My father
I give her
All my love
Because
She wanted
Somebody like
Me to
Give her
Love
After she had
Received my love
She was very
Happy to receive
My love

You get what you give
If you neg me to death
I will confront you
Because that
Is a horrible
Thing that you did
To me
Also if you curse at me
You are going to hurt
Me badly
And I don't deserve to
Be cursed
Also I never cursed
At you

You are so beautiful to me children of God
Because God made you in his image
And also we are all different from each other
You got used to have green eyes blond hair
I hope
Because
I also would love to have blond hair and green eyes
But God gave me gray hair that is also curly
And brown eyes
I didn’t had any luck
The way you had
That I think was horrible
That God didn’t give me any blond hair
And green eyes
I am feeling that God had punished me
When he made me
And I can’t do nothing about that
Because I can’t change the color of my eyes
And my color of hair

Friends for life
A have lots
In my life
And I have known
Then for 27 years
Also my friends
Supports me in my daily
Life
And I no longer have
To worry about that
Also my friends looks
After my money
Because if I have money in my hand
I spend it like it is water
Then the next day I am broke
And is terrible to be without money

Estarey con tigo
My friend
Every single day
Supporting you daily
That is not a lie
We are both good friends
And we have
The same believes
I can't hardly believe that
Also we treat each other with respect
We never once mistreat each other
Because that would be the wrong thing to do
And we don't deserve that
We need to work on our friendship
Because I want it to last a long time
We would be lost in the world
If we didn't had each other

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58 years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers I had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

That beautiful song
Has touched my soul
And brought so much joy
Into my soul
That was dead before that
But now my soul has
Found that beautiful song

I want to get to know you
Father is a little better
I know that you had
Made me father
With you holy
Hands
Also, you had placed
Me after you had made
Me to live
Here on the earth
I already got used
Father to live on earth
Also father I am glad
That you are also
My father
And I am proud of you
Also father you told me
That you also are proud of me
I am very happy  to know that
Father, please help me
With my anger issue
Because I explode
Without warning
At my friends
Because they have no
Respect for me
They tell me that
I am a lunatic
And they are tired
Of me mistreating them
I also don't blame
Them
Yes I don't feel good
About mistreating them

Fui adelante
My father
Because I didn’t want
To waste more time
Waiting for you my father
Father I must tell you
That I have better things to do
Than wait for you
I must tell you father
That I have no time to wait for you
Fui adelante
To discover what you made for us
You have made the beautiful blue sky
With white clouds
Also you made birds to fly in our sky
Every single day
Father I love to take a peek
Every single morning
And see them flying in the sky
Also father
I am aging gracefully every year
I must tell you father that I got used
Already to that
Also father I am not a spring chicken anymore
Also father I love the life you gave to me

Feels like home to us
The earth where
Where you placed as to
Live
We love very much
To live on earth
The nature that you gave
To us when you made the earth
We just love very much
Also we know that
Mother Nature
Is looking after the nature
Yes today it is a horrible day
Because it is raining hard here
On earth

Until the end of time song
Until the next day will arrive
Until the moon will shine at night together with the stars
Until the next night will be warm
Until the day I see you again happy
Until the day you treat me with respect
Until the day you tell me that I am your friend
Because for now I am waiting quietly
And that's all

Beethoven is resting
in his plot
Now
And nobody can disturb
him anymore
In his plot is where he is
Buried
We must tell you
Beethoven
That we miss you
Also Beethoven
We are not going
To heaven now
Because we still have
Our lives to live
Every single day
Here on earth
We have no idea when
We are going to die
The only person
That knows is our
Father
Also, my father owns
My life
And he will let me
Live until I get old
Father, I must tell you
That I want to live
Until I am 89 years old
Also now that you
Shut my body down
You finally send
The angel to earth
To me
And take me
Home to heaven
I am thrilled to go
To heaven my
Angel

You try to talk to her in words
And you can't get across to her
Why?
What is wrong with that woman?
She is being so rude?
Maybe she doesn't like me
Or maybe she is
Ignoring me
Why is she  doing that
I don't know
But she might be deaf
I could be wrong or right

