We are so close to the beach
And because we live so close
To the beach
It take us only ten minutes to
Walk to the beach

Too much
Of sadness
I have in my life
And I am suffering
With it
Because too
Many people
Have made promises
To me and the promises
They made they didn’t
Kept
I also spend too much time
Alone by myself
I just hate when people
Break there promises
That they had done
For me
Also I live in
Isolation
That is the other thing
That I just hate so much
I think if my friends
Come back again to me
I will not forgive then
For breaking there promises
To me
I will break my friendship
With then
I will tell then to go on
With there lives
And I will live also my life
Alone
I know it is not easy to make
Friends in life
But I have
To try slowly making friends
Again
I will not rush in to it

God bye
Today the day is already
Over
And I can't believe
How fast it ended
The sun had gone down
Also very fast
And I saw the beautiful sunset
It took my breath away
Also
And suddenly the night arrived
And I was already tired
So I went to bed right away
I had laid down in my bed for
The night
Also I had shut my mind of
And I had closed my eyes
I started suddenly to drift away
Also I begin to dreams
With my loved ones
That I miss so much
I wish they were alive
Just to see how much
I matured finally
Also I wish that they
Were here to see
How much I grown
Spiritual

Let this be a voice
Of our father
He is telling us
That we should
Pray more often
Because we don't
Pray enough for God
Also God is our
Father
He is the one
That made us
With his holy hands
Many years ago
And after he made us
He placed us
Here on earth to live
Our lives
Yes today
We are already an adult
And we have more responsibilities
In our lives
Every morning
First thing we do
For our father
Is to pray for him
Also after we pray
Our father answer
Our prayers

Go getter
God to answer you
Prayers when you pray
Every single night
Please keep
Praying to Good every
Night
It only takes
20 minutes to do it
Also please live
By God’s rules
Every single day
I hope that you won’t
Break
Any of his rules
Because he will punish you
And you also will hate
To be punished
I am telling you the truth
Also remember that God
Is very restricted with
His rules
I also hope that
You will not lie
To God
Because he hate lies
I advise you to tell the
Truth to God
I also hope that you
Are happy living you life
That God gave you
When he made you
With his holy hands
And had placed you
To live here
On earth
And in the
Earth you will live for now
Remember that you
Only live once
Because it is God
That made life this way

God and friends
I need my peace of mind
Because I just want to live
In peace
I can't afford to be angry
At my friends anymore
Because they hate me when
I get angry
I also know that i should control
My anger
But I been angry for a long time
When I am angry I get total out
Of control
And I start to insult people also
You tell me friends that You want
Me perfect
I will never be perfect friends
Because I am human just like you
And I also have feelings just like you

Don't go around
Talking behind my back
To you
Snobbish fiends
Because I hate
When you do that
You have no right
To do that
Also when you do that
You also hurt me badly
And I must
Tell you that
I hate that very much
Tell me what I supposed
To do with you
Because I don't trust you
At all
I want to break our friendship
Please go and live your
Life alone
And I will also
Live my life alone
Also, I don't need a friend
Like that

Every now and then
I pray to  my father every single night
Before I go to bed
And then after I finish praying to my father
I go to sleep
Every now and then
A have a million dreams
That I have dream while
I was sleeping
Every now and then
I can be very happy with my dreams
Because I had dream with
Beloved ones
That had  before me
Every now and then
I work on my work for my father
I write some poems
Also my father gives me the
Inspiration to write
I have written some dark poetry
I personally don't like the poetry
Because I find it depressing
I like when I write the happy poetry
Now and then
Some nights I spend
The nights with my friends
All my friends have respect for me
They respect my race
And my religion
Also I respect my friends
I respect there race and religion
Also my friends accept me the way I am
I don't need to change anything
I am responsible for my anger
I try to keep it cool
Also I am responsible for my behavior

Oliver you are a beautiful baby
That God had create you in his image
And also you are one of God's children
Also God love you without limits
When you are hungry your mother will breastfeed you
Don't you worry Oliver
because you mother wont let you starve
Also you will have lots of naps in the afternoon
Oliver you are a chubby baby
But I am sure it will end one day
You mother sings a lullaby to put you to sleep
And that helps to put you to sleep
I believe that you love music Oliver

