This morning
Me in this Misty River
All the happiness
I am feeling inside myself
Misty River
The mist is coming
From this Misty River
There are clouds
In the sky
And the mist
Is caused by the condensation
Of the heat mixed in the cold water
Misty River
I am in a fishing boat
That boat is moving slowly in this
Misty River
It is early in the morning
I am eating my breakfast in the fishing boat in the middle of this
Misty River
I hear the birds singing early in the morning
In this Misty River
There must be trees because the sound of the birds is coming from the Branches
Misty River
So peaceful
It looks so different with the mist
No one is around but me
With my fishing boat
And the beautiful sound of the birds
It is so nice
To have a place to come to
Where I can
Hear the sound of the birds
And be left alone
With no one disturbing me
Misty River
This is my special place
And by afternoon
No clouds I will see
The birds are beautiful
Their song is just beautiful like Mother Nature intended it to be
If nobody else appreciates this Misty River
I do
Misty River
I will die for you
Misty River
I will shed my tears for you
I have been coming here for so long now
Misty River

Saving all my love for God
Lately I been saving all my love
For my God
Because I feel that is the right
Thing to do
Yes God I had received
Lots of love from God
And also I am lucky
To be you son
Because you had made me
With you holy hands
A long time a go
And you also placed me
Here on earth to live
And I must tell you God
That I just love to be
Living on earth

Capable minds
To insult one another
That is what we are doing
We are insulting each other
I am getting feed up
With it
I also feel that I am
being that i am not being mistreated by
My so called friends
The truth I know
And it is also not hurting me
I deserve also to be treated with
Respect
That is something that
My so called friends are not
Doing it

What if you didn’t exist
My friend
I think I would be lonely
Living a lonely life
Without you
I know that you exist
Because my father made you
To live in this world
That I just love so much
What about you friend?
If you think you will find some
Mistakes you want find that
Because my father made a perfect
World without mistakes
Also we will grow old every year
And we will age gracefully
Also friends I must say that
Our lives are precious
Also we are not going to gamble with
Our lives because we just don’t have
Any rights
The only person that have the right
To end our lives is our father
And the day we will die
God will send his angels to come
And get us and carry us to heaven

Money can't buy you class
Happiness or respect
Just remember that
Money was made
To buy you some comfort
That you need in life
That is all

God I have faith in you
God I trust you
That one day I will have no more illness
Because I would like to see this day
I wish that it would happened
I keep praying each day
For you to end my illness
But I don't see an end to my mental illness
I must say that it is hard to live with a mental illness
I have enough of my mental illness
Every day I have to live with it
And that is hard for me
God I live a good life
I accept that I have a mental illness

There is a breeze
That is coming
From the lake
And the lake
Is the coolest
Place
To be right
Now

You needed me when you
Were always sick
And I was always there
You needed me as your friend
And I am your friend
You needed me to wipe the tears
From your eyes
And I did it
You needed me to give support
In your life
You needed me to give advices
To you
You needed me to pray with you
You needed me to feed you
You needed me to worship God

Some people
Are a nature lover
And every single
Day they go for
A hiking
In the forest
Also it is much cooler
In the forest
Then in the sun
Also It was
Our master
That had made
The forest for us
There are also
People that goes
Camping over night
With their camping tent
Also they cook
There meals
Outside in the
Nature
They make a wood fire
Also they boil the water
To cook their food
Sometimes they will
Make some soup
For them to have
For dinner
After dinner
They will change into
There pajamas
And also they will go
To sleep outdoors
Yes there are also
Lots of mosquitoes
You have to have
A spray to
**** also the mosquitoes
Yes the mosquitoes will
Bite you like crazy

God your love is all I need every day
To take away the pain
I feel
The pain that I feel is my broken heart
That so many people broke it
God I am also crying of pain
That pain is not going away on it's own
I feel that it is hard to describe the pain
But I know God you will take my pain away
I feel that you are going to cure me today
And give your love to me
Because I have none
To give to people
And if you care about me please make that miracle right now
By mending my broken heart
If you want God you can punish those that broke my heart
I leave it up to you to decide

