I put my life on hold for you child
I hope you appreciate that
Because I  know that
You were depress every single day
During the winter
I also have some  depression
And also it is very hard to cope
With it
I have ups and downs
What about you child  ?
I take lots of medication for
Depression child
Morning and night
I know that the medication are
Very strong
Do you take medication for you
Depression child  ?
Yes child we are both
Father’s children
He is the one that made us
With his holy
Hands many years ago
And he placed us
Here on earth to live
Father thank you very much
For placing us to live here on earth
Every single day
We know that you will
Always have the gray sky
And not a trace of sun
We have a happy light
That we use for our
Depression
And the happy light
Gives a bit of help
And it takes a little bit of
Our depression away
At night time we go to sleep
Early very single night
Father we would be very happy
If you could heal us
From our depression
We are also living a long winter
We can’t hardly wait for the Winter to end
Also the winter is very long
And we know that
Will take a long time for it to end
The are south for the winter
And we miss the birds
Yes  father you made
The four seasons for us to live
Also we always have trouble
Every day getting out of
Bed
We have to force ourselves to
Get out of bed

I rather be in love
With somebody
That will not play
Any games with my
Feelings
Or hurt my feelings
Because I know that
It would make me sad
Also I hope
That person will respect me
And accept me
The way I am
I know that I don’t have
Anything that I should change
In me
I will always be myself
Also I will respect
That someone that
Will be in my life
I am not a rich men
I also hope that person
Will understand that I am
Not a rich men
I don’t want to be in love
With a person
That is selfish
Because I know that I would
Hate that
I want somebody
That will love me
For the person I am
Also I want somebody
That is also religious like me
I am not a religious fanatic
I hope that person will
Understand that
I don’t want somebody that
Will break my heart
I want somebody that
Will bring happiness to my life
Also I don’t want any person that is rich
I need to fall in love is somebody that is
Simple like me

I rather be in love
With somebody
That will not play
Any games with my
Feelings
Or hurt my feelings
Because i know that
It would make me sad
Also I hope
That person will respect me
AND accept me
The way I am
I know that I don’t have
Anything that I should change
In me
I will always be myself
Also I will respect
That someone that
Will be in my life
I am not a rich men
I also hope that person
Will understand that I am
Not a rich men
I don’t want to be in love
With a person
That is selfish
Because I know that I would
Hate that
I want somebody
That will love me
For the person I am
Also I want somebody
That is also religious like me
I am not a religious fanatic
I hope that person will
Understand that
I don’t want somebody that
Will break my heart
I want somebody that
Will bring happiness to my life
Also I don’t want any person that is rich
I need to fall in love with somebody that is
Simple like me

I rather be in love
With somebody
That will not play
Any games with my
Feelings
Or hurt my feelings
Because I know that
It would make me sad
Also I hope
That person will respect me
And accept me
The way I am
I know that I don’t have
Anything that I should change
In me
I will always be myself
Also I will respect
That someone that
Will be in my life
I am not a rich men
I also hope that person
Will understand that I am
Not a rich men
I don’t want to be in love
With a person
That is selfish
Because I know that I would
Hate that
I want somebody
That will love me
For the person I am
Also I want somebody
That is also religious like me
I am not a religious fanatic
I hope that person will
Understand that
I don’t want somebody that
Will break my heart
I want somebody that
Will bring happiness to my life
Also I don’t want any person that is rich
I need to fall in love with somebody that is
Simple like me

I rather be in love
With somebody
That will not play
Any games with my
Feelings
Or hurt my feelings
Because i know that
It would make me sad
Also I hope
That person will respect me
And accept me
The way I am
I know that I don’t have
Anything that I should change
In me
I will always be myself
Also I will respect
That someone that
Will be in my life
I am not a rich men
I also hope that person
Will understand that I am
Not a rich men
I don’t want to be in love
With a person
That is selfish
Because I know that I would
Hate that
I want somebody
That will love me
For the person I am
Also I want somebody
That is also religious like me
I am not a religious fanatic
I hope that person will
Understand that
I don’t want somebody that
Will break my heart
I want somebody that
Will bring happiness to my life
Also I don’t want any person that is rich
I need to fall in love with somebody that is
Simple like me

I rather be in love
With somebody
That will not play
Any games with my
Feelings
Or hurt my feelings
Because I know that
It would make me sad
Also I hope
That person will respect me
And accept me
The way I am
I know that I don’t have
Anything that I should change
In me
I will always be myself
Also I will respect
That someone that
Will be in my life
I am not a rich men
I also hope that person
Will understand that I am
Not a rich men
I don’t want to be in love
With a person
That is selfish
Because I know that I would
Hate that
I want somebody
That will love me
For the person I am
Also I want somebody
That is also religious like me
I am not a religious fanatic
I hope that person will
Understand that
I don’t want somebody that
Will break my heart
I want somebody that
Will bring happiness to my life
Also I don’t want any person that is rich
I need to fall in love with somebody that is
Simple like me