I can't wait forever
My father
For you to make
A miracle in my life
Because I suffer from
Depression for many
Years now
It is very hard for me
To live with depression
My father
Every month I go for my
Injection for depression
Also I take too much
Many medications
For depression
Day and night
Father I was born with
Depression
Because when they delivered me
They force me out of the womb
Also the unbillical cord went
Around my kneck
Also father I am a disable men
I got used to it already
You don’t have to worry about it
I am glad that you keep me
Alive every single day on earth

I will teach you everything
About love
Today my child
Because I want you
To know what love is
Love is a feeling that comes
Out of our hearts
Also love is blind
Also it is love that
Removes the pain
That you are feeling
After you lost a few
Loved ones
I am know that you are feeling
Very sad my child
But now all you must do
Is grieve
Yes child everybody grieves
Different from each other
Children only you know
How long you must grieve

What I am after
Father
I am after
You giving me some
Peace in my life
Because I just have none
Also father I live a very stressful
Life
Every single day
Working for you some days
Also today I will take a break
From writing poetry
Also father one day of
From writing poetry
Is not going to make
A difference
Because tomorrow
I will go back
And I will continue
To write some poems
So father I don’t want
You to worry about
That

Makeda
Always remember
That you are a child of God
And it was God that made you
With his holy hands
Many years ago
AlSo God have made some black children
And some white children also
Makeda
The white children are your siblings also
Makeda
God want you also to have some respect
For your siblimgs
And we hope that you all will have
Some respect for all you siblings
Makeda
Can you please just try to love
Your seblings
Because they wanted to be loved by you
Makeda
I hope you remember that you are
The oldest child of God
Yes you are going to die before you siblings
Makeda
You must be strong
Because you won't live for ever
Makeda
It is God that made life like that
Also you are living a good life
That God gave you
Also God gave you plenty of freedom
In you life
Makeda
Please live you life to the fullest
Before you die
Makeda
I know you feel very scared about
Dying
Makeda
You will be resting when you die
Makeda
You siblings will come to your funeral
To say goodbye to you
I know it will be a sad day for your
Siblings to lose you
But we know that in heaven
You will be resting in peace
And also sleeping in your brass bed
That is in you bedroom in heaven
Makeda
I hope you just love yourself
For the person you are
Makeda
You siblings will be praying for you
Every single night before they go to bed
Makeda
You are just beautiful the way you are
You don't need any plastic surgery on you
Face
Trust me
Makeda
I hope you have believed in God
Makeda
Also, I hope that you have
Good friends that support you
In your daily life
Makeda
I hope you also have faith in God

Give me a reason
Why I Can’t  love my father
Friends
Don’t you understand
That it was my father
That made me
Many years ago
With  his
Holy hands
And also
He had placed me
Here on earth to live
Yes friends I just love
My father back
Also my father
Keeps me alive
Every day here
On earth
Yes I already got use
To live on earth
And I am also
Happy that my
Home is the earth
Before my father made me
He made heaven
So the birds could fly
All the way to the sky
And I already took a
Peek in the sky every
Single day
And I see the beautiful
Birds flying
In the sky
Also my father
Made the ocean
For us
To swim
Every day
During the Summer
I can’t never wait for
The Summer to arrive
Yes I enjoy
The beautiful days in the
Summer

Nothing can hold us down
People I am not you slave
So don’t treat me like a slave
I have freedom in my life
Also don’t remove the freedom
Away from me
Because I need my freedom
People have some respect for me
Because I need respect
Also I am human
And I Have feelings
People don’t hurt my feelings

Inferno
Father I am inferno
With a bad cold
Now it is Winter time
And it is crazy
Because the weather
Keeps changing
I am resting in my bed
Because I am inferno with a bed cold
Also I am having a hot toddy
And the hot toddy is *** with lemon and honey
I am hoping I get better
I just can't stand to be inferno
When I drink the hot toddy I sweat like a pig
But they say it is good to sweat
I just hate that
With the passion
Now I am sick like a dog
For breakfast I eat soda crackers with tea
Then I sleep all day because I am inferno