Goodbye my angel
Sleep tight tonight
My angel
I hope you will
Sleep through the night
Without getting up
Because you need
To sleep
And if you don’t get all
The sleep you need
You will not be able
To function at all
And if you go out
You will be walking
Like a zombie
Also you will have
Bags under you eyes

Is there anybody
Who will be my friend
Is there anybody
That will accept me
The way I am
I am not a bad person
People you can trust me
For sure
Is there anybody
That will be my friend
Because I just need
Some friends
In my life
And why should I live
Without friends
Because that would
Be a horrible thing for me
Because I also would
Be very lonely
And I must people make friends
That I just hate to be
Living alone without
Anybody in my life
Also I would be
Living in isolation
Is there anybody
That will respect
My race and religion
Also they will not talk
To me about my
Opinion I hope
Because that is a personal thing
Also people I am loving
And caring

Hey angel watch
Over me when I sleep here in
My cozy and warm bed
Hey angel
I promise that I will sleep all
Through the night
Hey Angel
Wake me up tomorrow morning
When the sun is up
And don't forget to fed me
Because I don't want to starve
Hey angel
Please give me some water to drink
Because I am thirsty
Hey angel
You are a beautiful angel
I love your blond curly hair
And your blue eyes

American fool
Is a liar
Because he
Is always telling
Lies to people
Also not
Everybody is his
Friend
I don’t trust
American fool
And I am not
A friend of
American fool
I don’t need
To have a friend
Like
American fool
Some of his
Friends are
Sugar coating
His lies
And they also
Feel pity
For him

There is nothing
To hide
Between me and you
Me and you have
Good friends that we can
Trust
Also our friends never mistreated
Us
And we both are very happy
That they also have respect for us
They respect our race and religion
Also our friends accept us the way we are
We don't need to change anything in us
Because we are just fine the way we are

Say you want my love
Siblings
Because I have
Plenty of love to give you
So come and get some
Love from me
It was my Father that had
Given some love for me
I love receiving also
Some love from
My Father
Siblings remember that
Nobody can live without
Love

All by ourselves with Jesus
We go to the beach
To baptized the babies
That our father created
With his holy hands
3 months ago
With the holy water
None of the babies
Cried when they were
Baptized
Now the babies belongs
To fathers family
And the father puts the babies
In there crib to have a
Afternoon knap
Because babies needs
Lots of sleep
Also babies are lot’s
Of work for our father
We can’t forget that
The only way babies communicate
Is by crying
Also our father
Makes homemade baby food
For their babies

Estou cheio das suas desculpas
My friends
When it comes to support me
In my daily life
You tell me you just don’t have
The time for
Yes you have a very busy life
I know that you can make some time
For me
But I feel that I am not
Priority for you
You have other things
In you life that is more important
What about when I am sick
Would you be there for me?
Because I won’t be able to take care of
Myself
Also if I through a party
I know that you will always be there
Because you will be getting
Some free drinks
And also free food
But I know that the day I day
You will have time for me
You will come to my funeral
To pay you last respect for me
And I know that you all
Will be sad to see
Me living the earth
There will come one angel
That my father send down from
Heaven to pick me up
And carry me on his wings to heaven
Also friends I will be living in heaven
My new life
That will be better than on earth
Also friends I trust my father
During the nights I will be sleeping
In my brass bed
That is inside my bedroom in heaven
And my father the next day he will
Wake me up early
Then I will get ready to start the day
First I will shave my face with the
Electric shaver
Then i will remove my ***** cotton robe
And my underwear and place it inside
The laundry bag to wash
Then I will go naked in the shower
I will rub the bar of soap into my skin
And the soap will remove the dirt
From my skin
Then I will rinse the soap from
My skin
Then it is over my shower
I will turn the shower of
Then I will dry my body with the
Bath towel
And I wear a underwear on my
Body
Then I will put a fresh cotton robe
On my body
And on my feet I will wear my leather sandal
God’s servants are now feeding our breakfast
In the dining room in heaven
The servant’s cooked a breakfast fit for a king
After breakfast
I helped my father to clean his garden
We both removed the Weeds from the garden
That had also taken up some room from the roses
It took as four hours to remove the weeds from the garden
It was a hard and tiring job
But it needed to be done
After we removed the weeds
We water the garden
And now was lunch time in heaven
Today for lunch we head
Tuna casserole
It was one of our favorite meal
After lunch I had my knap
Because I was tired
And I had skipped dinner
So I slept all through the night
I never got up once during the night
I must say that I slept like a log

