lots of friends
They didn’t stay around for too long
My money finished and I became a beggar
They tell me I have no shame
I would rather live in a refuge camp than live on the street
The streets are ***** and filthy
At least there would be water to drink, food, and shower
If I am lucky on a good day I get enough money to buy me a bottle of *** and a doughnut to eat
On a bad day I just have to starve
I know I am ***** and smelly
There are no showers or washrooms on the street
I would love one
Soon will be winter and I will go to a men’s shelter
There I will get some food, a hot shower, and a warm bed for once

I used to think
That I was very hard
At myself
Because I found
So many wrong things
That was going
Through my mind
And I decided to
Repair my feelings
I got finally rid
Of my negative thoughts
And I had replaced
With positive thoughts
There was one time
That I didn’t like myself
Because I had my anger Issue
And I was  loosing all my friends
They all left and told me to go
Living my life on my own
Also I had to change my behavior
Because that was terrible
I was getting easily mad
At my friends also
That had left me
Now I live in total isolation
And I also had lost touch of the outside world

I wait for tomorrow
Because it is not in vain
And I also have the feeling that tomorrow
Will be much better for me than today
Even though I am having that intuition right now
That is coming out of my head to my mouth
And saying that tomorrow I will be more relaxed
With a lot more energy to do more things than I did today

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because Father I have
Very little friends in
My life
Also I have to look
After myself
Father I have no  problem
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because father I have
Very little friends in my life
Also I have to look after myself
Father I have no problems
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And i go to bed early
Every single night
So That I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because Father I have
Very little friends in
My life
Also I have to look
After myself
Father I have no  problem
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because Father I have
Very little friends in
My life
Also I have to look
After myself
Father I have no problem
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the
Fullest Father
I want to try to
Make some
More new friends
Because Father I have
Very little friends
In my life
Also I have to look
After myself
Father I have no
Problems looking  after
Myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get a
Proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because father I have
Very little friends in my life
Also I have to look after myself
Father I have no problems
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because Father I have
Very little friends in
My life
Also I have to look
After myself
Father I have no  problem
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because father I have
Very little friends in my life
Also I have to look after myself
Father I have no problems
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because father I have
Very little friends in my life
Also I have to look after myself
Father I have no problems
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And i go to bed early
Every single night
S0 That I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because father I have
Very little friends in my life
Also I have to look after myself
Father I have no problems
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get
A proper night sleep

I wanna pray with somebody
That Is also a Christian like me
Also we need to pray for our
Before we go to bed
It only takes a few minutes
To pray to our Father
We need to be in the same book
That our Father is in

I wanna pray with somebody
That Is also a Christian like me
Also we need to pray for our
Before we go to bed
It only takes a few minutes
To pray to our Father
We need to be in the same book
That our Father is

I want that people stop fighting with me right away
I want people to respect me
I want people to accept me for who I am
I want people to love me
I want people to pray for me
I want to have a peaceful night
I want to gaze at the moon and the stars in the sky
I want to sleep all through the night
I want to wear casual clothes
I don’t want to be put down by people
I don’t want to be judged by people
I want to chose the people I want to be friends with
I don’t want to get hurt by people
I want people in my life
I don’t want to live my life alone

I want so badly to live
A peaceful life my God
Because I don’t have a peaceful life
God
My so called friend
Are very mean to me
I hate to be mistreated by my
So called friends
I have no Idea what did I do
To deserve it
Because that is something that
Makes me sad
Today I finally ended
The frienship with my so caled friends
I told then to go and live there lives
Alone
Also I told them that I no longer want
My so called friends in my life
And I also will live my life alone
With out any friends
I will not rush to make
New friends
I feel that I should take my time
Making new friends
And not rush in to it
I also hope that the people I choose
To be my friends accept me
The way I am