Todo dia
I pray to my father
Before I go to sleep
And I always remember to
Pray for him
It only takes a couple minutes
Todo dia
I remind myself that I am
One of my father’s children
That he made me
In his image
He gave me gray hair
And brown eyes
Also I must remind myself
That I been loved by
My father
Also my father
Is keeping us alive
Every single day
Also father we just
Love to live on earth
Every single day

Let children be children for once
By letting them play
Where is safe
And by letting them know
That you will protect them always
Because you are their parents
Let children be children for once
By allowing them to show their love for you
Because you are their parents
And please tell your children that you love them
Because that is what they want to hear
From you

Beleza pura
Is the nature
That my father
Had made with
With his holy hands
Before he made the human beings
Here on earth
And after he made the human beings
He had placed us here on earth
To live
I don’t know if
The other human beings
Appreciate the
Beleza pura
That is the nature
As much as I do
I must tell you father
You had done a fine job
Making the beleza pura
That is the nature
That I enjoy so much
During the Summer
In the parks you planted
The flowers
And they are a show of colors
Today during the Summer
I took a peek
At that beautiful sky
That is blue with the
White clouds
And I didn’t see any sign of rain
Also the birds were flying
Very high in that beautiful sky
Yes father we are having a heat wave
And that is no good for people
That have heart problems
Because they can also die
From the heat warning
Father can you please
Hurry up and bring us some
Rain because we didn’t had
Any rain now for 20 days
And we want you to cool the earth
Father

If I don't strive who will ?
I don’t think no body
Else would strive but me
I am always working hard
For my father
I never stop and take a break
When I work for my father
I also continue working for my father
Writing my poems
And every poem that I write
I used my feelings that comes out
Of my hearth
And not all the feelings that I used
In my poems are the same
To tell you the truth father
I always have different feelings
And I love that
All my poems after I finished writing
I save on my computer
And start to write new ones
Also father now is already getting
Late
I had spent all day writing poems
For you father
Now I will get ready to go to bed
I will take my shower now
First I must get undressed
And throw my ***** clothes
Inside the laundry bag
To wash
Now I am going in the shower
I turn the shower on
I first wet all my body
Then I put my body wash
In my bath sponge
And I rub my sponge all over
My body
Now was time to rinse my body
And then I had turned the shower of
Now is time to dry my body
With the bath towel
Then I had changed into my pajama
And went straight to bed
Because I was already tired

I made some good Amizades
With the people that are simple
Just like me
They don’t have much money
To live like me
But when it comes to
Holy spirit
We are full of it
Also we don’t mind being poor
If we were rich we would
Have been the slave of money
And also we would have been
Miserable every single day
Yes money only brings comfort to us
We can’t buy our friends with money

Vivo per lei
Mother Mary
You are the one
That helps me to solve
My daily problems
And Mother Mary
I am so happy
That you let me
Live my life
Without telling me
How I should live my life
I love the freedom that I have in
My life
Mother Mary
I glad that you live you own life
And also you don’t interfere in my life
I have lots of good friends
Mother Mary
That treats me  with lots of respect
Mother Mary my friends
Respect my race
And my religion
I was a Catholic men
Since birth
And My friends Mother Mary
Are Catholic
Mother Mary
You are helping me with my
Anger Issues every single day
And to be honest with you
I don’t feel like getting angry
With people anymore
Because I had lost
Some good friends
That told me to go and live my life
And I was again isolated
That is something that I hate so much
Slowly I was making new friends
My new friends
Had a lot of pacience with me

Just keep loving you
Until the day
I die
My love
I offer to you
Every day
In
The morning
In the afternoon
In the evening

What can I offer you
My child
It is me you
Father
Can I offer
Some peace in your life
Because
You are destroying
Yourself
Doing street drugs
Child I must say
That is a sin
That you are
Committing
Avery single day
I hate to see you
Killing you self my
Child
You are so young
And so destructive
You tell everybody
That I don't exist
It was me
That made you
With my holy hands
And placed you
To live your  on earth
And I know that you
Also don't believe in me
And also you don't have
Any faith in me
Also you don't
Have any peace
In your life
I Just hate to see
You taking you own
Life with drugs
Yes I blame you
For that my child