Live to love God
And the things that he gave you
Here on earth
Live to love
The song of the birds
Specially when they are singing
In the morning
Their never ending symphony

And the end is near
She is old
And she is
Telling God
Please take me home
I am ready for you

Her first death anniversary
We celebrated
And it was so hard for us
Because we found it hard to digest    
We also miss her a lot
Also we still grieving
I don't know when our
Grieving period will be over

Look at me now
I am finally an adult
My youth life is over
I was also very immature
I also always found something
Wrong with my friends
They were transgender
Also I was begging them
To be my friends
They finally got
Sick and tired of
Hearing me begging
Then to be my friend
Yes they had no choice
But be my friend
Yes they accept me
To be their friend
Yes I told them
Thanks
Also we got used to each
Other
Also they accept God
Into their heart
And God had wash their
Heart and make it whiter
Then snow
Now they are Christians
Just like me

Vivo per lei
Mother Mary
You are the one
That helps me to solve
My daily problems
And Mother Mary
I am so happy
That you let me
Live my life
Without telling me
How I should live my life
I love the freedom that I have in
My life
Mother Mary
I glad that you live you own life
And also you don’t interfere in my life
I have lots of good friends
Mother Mary
That treats me with lots of respect
Mother Mary my friends
Respect my race
And my religion
I was a Catholic men
Since birth
And My friends Mother Mary
Are Catholic
Mother Mary
You are helping me with my
Anger Issues every single day
And to be honest with you
I don’t feel like getting angry
With people anymore
Because I had lost
Some good friends
That told me to go and live my life
And I was again isolated
That is something that I hate so much
Slowly I was making new friends
My new friends
Had a lot of pacient with me

Baby don't hurt me anymore
Because I just hate
Every time you hurt me
Also baby
I just don't deserve to be treated
This way
I have respect for you baby
Why can't you respect me
Baby I deserve some respect
Is that too much to ask?
Also I don't know if I
Can trust you
I am having some doubts
Lately

I know the eyes of the heavenly Father
His eyes looks very
Angry at  as
Because we are killing
The willed life
That my Father
Made with his holy hands
Before he made the human beings
Our Father is angry at as
Because he won't be able to save
The wild life that he made
With his holy hands to live on earth
Also the poachers are killing the
Wild life
They are killing the whales
The poachers
Cut the fins from the whales
That swims in the Atlantic Ocean
And then they throw the whales
Back at the Atlantic Ocean
My father is not going to be able
To save the  whales
Also the whales are becoming
Endanger species
Also the poachers sells the fins
Of the whales to the restaurants
Where they use it to make soups

I want to stay
In my blue
Heaven
All by myself
Because
My blue heaven
Belongs to me
And I feel safe
There
Because nobody can harm
Me in such a wide open sky
And the birds are always watching
Like God's eyes

Now I am catching up on prayer
Because I had slept in my bed
For so many days
That I finally got tired of it
Now I must go and pray
Every single day
I can't forget to do that
Because I will be punished
By my father
And I also hate to be punished by
My father
Also I know that my father is very
Restricted when it comes to his rules

A smile for you
I am giving you
Because
I know how
Much
You hate
People
That
Are
Miserable
Around you

I love you Lord
For have made
Me the man
I am
You made into
A disabled man
Also I am happy
Being a disabled man
Yes Lord
I am already used
To that
Also father you gave
Me feelings
When you made me
Yes I write my feelings
Down
On my computer

Go ahead stranger
And call me Paky
Because I don't care at all
And you don't even know where I came from
But I might look like a Paky to you
And that is ok
Because I am not offended by that

Bitter man
Feels very angry inside
That he wants to scream
Bitter man
Feels hurt
Bitter man
Hates to be put down
Bitter man
Doesn't know how to stop
The jealousy that other people feel about him
Bitter man
Doesn't have a peace of mind
Because the other people doesn't have respect for him
And he does have respect for other people

How do I get you alone?
This night alone
Without spending time
In the crowds
At high Park
We both need to love
Each other
And built some trust
In each other
We should not
Lie to each other
Because lie is not good
Also, we should respect each other
I need you in my life
And I hope you need also
Me in your life