Sweet Silvia
You are my father’s
Oldest child
Sweet Silvia
You younger days are over now
Because you already lived the
Young days
Sweet Silvia
Now you are aging gracefully
And we can’t stop that
Because you father made
Life to be that way
Sweet silvia
Are you praying for you father
Before you go to bed?
Because it only takes a couple seconds
To do it
If you don’t pray for you father
You father will punish you
Sweet silvia
You are not going to live
Forever here on earth
Because you only live once
And when you die
I will be there to say good bye
Sweet Silvia
And I know that you will rest in peace
In heaven

I know that I am carrying this heavy burden for a long time
It is hard for me to be back to square one
Because every time something happens to my life
I have to be back to square one
Starting over my life is hard
Planning my life is hard
And getting back to my life the way it was
I don't know why I am so ******* myself?
I don't know why I keep punishing myself?
I think that is because I am so stubborn
That I keep doing it over and over again
Don't I get hurt with that?
Yes I do get hurt with that
I can't understand why I hurt myself so much
It is hard for me to go back to square one
So many bad things happened this month
That I am angry with myself
Why did I let this Happened?
That is because I didn't see it coming my way
Why didn't I see it coming my way?
I guess I couldn't see the warnings coming
I can say to myself that this time there was no warnings
How will my life be now?
It will get better?
It can't get any worst than it is
It only has to get better again
I am the one that have to work hard to make it better
I want to live my life to the fullest
And do the best I can
I am so ashamed of the things I've done
It thorns my heart to pieces
And it destroys my life completely
Jail is not a place for me
I don't want to see that place any more
I am working hard to stay out of there
I suffered so much this month
I hope that I don't have to suffer any more
I want a little bit of peace
I want some hugs
I want someone that I can talk with
Back to square one
Back to square one
Back to square one
Back to square one

God in my world you live
God I am so happy that you live in my world
If I didn't had you in my life
My life would be lonely
Yes God I lived a lonely life before I found you
And to be honest with you I was very isolated before
But now I have you in my life
God I never gambled with my life
God I never smoked street drugs
God I never drunked in my life alcohol
God I been sober for the rest of my life
God I never tried to harm myself
God I live with that mental illness
I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God I was born with mental illness
God I have some limitations also
God I know what is right and wrong
God I am responsible for my behavior
God I changed my behaviors so many times

I am you men
My father
That you had
Created 58 years  ago
And placed me on earth
With other strangers
That are living here on earth
Father it is too bad that
The earth is over populated
With people
Yes father the strange people
Also have the right to live
Here on earth
Also Father
I am not living on earth
Without friends
I have some good friends
That I have known for 58 years
Also my friends treat me with respect
Also I respect them
Also my friends accept me the way I am
My friends know that I have a anger issue
They are helping me to learn to cope
With my anger
And I can say that it is working well

Can you hear the birds singing
Today?
They are having a
Canadian concertino
And we are their guests of honor

You are celebrating your life today
And that is amazing
Because you value your life so much today
And you were created by you father in his image
Many years ago
Also don't forget that you are beautiful in God's
Eyes
Yes I am happy to know that you also love
Your father
Because you father also loves you without
Limits
I also hope that you love your life
Please give yourself
A good sleep every night
And also don't forget to pray
To your father

When I am feeling down
When I need someone to talk to
I will turn to you,
My prince of peace
Come into my heart
Come here to stay
Guide me wherever you want me to be
I want to know you more
You are just a call away
I will search for your love until the end of time

I want to be with you God
Forever
Also I will love you forever
Because I know that you want
To be loved by me also
God  I couldn't  live without you
Because my life would be empty
And also very sad
God i need you in my life
And I hope that you will
Be in my life forever
There are times that I can't stop
To think about you
And wish that
I could pray more to you
Every day
I find it is hard to find
The time to pray to you
God I have a busy life
And I am living a busy life