I wanna live
My life to the fullest
Father
I want to try to make
Some more new friends
Because father I have
Very little friends in my life
Also I have to look after myself
Father I have no problems
Looking after myself
I do it every single day
I look also after my health
Every single day
And I go to bed early
Every single night
So that I get
A proper night sleep

I turned on my computer today
And
My mind is blank
I look into a blank screen
But
Can't think of what to write
Time is passing by
And I haven't written anything yet
I can't blame it on myself
Because
My mind is somewhere else
- Still at home

Better than that
I know I can do
Better than that
If I put my mind to it
When I am working
For my father
Writing poetry
I used all my feelings
That I have
In my poems
I keep the positive thoughts
And I through away
The negative thoughts
Inside my trash can
And Thursday
Is when the garbage men
Comes to collect
My garbage
That I put early
In the curb for pick up
Also It will end up
In the land fill sight
Better than that
I know I can do
Better than that
If I put my mind to it
When I am working
For my father
Writing poetry
I used all my feelings
That I have
In my poems
I keep the positive thoughts
And I through away
The negative thoughts
Inside my trash can
And Thursday
Is when the garbage men
Comes to collect
My garbage
That I put early
In the curb for pick up
Also It will end up
In the land fill sight

When every night
We sleep
In our warm and cozy beds
We first shut our minds of
Then we closed our eyes
Ad start to drift away into a sleep
And now we start to have
Our beautiful dreams
And we should not stop
Dreaming because dreaming
Is like breathing
And God was blessing
Our dreams
Every single night when we sleep

Be there for me
With that beautiful warm smile
My prince of peace
Be there for me
When I swim in your lakes,
My prince of peace
Also, it is Summer now
And we also are having a
Heatwave
Today I could not stand
The heat
So I had to swim in the lake
For a few hours
To cool me off
When I got out of the
Lake I was feeling just fine
Also, we haven't had any rain
Yet to cool the earth
Also, the earth has
Killed a lot of people already
That has a heart problem
I wish that tomorrow will rain
That is what I am hoping for

Since you've been gone
This place
Doesn't feel the
Same anymore
I know that
Your love
For me is lost
What I am supposed to do?
Because I love you so much
And deep down I care for you
I chase
You in my dreams
Every night
And in my dreams
You return to me
But in life it is not the same
Like in the dream

When I honest
Love you
For being
The person you
Are
Loving and caring
Also we are good
Friends

Many years ago I live in Boston
There was lots of violence in the streets in Boston
Also there are people who smoke street drugs
And I know that they are destroying themselves with street drugs
I don't know how they get the money to buy street drugs
I hate to see them smoking street drugs
Also there is not safe to walk in the streets in Boston
Also in the subway station it is not safe either
During the day I went to school so I could get my education
Because I know that is very important to get an education
If I don't have an education I won't be able to get a job
I know that I want a job so badly
I keep looking for jobs in the newspaper
It is very hard to get a job this days
All the jobs that are available pays the minimum wage
And I know that it is very hard to live on minimum wage
So when I came to Boston I didn't spoke one word in English
I had to learn English in the school
I t wasn't easy for me to learn English
In Boston I lived across from the Charles river
Every day after school I used to ride my bike on Charles river
And the sun was out
We had good weather in the summer
We never had any rain coming down from the sky
When the sun went down I returned home with my bike
Now it was night time finally
We had our dinner
After dinner I went to bed
Because I had to wake up early
I had my breakfast
Then at 5:30 I arrived at school

The black dog is now going for a walk
With his owner around the block
But I hope that his owner understand that the black dog feels the cold also
And doesn't stay out too long with the black dog
Because the black dog might freeze
And the snow is no good for the dog's feet
Because they hurt the dog's feet

This is our song
That plays
On the radio
Every single day
And that especially
Song is beautiful
And I must say
That the person
Who sings that
Song
Sings it very well
Don’t you
Dare
And ask me
To sing
Because that is
Something that
I just can’t do