Je  me souviens
That my friends had supported
Me for many years in my life
Je me souviens
That I never had insulted my friends
Because that would hurt my friends
And I don't mean to hurt my friends
I just can't forget you
My friends
Je  me souviens
You all had been my friends for
36 years
Je  me souviens
That you were always there
When I was sick
In crisis
Also I  was never left alone
Or in isolation
To tell you the truth
I hate to be left alone
Or in isolation
I feel that I don't deserve to be
Left alone or in isolation
Also I must say thanks to
My friends for being there
When I was sick
My friends had spent
All day with me
During the summer night
I had sat on the chair
On my balcony
And I had glazed  in the sky
The stars and the moon
At 9 pm I took my medications
That I hate to take
But I need to take my medications
So my depression stay leveled
Then I went into my bedroom
I had changed into my pajama
Then I went straight to bed
Now I had finally layed in my bed
I had shut my mind of
Then I had shut my eyes
And then I drifted away
The only thing I heard is me  snoring
Because I have sleep apnea
I never woke up in the middle of the night
I had my 8 hours of sleep
The next day I got up at 7 pm
I was getting ready to start the day
First I shaved myself the old fashion away
Then I removed  my pajama from my body
Then I went in the shower
When the shower was over
I got out of the shower then
I had dried myself with a towel
And now I will get dressed into
My casual clothes
Now I am having a quick breakfast
By 8 am my friend had arrived  to see me
My friend took me for a walk into
The park
There we heard the birds singing there symphony
We were getting some fresh air
That we needed badly
At  2 pm we left the park
And went home
We had washed the breakfast dishes quickly
Then we prepared a quick lunch
And when the lunch was over
We again had washed the dishes
And dried them
And put it away
We had sit in the balcony
And we also had heard the birds singing
My friend had left at 5 pm
I had cooked my dinner
When it was over I placed it on a plate
And I started to eat my dinner
Today I had all my medication early
Because I was feeling very tired
I went right away to bed
The next day I woke up early
It was 5 am when I got up
I  started  to shave my face the old fashion way
Then I went in the shower
When the shower was over
I had  dried my body with the towel
Now I will get dressed into my casual clothes
Then at 6 am I had eggs and bacon and toast
For breakfast
I also had two cups of coffee with my breakfast
Then I had washed my dishes
I also had dried my dishes
And put it away
My friend arrived at 7 pm
Today we finally went for a drive into the
Country
I like to have a drive into the country
We had gone to Union Ville
There they had a free jazz festival
They play all the old jazz music
That brought memories to me
The jazz festival ended at 2 pm
We had gone for lunch into a cafe
At 3 pm we left Union Ville
And  we returned to Toronto
At 5 pm
I had skipped my dinner
Because I was full still from lunch
I went into my bedroom
I had changed into my pajamas
Then I lay down into my bed
I had taken my medication

See you you tomorrow
My father
Also father
I want you to make
A miracle in my life
Because I been
Living with depression
My whole life
And father I must tell you
That it is not easy for me
To live with my depression
In the Summer time
My depression is fine
Because you give me
Plenty of sun
That gives me the vitamin d
That I just need it in my life
Also In my life I have more
Energy during the Summer
And during the Summer
I spend my days
At the park
Having a walk
And at the same time
The birds sings there
Tune for me