I rather not go blind
My father every day
I am taking care of
My eye sight because
I just don’t want to be
Blind
Because if I end up
Blind some day
I will not be able
To see the flowers
I will  not be able
To see the sky with
The birds flying
And I believe
That it will be
Horrible to me

I remain
Here  for you friends
I am not going anywhere else today
I will remain here for you
Friend
I will always be you
Closest friend
And we also have a strong
Bond
And also I am happy that
Our friendship is going ok
Yes friend we have known each
Other for a long time
And friend I never let you down
Once
I am always there for you
When you need me
I will look after you
When you are sick
So you don’t have to worry
About that my friend
My friend I  am so happy
That you accept me the
Way I am
I must tell you friend
That I have a mental illness
And is very hard for me to live
With my mental illness
Also friend I have some
Anger issue that needs
To be looked after
So please friend
Do me a favor and teach me
How to control my anger
I will be very happy
If you could do that for me
Also friend we have
Very little money to live
So we must do a budget
We don’t care much for money
We know money brings only comfort
Nothing else

I remain
Here  for you friends
I am not going anywhere else today
I will remain here for you
Friend
I will always be you
Closest friend
And we also have a strong
Bond
And also I am happy that
Our friendship is going ok
Yes friend we have known each
Other for a long time
And friends I will never let you down
Once
I am always there for you
When you need me
I will look after you
When you are sick
So you don’t have to worry
About that my friends
My friends I  am so happy
That you accept me the
Way I am
I must tell you friend
That I have a mental illness
And is very hard for me to live
With a mental Illness
Also friends I have some
Anger issue that needs
To be looked after
So please friends
Do me a favor and teach me
How to control my anger
I will be very happy
If you could do that for me
Also friends we have
Very little money to live
So we must do a budget
We don’t care much for money
We know money brings only comfort
Nothing else

I remain
Here  for you friends
I am not going anywhere else today
I will remain here for you
Friend
I will always be you
Closest friend
And we also have a strong
Bond
And also I am happy that
Our friendship is going ok
Yes friend we have known each
Other for a long time
And friend I never let you down
Once
I am always there for you
When you need me
I will look after you
When you are sick
So you don’t have to worry
About that my friend
My friend I  am so happy
That you accept me the
Way I am
I must tell you friend
That I have a mental illness
And is very hard for me to live
With a mental Illness
Also friend I have some
Anger issue that needs
To be looked after
So please friend
Do me a favor and teach me
How to control my anger
I will be very happy
If you could do that for me
Also friend we have
Very little money to live
So we must do a budget
We don’t care much for money
We know money brings only comfort
Nothing else

I remain
Here  for you friends
I am not going anywhere else today
I will remain here for you
Friend
I will always be you
Closest friend
And we also have a strong
Bond
And also I am happy that
Our friendship is going ok
Yes friend we have known each
Other for a long time
And friend I never let you down
Once
I am always there for you
When you need me
I will look after you
When you are sick
So you don’t have to worry
About that my friend
My friend I  am so happy
That you accept me the
Way I am
I must tell you friend
That I have a mental illness
And is very hard for me to live
With my mental illness
Also friend I have some
Anger issue that needs
To be looked after
So please friend
Do me a favor and teach me
How to control my anger
I will be very happy
If you could do that for me
Also friend we have
Very little money to live
So we must do a budget
We don’t care much for money
We know money brings only comfort
Nothing else

I remain
Here  for you friends
I am not going anywhere else today
I will remain here for you
Friend
I will always be you
Closest friend
And we also have a strong
Bond
And also I am happy that
Our friendship is going ok
Yes friend we have known each
Other for a long time
And friend I never let you down
Once
I am always there for you
When you need me
I will look after you
When you are sick
So you don’t have to worry
About that my friend
My friend I  am so happy
That you accept me the
Way I am
I must tell you friend
That I have a mental illness
And is very hard for me to live
With my mental illness
Also friend I have some
Anger issue that needs
To be looked after
So please friend
Do me a favor and teach me
How to control my anger
I will be very happy
If you could do that for me
Also friend we have
Very little money to live
So we must do a budget
We don’t care much for money
We know money brings only comfort
Nothing else