Queria viver
In the world
That my father made
For us to live
In it feeling blessed
Every single day
Also, we are happy
That our father
Made the beautiful world
With his holy hands
For us to live in it
And after our father made us
With his holy hands
He had placed us
In his world
We don't live alone
In my father's world
We have friends
That is also
Living in
In my father's world
Also, he made the four seasons
For us to live in it
Now we are living
In the winter
This is the season we just
Hate the most
Is the Winter
We are not happy
That we must live
Through the winter
We don't like the Winter at al
The temperature keeps changing
Every single day
And also we are afraid
To end up with a flu
Also, we are sad that the birds
Had migrated south
For the Winter
We have no Idea
When our father will
Bring back for us the spring

I will take this love
That my father is giving
To me
Because I just can’t live
Without it
Also I will pray to my father
Today and I will thank
My father for giving
Some love
I know that only
Love will take my
Eaches and pain
Also it was my father
That made me
Many years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
And many years ago
I also had prayed to
My father
And thanked my father for
Giving my life
When I was in my youth
I was very healthy back then

Shine a light
God please
Do me a favor
Shine a light
In my life
Because I want
To have a
Bright life
And I just hate
To have a dark life

You are making excuses
By saying that you would rather be in bed
Than spending this gorgeous day outside
What is the matter with you?
That is a bad thing to say
Because Summer is ending
And you should be outside enjoying
The sun
Because when the Fall comes
The hot weather will be  over
And with the Fall
The cold weather we will
Have every single day
And we will have to put our
Summer clothes away
And start to wear our winter clothes
Every single day
Also the birds will migrate
South for the winter
I must tell you that I hate
When the birds migrate south
And by then the trees will have changed its
Colors from green to gold
And some dead leaves will be
Dead on the ground
And we will have to rake
The leaves from the ground
Add place the leaves inside the
Garden bags

People don’t stop
Making friends because
You need friends in life
And you can’t live
Without friends
Because you would have
A lonely live
And also in isolation
People
It was my dear father that made you
With his holy hands
And placed here on earth to live
I hope you love living on earth
Also it was my father that made
The earth with his holy hands before
He made human beings
And then human beings
Finally had a place to live
I am used to live on earth
And my friends don’t like the earth at all
Because it is over populated
And we have to share the earth with some
Strange people
Because they also have the right to live
On earth
Father said that the earth is our temporally home
For now
The day we die my father will bring the
Angels from the sky
And they will carry us in there wings
To heaven
When we arrive in heaven
We will knock at the heaven’s door
And our father will open the door for us
Now we  all are going to have a shower before going to
Bed
After we finish our shower
We will dry our bodies
And our ***** laundry will go to wash
And we will change into our cotton robes
Now we are already tired
We will go into our rooms
And we will all sleep in our brass bed
Also we never wake up in the middle of the
Night
Because we sleep like a log
And all we hear is us breathing
Our father have servents
They clean up the heaven once
A week
Also the servants  make our meals
Every single day
And they wash our ***** clothes
And they hang up in a clothes line
So that the clothes can dry
Also when you are sleeping
Don’t stop having dreams

God I have faith in you
God I trust you
That one day I will have no more illness
Because I would like to see this day
I wish that it would happened
I keep praying each day
For you to end my illness
But I don't see an end to my mental illness
I must say that it is hard to live with a mental illness
I have enough of my mental illness
Every day I have to live with it
And that is hard for me
God I live a good life
I accept that I have a mental illness

Ain't nobody
That loves me like you do
Father
Ain't nobody
Like you
That gave me
The gift of life
And I am
So happy to
Be able
To live a wonderful life
That you gave me
Father
Also thanks father
For giving my  life
And that life you gave
Me I live every
Single day here on earth
I will not complain about
My life to you father
Also I never sin
Once in my life
Father
Also I live by  your rules
My dear father