God, I will be ok
You don’t have to worry about me
I am looking after my health God
I don’t stay up all night anymore
Because I need some sleep
And I sleep all through the night
God, I will be ok
Just living the life, you gave me
It is a simple life that I live after all
And I have no right to complaint about it
Because I have shelter, food, and clothes
God, I will be ok
While I walk outside during the Winter
Because I will be dressed warm
God, I will be ok
While I pray to you
For peace in the world
God, I will be ok
While I meditate
God, I will be ok
While you bless the food, I eat
God, I will be ok
While you look after the homeless
God, I will be ok
I won’t cry anymore
Because I am not alone anymore
God, I will be ok
I won’t let you down anymore
Neither will I commit any sins anymore
God, I will be ok
Because you didn’t bring any sun today
God, I will be ok
With the idea that I only live once
And I plan to live a long live here on earth
God, I will be ok
With the idea that I will age gracefully
And I know that I can’t stop that
God, I will be ok
I will be waiting when you call me to go home
And I will be ready to go home
To my new home that will be haven
God, I will be ok
You can’t be in two places at the same time
And you can only be in one place at a time
God, I will be ok
I will greet my friends with a smile on my face
God, I will be ok
My friends have accepted me for who I am
And I have accepted them for who they are
God, I will be ok
My friends have respect for me
And I have respect for them
God, I will be ok
While you wash my feet
God, I will be ok
While I sleep tonight in my bed
God, I will be ok
When you bring the new day
I will be up again
God, I will be ok
Writing my thoughts on the computer
God, I no longer have the morning blues
God, I will be ok
At your house where I come for communion
And you accept me the way I am
God, I will be ok
I don’t spend much money
Because I don’t have much money
And sometimes I should stretch it

Where are you God?
Because I am the lonely child
That is walking alone in the street
But I am lost now
Because I don't know which way is home
And I need your help now God
So that I can find my way home again
God I need to get home soon because I am freezing
And I am hungry also
But I don't have any money on me to buy me some food or even a drink
God can you please come and feed this hungry child that is me?

I ain’t ever loved
By people anymore
And I feel that
I just want people
To love me
And at the same
Time I no that
I can’t forse people
To love me
Also I can’t begg people
To love me
Yes I give my love
To my friends
Because I feel good
Doing that

We sing together
The canto dela terra
While we are working
On the farms
That are owned by other rich people
Here in Italy

Tudo o que você me deu
My father
Was my health that I look
After every single day
Also father I pray to you
Every morning
Thanking you
For keeping me alive
Every single day
Also father I look every
Day after my hygiene
So father you don’t have to
Worry about me
I am doing the things that
I must do every single day
Also father I wake up early every
Single day
The first thing I do is have
My shower in the morning
First I wash my hair with shampoo
Then I rinse my hair
Now I will pure my body wash
Into my sponge
And then I will rub the sponge
All over my body
When it is finished I rinse
My body with the water
Now I will turn the shower of
Now I will dry my body
With the but towel
Then I will dress myself
Into my casual clothes
Then I will go for a
Long walk in the park

Say you want my love
Siblings
Because I have
Plenty of love to give you
So come and get some
Love from me
It was my Father that had
Given some love for me
I love receiving also
Some love from
My Father
Siblings remember that
Nobody can live without
Love

Better than that
I know I can do
Better than that
If I put my mind to it
When I am working
For my father
Writing poetry
I used all my feelings
That I have
In my poems
I keep the positive thoughts
And I through away
The negative thoughts
Inside my trash can
And Thursday
Is when the garbage men
Comes to collect
My garbage
That I put early
In the curb for pick up
Also It will end up
In the land fill sight

Yesterday
I was happy
To see the beautiful
Cherry blossoms
At High Park
Also, we had
A perfect day
Without any trace
Of rain
We also had
The perfect weather
For the Park
The sky was blue
Also the sunshine
Was shining
For us
I feel blessed
To have the weather
We had
Yes the Cherry blossoms
Is coming to an end
We didn’t go
In the beginning when they
Had started to bloom

All by ourselves with Jesus
We go to the beach
To baptized the babies
That our father created
With his holy hands
3 months ago
With the holy water
None of the babies
Cried when they were
Baptized
Now the babies belongs
To fathers family
And the father puts the babies
In there crib to have a
Afternoon knap
Because babies needs
Lots of sleep
Also babies are lot’s
Of work for our father
We can’t forget that
The only way babies communicate
Is by crying
Also our father
Makes homemade baby food
For their babies

Sweet Silvia
You are my father’s
Oldest child
Sweet Silvia
You younger days are over now
Because you already lived the
Young days
Sweet Silvia
Now you are aging gracefully
And we can’t stop that
Because you father made
Life to be that way
Sweet silvia
Are you praying for you father
Before you go to bed?
Because it only takes a couple seconds
To do it
If you don’t pray for you father
You father will punish you
Sweet silvia
You are not going to live
Forever here on earth
Because you only live once
And when you die
I will be there to say good bye
Sweet Silvia
And I know that you will rest in peace
In heaven