I remain strong

For my friends

When they have lost

Somebody that they

Loved in there lives

I try very hard to hold

Back my tears

Also my friends

Are feeling very sad

That they have lost there

Loved one

There loved one

Had died of old age

And no body will live

Forever

Now my friends

Started to grieve

For there loved one

They don’t know

How long must they grieve

For there loved one

Also I am giving some

Support for  my friends

Also my friends had cried nom

Stop and I wiped there eyes

With a tissue paper

Also I had encouraged my

Friends to pray for there

Loved ones

Also I know that they

Are missing there loved one

Yes we understand that it was time

For there loved one

To die and go to heaven

Where they will rest in peace

Forever

There is no need to buy flowers

For there loved one

Because there loved one

Won’t be there to see it

Yes there loved one

Will be bury in the cemetery

Below the tree

I remember
When my father
Had made us in
His Image
And then he had
Placed us on earth to
Live
We must tell you father
That we love to live
Here on earth
We know that the earth
Is our home
And it will also be until
We die
Father please don't let us
Die now because we still
Have a life in front of us
And father we promise you that
We will live our live to the fullest
Also we are not lying to you
My father
We must tell you father that we are
Telling you the truth

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers i had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers i had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers I had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers I had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers I had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58  years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers i had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I  know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers i had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers I had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers I had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

I remember where I left you the last time
After our walk on the park
And where I had left you was at the subway station
So that you could get home right away
To your family

I rise to you my God
Not my sword
Not my warriors
Not the people who are against you
But
I rise early everyday
Just to worship you
My God
And I will never forget
To say thank you
To you my God
For the things that
You have given me
Each day

I said too many thanks to God in my prayers already
Every single day
That I lived my life
He feeds me every morning
And the food gives me the energy
God takes care of my personal needs
Like hygiene
And he dresses me every day
Because he wants me to look good
And he cares about my appearance
Also, God gives me the sun
That I enjoy very much
God send me to bed early
So, that I can have a good night sleep
And I sleep like a log
God gave me the health I have
And my health is fine
My job is to take care of my health
Every single day
Because I can’t be sick

I said farewell to my earth
I said farewell to the people here on earth
That was my friends for a long time
Today I am going to die and going to heaven
And I am so happy that my life ended here
I hated living on earth so much

I said farewell to my earth
I said farewell to the people here on earth
That was my friends for a long time
Today I am going to die and going to heaven
And I am so happy that my life ended here
I hated living on earth so much

I said farewell to my earth
I said farewell to the people here on earth
That was my friends for a long time
Today I am going to die and going to heaven
And I am so happy that my life ended here
I hated living on earth so much

I said farewell to my earth
I said farewell to the people here on earth
That was my friends for a long time
Today I am going to die and going to heaven
And I am so happy that my life ended here
I hated living on earth so much

I said farewell to my earth
I said farewell to the people here on earth
That was my friends for a long time
Today I am going to die and going to heaven
And I am so happy that my life ended here
I hated living on earth so much

I saw today
The peoples
Faces
Some have grumpy faces
Some have tired faces
Some have
Sad faces
And also they
Are crying
Nonstop

I seen half of my life
That my father
Had made for me
He had given me
Feelings
Also he told
That I am not a vegetable
So please don’t let anybody
Tell you that you are a vegetable
You must speak up when people
Mistreat you
And don’t be afraid to do so
Also you must believe in me
I am you father
The one who made you
With my holy hands
And had placed you here
On heart to live
Also please don’t you forget to pray
For me every night

I see you
Working hard
To make more friends
Here on earth
I know that you also
Have not enough friends
Just like me
If you want to  participate
In meeting my  friends
You can do that also
My friends are not rich people
Don’t worry
My friends have little money
To live
Also my friends are always
Praying for my father
Every single day
First thing in the morning
Also you tell me that
You are always praying to
You father
And you take that serious
Also my father answer our prayers
Every single day

I see you
Working hard
To make more friends
Here on earth
I know that you also
Have not enough friends
Just like me
If you want to  participate
In meeting my  friends
You can do that also
My friends are not rich people
Don’t worry
My friends have little money
To live
Also my friends are always
Praying for my father
Every single day
First thing in the morning
Also you tell me that
You are always praying to
You father
And you take that serious
Also my father answer our prayers
Every single day

I share my thoughts with you
Dear friends
Every single day
Because you want to know
What I am thinking
I am not thinking about
Harming you friends
Because I need you
Every day in my life
Also friends I am
Not going to harm myself
You can be relaxed
Also I am not going to
Commit suicide my friends
Because I don’t have
Any right to do that
Only God has the right
To end my life friends
Also friends I got my mental
Illness to take care of
Every single day
Also friends it is not easy
For me to live with a mental
Illness
And I take lots of medication
For my mental illness every
Single day
Morning and night