You get what you give
If you neg me to death
I will confront you
Because that
Is a horrible
Thing that you did
To me
Also if you curse at me
You are going to hurt
Me badly
And I don't deserve to
Be cursed
Also I never cursed
At you

God I needed you most
When I was feeling the winter blues
This morning
God I needed you most when I
Was running out of energy
God I needed you most
When I cried today
God I needed you most
To heal me
God I needed you most
When I was feeling down
God I needed you most
When I need some inspiration
God I needed you most when
I am alone
God I needed you most when
I worship you
God I needed you most every day
Waking me up
God I needed you most to
Bring my energy back
God I needed you most to
Bring back spring
God I need you most to
Answer my prayers

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I will not forsake you
My father
Because you kept me
Alive every single day
Here on earth
And I am very happy
That I am alive
Also father
You made me many
Years ago with you
Holy hands
And you also placed
Me here on earth
To live also together
With you children
And I am the oldest child
Also the youngest children
Are now teenagers

Because of you
I am still alive
Every day here on earth
And I am learning to get
Along with people finally
Because before I had a bed temper
And now I am trying to keep my cool
I know it is a hard thing to do
Also my friends are speechless
That I am finally changed
My behavior
And now I feel much better
That I didn’t lost anymore friends
That I had known for so long
Yes my father I only have a small
Amount of friends
I started slowly to look
For more friends
Because I feel that I need
More friends in my life
I hope that the people
I choose to be my friends
Will accept my friendship
I will be very happy if they
Accept my friendship
I am a simple men
And I want only the poor
Friends in my life
The rich people only cares for the
People who have money
Friends we are poor
I must say that we don’t care for money
Because money only buys comfort
Also we are very religious
Also we are always praying non stop
For our father
And our father answer our prayers

The power and love of God
Heal the people that is sick
Also every single day the sick
Waits for God's arrival
And he heal some
Of the sick people
The ones that he can't
Heal anymore because
They already have a chronic
Disease
He will shut the body down
Then he calls the Angels from
Heaven down here on earth
The angels comes and takes
The dead people to heaven
When they get to heaven
They knock on heaven's door
And God open the door of
Heaven
And let the dead people
Enter heaven
Also they will be sleeping
In heaven's
Brass bed

Black hole
I've been there too long
Sometimes anxious
Sometimes sad
Sometimes depressed
Sometimes angry
Sometimes out of control
Is time for me to come out of this black hole
Wearing all the time dark clothes
It is like being in grieve
Lighter clothes gives me a lift
Enough is enough
Black hole
There is no light in a black hole
I was only seeing black for a long time
Enough of this black hole
Enough of depression
Enough of suffering
Enough of trying to please everybody else
Enough of being used by everybody else
Enough of being mistreated by other people

Friends
I  don’t want to loose you
Because I need you also
Badly in my life
Friends I am so happy
That you support me
In my life
Friends I want you
To respect me also
Please respect my race
And my religion
Friends
We are going to pray
To our father
This morning
And ask in our prayer
For our father to give as peace and health
Because we are not living in peace
Because we are every day feeling stressed out
Friends
I am very happy that you respect my opinion

Get back where you belong
Children of God
In God's house
For the Sundxay service
God's house is always open
For you
And you are always welcome
To come to God's house
Also God's childrfen
Don't forget
That you are also
Loved by God
Without limits
Now God's children
God invited to his
Table for communion
Now God will share
The meal with
All of your children
God will give you
To eat the host
And some grape juice
To drink
Now it is time
For you children
To pray to God
Also, remember that
God will answer your prayer
Please children
Take care of your health
Because it is very important
To have good health
Also, you have to go early
To sleep every single night
So you can get a good night's sleep
Also, I hope you never get up
In the middle of the night
I want you to sleep all the way
Through the night

She has a clear
Picture of me
Inside her mind
About how I looked
20 years ago
I am not that young anymore
My younger life
My younger life
Is over
I am much older
Now
I had aged a lot
Finally
And I am also
Not that beautiful
Anymore
Today I am a older
Men
Also I am still alive
For a while longer
Also I can't walk anymore
I am finally
Using a wheelchair
To move around
And I am not
Happy about that
Yes I am a old men now
Hopping my father
Comes and pull the
Plug in my life
Any time now