Surprise surprise surprise
I am one of my father’s children
I am not the youngest one
I am my father’s oldest child
Aldo my father’s  young children
Are  also my brothers
And today they are teenagers
Yes how fast they are growing
I still can’t believe that
Yes one day they will be no longer
Teenagers they will be all adults
Like me
Yes my father made us many years ago
With his holy hands
And we were just babies many years ago
We also know that we are loved by our father
And we also love our father
Many years ago when we were babies
Our father had been very busy looking
After us all day and night
He feed us baby food that was home made
Buy him
Also he had to change our diapers all the time
And that was a horrible work that our father
Had to do
Also our father had to give us all babies
A bath in the bath tub
Then in the afternoon our father had
Put us in our cribs so that we all could
Have our naps
Because babies needs lots of sleep
And at 6 pm all the babies wake up
And get feed again because that is a
Time that they get hungry
And they need to have there dinner
And is our father that feed us
Some baby food that is homemade
By our father
And to drink they get some fresh milk
Also my father put as at 8  pm in our
Cribs to sleep for the night
3 months later we had been baptized
By our father
With the holy water
And we never had cried once

Estou cheio das suas desculpas
My friends
When it comes to support me
In my daily life
You tell me you just don’t have
The time for
Yes you have a very busy life
I know that you can make some time
For me
But I feel that I am not
Priority for you
You have other things
In you life that is more important
What about when I am sick
Would you be there for me?
Because I won’t be able to take care of
Myself
Also if I through a party
I know that you will always be there
Because you will be getting
Some free drinks
And also free food
But I know that the day I day
You will have time for me
You will come to my funeral
To pay you last respect for me
And I know that you all
Will be sad to see
Me living the earth
There will come one angel
That my father send down from
Heaven to pick me up
And carry me on his wings to heaven
Also friends I will be living in heaven
My new life
That will be better than on earth
Also friends I trust my father
During the nights I will be sleeping
In my brass bed
That is inside my bedroom in heaven
And my father the next day he will
Wake me up early
Then I will get ready to start the day
First I will shave my face with the
Electric shaver
Then i will remove my ***** cotton robe
And my underwear and place it inside
The laundry bag to wash
Then I will go naked in the shower
I will rub the bar of soap into my skin
And the soap will remove the dirt
From my skin
Then I will rinse the soap from
My skin
Then it is over my shower
I will turn the shower of
Then I will dry my body with the
Bath towel
And I wear a underwear on my
Body
Then I will put a fresh cotton robe
On my body
And on my feet I will wear my leather sandal
God’s servants are now feeding our breakfast
In the dining room in heaven
The servant’s cooked a breakfast fit for a king
After breakfast
I helped my father to clean his garden
We both removed the Weeds from the garden
That had also taken up some room from the roses
It took as four hours to remove the weeds from the garden
It was a hard and tiring job
But it needed to be done
After we removed the weeds
We water the garden
And now was lunch time in heaven
Today for lunch we head
Tuna casserole
It was one of our favorite meal
After lunch I had my knap
Because I was tired
And I had skipped dinner
So I slept all through the night
I never got up once during the night
I must say that I slept like a log

I am also proud
To belong to the
Polvo Brazileiro
Also many years when
I was born one Polvo Brazileiro
I lived in São Paulo
I had been robed while walking
In the street of São Paulo
And it is not safe to walking in São Paulo
You also could be killed in the street in São Paulo
Also in São Paulo you can’t drive you car with you
Window open
I never liked living in São Paulo
When I was just a teenager
I moved out of São Paulo
To Canada
I love living in Canada
At least it is safe to walk on the streets
And also when you are walking on the streets
You are always safe
One thing I hate is the Canadian Winter
Also I never got used to the Canadian Winter
I must tell you folks
That I feel blessed to live in Canada
Today I am an adult
And I am no longer a spring chicken
Now I am a old men
58 years old
I am no longer a healthy men
Because I suffer with Depression
And I was diagnose many years ago
With depression
By my psychiatrist
He is the one who pescribes my
Medications for depression
And my medication for depression
Is narcotics
Also I have to take my medication
Every single night and day
And every night I go to bed early
Because I need to get some sleep
I can’t function without sleep
During the Summer my depression is ok
Because I get plenty of sun
That gives me plenty of vitamin d