I should be gone
Now to bed
Because it is
Getting late
And I am also
Refusing to go
Bed
My body is
Sending me lots
Of warnings
And I am also
Ignoring it
Deep down
I know that I am
Doing a terrible
Thing for my body

I should be gone
Now to bed
Because it is
Getting late
And I am also
Refusing to go
Bed
My body is
Sending me lots
Of warnings
And I am also
Ignoring it
Deep down
I know that I am
Doing a terrible
Thing for my body

I should have known
That I am a mean person
And I am also coursing
At my friends
That is something that
My friends hate
Also they tell me
That I just don’t have
Any respect for my friends
But my friends have some
Respect for me
My friends keep telling
To control my temper
Or I am going to lose them
If I did lose them
That would be the worst thing
That could happend to me
Because i would be lonely
And also in isolation
My friends don’t know that
I have a mental illness
Also I never told them about that

I smell the Sea
That beautiful Sea smell
Is so fresh
I see the sunset in the
Sky
The sky is beautiful
And the birds are
Flying in the sky

I smell the Sea
That beautiful Sea smell
Is so fresh
I see the sunset in the
Sky
The sky is beautiful
And the birds are
Flying in the sky

My father
I am now living
In isolation for a long time
I have lost all my friends
Again
Because I had mistreat them
Badly
Of course I am sad that
I must live in Isolation
It will be for a long time
I am still searching for
People that might
Want to be my friends
Yes I have the right
To choose my friends
I will hope some new people
Will be my friends
And they will also accept me
The
Way I am
Also I hope the new friends
Will have some respect for me
Respecting my race
Respecting my religion
I will also respect
There race and religion

I spilled my thoughts and then my soul
On the
Atlantic Ocean
Today
The Atlantic Ocean
Washed my thoughts
Away first
Then Afterwards
The Atlantic Ocean washed my soul
Away

I spilled my thoughts
And then my soul
On the
Atlantic Ocean
Today
The Atlantic Ocean
Washed my thoughts
Away first
Then afterwards
The Atlantic Ocean
Washed my soul
Away

I spilled my thoughts and then my soul
On the
Atlantic Ocean
Today
The Atlantic Ocean
Washed my thoughts
Away first
Then Afterwards
The Atlantic Ocean washed my soul
Away

I spilled my thoughts and then my soul
On the
Atlantic Ocean
Today
The Atlantic Ocean
Washed my thoughts
Away first
Then Afterwards
The Atlantic Ocean washed my soul

I  stand by you father
When you feel let down
And also the people
And my people
Say no to reading
The bible
That is very sad
Also the world turns
Slowly
And it is not
Going to wait for you
Also I understand that
You don't want to have
Anything to do with me
I am not stupid people
I am not the one who
Put up with people's
Bull sheet

I started dreaming again
When I am sleeping
In my cozy warm bed
During the night
And I must comfess
That I really enjoy dreaming
Every night when i am sleeping
In my cozy bed
I am dreaming again
With my loved ones that
Died many years ago
And The picture that shows
Up in my dreams are so
Vivid
And beautiful also
I also miss terebly
My loved ones
But I know that they
Are not suffering anymore
And they are resting in heaven
Yes I had to grieve
After I lost my loved ones
And I also had prayed for
A long time
Now I am also a free men
I can plann every single day
In my life
The day before
And also live my life to the fullest
But I mknow that I am not going
To live forever
I will die some day and
I will go to heaven
There I will re united
With my loved ones the day I die

Is there anybody
Who will be my friend
Is there anybody
That will accept me
The way I am
I am not a bad person
People you can trust me
For sure
Is there anybody
That will be my friend
Because I just need
Some friends
In my life
And why should I live
Without friends
Because that would
Be a horrible thing for me
Because I also would
Be very lonely
And I must tell you people
That I just hate to be
Living alone without
Anybody in my life
Also I would be
Living in isolation
Is there anybody
That will respect
My race and religion
Also they will not talk
To me about my
Opinion I hope
Because that is a personal thing
Also people I am loving
And caring

Is there anybody
Who will be my friend
Is there anybody
That will accept me
The way I am
I am not a bad person
People you can trust me
For sure
Is there anybody
That will be my friend
Because I just need
Some friends
In my life
And why should I live
Without friends
Because that would
Be a horrible thing for me
Because I also would
Be very lonely
And I must people
Make some friends
Right now