Father I just love
To belong to you
Thy world
Where all the Christians
Belong
Also father
All the Christians are praying
To you today
They are not forgetting
To pray to you today
They are all different
Because you had made then
All different
In you Image
Many years ago
Also we are happy
To live in thy world
A place that should be
Peaceful but that is not
Because there is lots of
Violence
And that is what we hate
Father

Can I live my life
Without feeling sorry for myself?
Or do I always have to feel sorry for myself?
Can I live my life
Without feeling tired during the day?
Or do I always have to feel tired during the day
Can I live my life
Without feeling lonely?
Or do I always have to feel  lonely?
Would my friends accept me
If I make changes in my life
I think they would
And I feel that changes I must do in my life
To become a better person
I don't think they would forgive me
If I lost my cool with them
Also I feel that would be terrible
I don't think they would forgive me for that
Also I already feel guilty about my
Behavior

A smile for you
I am giving you
Because
I know how
Much you hate
People that
Are miserable
Around you

Looks like I made
A progress in my life
Today finally
With my friends help
They thought me
How to control my anger
And it is going very well
Now I can be proud of myself
Because I can finally control my anger
Without getting angry
And I feel that is not right
To be angry at the people
Who gives to you there support
In my life

I truly need you now
In my life my father
Because I just can’t live
Without you in my life
Also I want you to be a
Part of my every day
Life here on earth
So please do it for me
Father
Also father please don’t
Let me down
Because you are going
To hurt my feelings
And father I would hate
To have someone who
Hurts my feelings

Please forgive me
My father
That I keep forgetting
To pray to you
Before i go to bed
But I am always tired
And I go to sleep
Without praying for
You
Yes God you had
Punished all the time
Yes God I am not
Crazy about praying
But I will start to pray
To you
Soon
Yes father it was you
That made me
Many years ago
And placed me
Here to live
Many years ago
And I love to live
Here on earth
Also I don’t live
Alone here on earth
I have friends that also
Lives on earth
That you had
Made with you
Holy hands

Jesus is calling for me
Jesus wants me home
Jesus I will worship you
Every single day
Jesus I will keep my
Promise to you
I am not lying to you
Jesus where ever you go
I will go with you
So don’t worry Jesus
It was my father that made you
Jesus with his holy hands
And placed you here on earth
To live

I live in Chicago
A very windy city
But tonight I will dance the Chicago samba
Once again
But when I dance the Chicago blues
I sweat like crazy
And I feel like a kid again
But when I hear the Chicago samba being played by the local musicians
In the streets of Chicago I get very excited
Because I know that their music cam be heard also from faraway
And bring me back memories of home

Beyond that horizon
It must have a pretty place
For us to live
In peace
Beyond that horizon
That has
Some forests
And in the Summer
It is the coolest place
To sleep during the Summer
Night

Blessed is me
That worship my beloved God every single day
Blessed is me
That loves God from the bottom of my heart
Blessed is me
For being alive everyday
Because God keeps me alive everyday
Blessed is me
Because God keeps my heart pumping
Blood al over my body
That is necessary for survival
Blessed is me
That God also created me in his image 47 years ago
Blessed is me
To have the home that I have
Blessed is me
To be able to put my feelings down on my computer every single Day

I am reading you mind
And I am wondering
How is you mind
Working so sharp
Actually better than
Mine
Because I am always
Forgetting to do
A few things for my God
And that is not a good sign
Because God will punish me
If I don’t do the things
I supposed to do

I get lonely
When my friends abandon me
And I also hate to be alone
Because it makes me sad
When my friends abandon me
I hate when this happens also
Yes father my friends also
Have a very busy life
I don’t understand why can’t
They make some time for me
Because I would love to spend
Some time with them

They will lend money for me
Because I always pay them back
But not for you
Because you never pay them back
They will cook for me
But not for you
They will clean the house for me
But not for you
They will do my laundry
But not for you

Don't you feel sorry
For broken hearted me
Because I am broken hearted
And that wasn't what I needed now
Why?
Because I wanted my heart to be in good shape
And not broken

Father
We are all
Your children
That you made
With you holy
Hands
And we cherished you
Every single day
We also feel so blessed
To be you child
Also we just love
The life that we are living
With our brothers