The way I am
I don't hold grudges
Against people
Also I am not jealous
Of people
I don't hate my friends
I love them
And I treat them just
Like my brother
Life is tough
And every day
I get out the most
Of life
I never sleep in
During the mornings
I am up by
5:30 in the morning
Outside still dark
I get changed
Into my casual clothes
And I live in the beaches
Now I am going for walk
Into Woodbine Beach park
Also I am wearing my
Down feather coat
It keeps me warm
Also it is cold by the beach
And at that time
There is nobody
Else here
Just me
The lights are on
At the
Woodbine beach park
I walk all the way to the end
Of the park
Also I was tired by now
I finally sat at one of
The benches
And when It was
6:30 Am
It got finally brighter
My friends tells me
That the clothes that
Wear are garbage
I tell than in their opinion
Friends that is my style
I also don't have the money
That you have
I am a middle class men
Also friends I would
Love if you all
Stopped judging me
Because I just hate that
You also tell me
That is not good
To believe in my father
But I don't care what you think
I will continue to believe
In my father

All about our love
We had received the
Love from our
Father every single day
That we are living
Here on earth
We just love to
Live on earth
It was our father that made
The earth with his holy
Hands
Before he had made the
Human beings
And he also had made
The sky for the birds to
Fly in it
After he made the sky
He made the lakes
And oceans that we
Have here on earth
Also in the Summer
People swim in the lake
And also the fishermen
Fish for fish so he can
Sell it to the local people
In the winter the lake is frozen
So people do skating
On ice

I get lonely
When my friends abandon me
And I also hate to be alone
Because it makes me sad
When my friends abandon me
I hate when this happens also
Yes father my friends also
Have a very busy life
I don’t understand why can’t
They make some time for me
Because I would love to spend
Some time with them

Ain't nobody but me
Who prays every night
For God
Before I go to sleep
Yes it is kind of late
I finally finished praying
For my God
It only takes me 20 minutes
To pray to my God
Ain’t nobody else
That believes in God
The way I do
My God made me
With his holy
Hands many years ago
And placed me here on
Earth to live
From now until I get old
Now I am still a young
Men
God I don’t want to die
Early
Because I want to live
My life to the fullest
Every single day
Here on earth
My God
Thanks for giving me
The beautiful life
I have here on earth
I never complained
About my life to you God
My God, I don’t like
When it is raining outside
Because it is horrible
And I am always getting soaked
The umbrella is useless to have
Because it doesn’t keep me dry
When I come home
I have to change my clothes
Remove the wet clothes
From my body
And wear some dry clothes
Now I am going to have
A little ciesta because
I am tired from
My outside walk

My dear father
I feel so unsure about my
Future
My father
You are the only one
That knows about
My future
What will my future be like?
Can you please explain it to me
Because I can’t wait to figure out
The things about the future
My father I believe that I can’t
Make any mistakes in my future
That I had done in my past life
That I have lot’s of regrets about
My past
Also my past
Was horrible because I had
Done bad things
I also had to walk the road to hell
Alone that was very bad for me
Because I had also suffered
In my past life

When I believe in my father
I know that he will give me
Some love without me
Asking for it
When I believe
In my father
I know that I can always trust him
Because every day my father
Is looking after me
Also every day my father
Feed me so I want starve
Because I know that
It is the wrong thing for my father
To live me starving
When I believe in my father
My father tack me in bed every night
So We don’t mess up my sleeping
Scheduled
My father never let me stay up
Every night
And when I sleep I never get up
In the middle of the night
I sleep all through the night
And when I am sleeping in my
Warm and cozy
Bed that I love so much
Also the only thing I hear
Is the sound of me breathing
During my sleep

You think I am crazy
For choosing my Father
To be a part of my life
You think I am a fool
For praying to God
I have no choice
On that
I must pray every night
For my Father
In my prayer I ask my father
To give me a good night sleep
Yes I don't stay up late
Anymore
Because that is very bad for me
So I go to bed early
And I must say that I get a good sleep
Every single night

My father
I been searching
For love in this
World
For a long time now
And so far
I haven’t found
Any love in this
World
Maybe father
I can get some
Love from you

Now I give back my life to God
Now I give back my heart to God
Now I give back all my love to God
Now I give back some money to God
Now I give back my dying soul to God
So that re can revive it
Now I pray to God by myself at home