After all
Fall ended today
And tomorrow
Morning the first\
Day of Winter will
Here
i am not looking
Forward to winter
Because the Winter
Is very long
And very cold
Also I go for walk
During the winter
Outside
I get dressed very warm
So I don't catch a flu
I wear my flannel shirt in the winter
With the top of my long john's
That keeps me warm
Then i also wear the bottom  part
Of the long Johns
Also we had changed the clock back
I hour
And the days are shorter during the winter
It get's dark by 5pm every single day
I just hate that
I find it very depressing

Shirley
You are like
A sister to me
I am your voice
Because I want to speak
For you
So let me be your voice
Also I hope no body
Will mistreat you
Because you deserve to be
Treated with respect
Shirley
I am you eyes when you
Can’t see
When I will see you
Every morning
I want you to smile
For me because
I know that you have
A beautiful smile
And smile is the best
Medicine there is
Shirley
I feel that you have
Been blessed by your God
That had made you with his holy
Hands
We also know that God gave you some
Feelings
Also Shirley
When you sleep at night
In you cozy warm bed
I hope you have
Some dreams
About the people that
Are in you life
Also you are not alone
Shirley
Because you have in you
Life people that loves you
Please remember that always
Shirley
You will never starve
Because you sister
Will be feeding you
Every single day
Shirley
You are  loved
By you sister
Shirley
Live you life to the fullest
And please don’t waste you live away
By sleeping in during the mornings
Because if you sleep in during the days
You won’t sleep at night
Also Shirley
Every year you will get older
We can’t stop that
Because God made you life
That way
Shirley you will age gracefully
Every year
Shirley
You won’t live forever
You will die some day
And we hope that you
Will be ready
When God comes to take you
To heaven
Where you will live in heaven
A new life
Shirley
I will never forget to pray for you
Also
I will have to be strong and carry on
Also we hope that you will be resting
In peace in heaven

God in my world you live
God I am so happy that you live in my world
If I didn't had you in my life
My life would be lonely
Yes God I lived a lonely life before I found you
And to be honest with you I was very isolated before
But now I have you in my life
God I never gambled with my life
God I never smoked street drugs
God I never drunked in my life alcohol
God I been sober for the rest of my life
God I never tried to harm myself
God I live with that mental illness
I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God I was born with mental illness
God I have some limitations also
God I know what is right and wrong
God I am responsible for my behavior
God I changed my behaviors so many times

Let this be a voice
Of our father
He is telling us
That we should
Pray more often
Because we don't
Pray enough for God
Also God is our
Father
He is the one
That made us
With his holy hands
Many years ago
And after he made us
He placed us
Here on earth to live
Our lives
Yes today
We are already an adult
And we have more responsibilities
In our lives
Every morning
First thing we do
For our father
Is to pray for him
Also after we pray
Our father answer
Our prayers

There is a big change
With the weather
There is a big change in my life
That is going on everyday
I am trying hard to keep my
Cool without blowing up
At people
Because I have lost
A lot of friends in my life
And I became lonely
And also in isolation
Now I am starting to make
New friends again slowly
I am slowly choosing the
People I want to be friends
With
Also it is very hard
To make friends in
Life

Can you hear the birds singing
Today?
They are having a
Canadian concertino
And we are their guests of honor

We have our moments
That we need some peace
And sometimes we are sad
Also we cried inside our bedroom
With the door locked
We are not going to cry
In front of our friends
Because we don't want to
Make then worried about us

We can have
All the love
From our father
We can have all the
Peace that our veterans
Had given us
Some of us take peace for
Granted
It was the soldiers that fought
For there country over seas
And they had sacrifice there lives
For us