Gente fina
Are not my friend
Father
Nun of my friends
Are gente fina
Because they are alsp
Extremely rich
And they have lots
Of rich friends
They don’t like any people
That are poor to be
There friends
Also gente fina
Are the slave of money
Because they work too much
And they make lots of money
Working 48 hours per week
Thanks God we are poor
And also happy
Because we live with a small
Amount of money
Every month
And we need also to make
A monthly budget with our money
We try very hard to strech our money
When we shop for used clothes
From a second hand store
We love very much our poor
Friends
And they are very rich in spirit also

Are we praying for peace
Are we praying for the homeless
Are we praying for the Queen
Are we praying for the children
Are we praying for each other
Are we praying for our neighbours
Are we praying for the criminals
Are we praying for our parents
Are we praying for God
Are we praying for Mother Nature
Are we praying to save the wild life
Are we praying for those that are dying of aids

Remember when love first found us
We felt in love
And we starting dating
Four many years
I know that it was my father that
Had brought you to me
And from that day on
We had felt in love
It is beautiful to see
Two people falling in love
Our father is watching us
Falling in love
And he is also blessing
Us

Dear friend
Always remember
That you are a child of God
He is the one that
Created you in his image
A long time ago
So you are beautiful
In God’s eyes
And if you don’t agree
It is ok because God
Has his own opinion
Yes you can change
The color of you hair
You can’t change the color
Of you skin
God have made white and black
People also
And the black and white
People are his children
It doesn’t make any difference
To God if you are black or white
Also friend I hope you are
Proud to be you  God’s Children
You God wants you to pray
For him every single night
And you can ask in you prayer
For God to give you health and peace
Also God wants you to live you
Life to the fullest every single day
Please don’t waste you life away
By sleeping in during the day
Because if you sleep during the day
You won’t sleep at night
Also remember that was God that made
The seasons we live in
The winter is the worst one
Because you have to dress warm
When you are going out
Also you don’t want to get
Frostbite in you feet
Please wear a Winter boots
On you feet
Also today we are  
Having  a blizzard
Also the schools
Ha been closed
Due To the weather
And he school bus was
Cancel
Also there  flights
Was cancel due to blizzard
Many years ago
You had been a ******
Until you both parents
Made the choice to have
A baby
Now you were  brave
Because you became a parent
Of a beautiful baby
And you partner left you
So you had to raise you
Beautiful baby  on your own
It is very hard to be a single mother
But I give you all the credit
Also you should be proud of yourself
That you have a son
Also I think you did a fine job
Raising him

Sometimes it is hard
To swear that I am on the right track
When I am living my life
Because only
My father
Knows that
I am not in charge of my life
It is my father that is
Also my father owns my life
And I don't own my life
Also I don't know nothing about my
Future only my father knows

God in my world you live
God I am so happy that you live in my world
If I didn't had you in my life
My life would be lonely
Yes God I lived a lonely life before I found you
And to be honest with you I was very isolated before
But now I have you in my life
God I never gambled with my life
God I never smoked street drugs
God I never drunked in my life alcohol
God I been sober for the rest of my life
God I never tried to harm myself
God I live with that mental illness
I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God I was born with mental illness
God I have some limitations also
God I know what is right and wrong
God I am responsible for my behavior
God I changed my behaviors so many times

I remember all my life
That was my father
That had created me
58  years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth to live
In my prayers i had
Said thanks
For giving me
A beautiful life
Here on earth
And I will also live my life
To the fullest every single day
Because I won’t live forever
And I  know that I will die one day
When my father sends his angel
To pick me up
The day I will be dead
That day I will be ready to go
To heaven
And there I will live
Forever
Also I will be re united
Again with my loved ones
That I was missing it
For a long time

Escravo do dinheiro
I became
After I am working every single
Day 19 hours
I am no longer happy
Having to look at a huge
Amount of dinheiro
I hate being
The escravo do dinheiro
Every single day
Yes father
That dinheiro is giving me
Lots of headeaches
The small amount of
The money I use daily
The large amount of dinheiro
I keep it in the bank
So it grows with the interest
Every month
Yes father I know that dinheiro
Doesn’t grow on tree
And also dinheiro only brings
Comfort and nothing else
I can’t buy friends with money
Because that is not how we make friends
Also we can’t buy love with dinheiro
Because love is not for sale also
Love is a feeling that comes out of our
Hearts to give to those you love
Father I don’t like the rich people
I love the poor people
That lives in Canada
They are what I call my friends
Forever
Also I know that I can trust
My poor friends
They also don’t have much dinheiro
To live like me
Sometimes we have to stretch the dinheiro
When we are shopping for clothes
We can’t buy new clothes because they are
Very expensive so we need to buy
Used clothes from the second hand store
Also we need to wash the clothes before we wear it
To get rid of the bed bugs

Some times
I don't know if I am coming
Or going
Also I am feeling overwhelmed
With work
I need a little break
I will go for walk
Around the block
For a few moment
Then I will return back
Home
And I am going to continue
The work That I am doing for
My God
I write lots of poems for
My God
I used my feelings
That is coming out of my heart
I been God's poet for 59 years now
I must tell you God
That I love to write poems for you
Yes God you are the one
Who inspire me to write
Poem
All my dark poems
are also depressing
My God doesn't mind that
Now the grandfather clock
Had chimed 12:00 am
It is very late now
Now it is time for me to
Turn of my computer
And go to sleep
Tomorrow will be a new day
And I will be up early
I will go to my living room
I will turn my computer on
And I will start to write
New poems for God
Also It is God that keeps me
Alive every single day
I don't have time for anything else
I work very hard for God
Writing my poems
Also I always forget which day it is
During the week

It is loving that hurts
Me a lot
My father
Because people gave me
Love many years ago
And they also
Had broken my heart
In so many pieces
To tell you
The truth father
I didn’t think the people
Understand that they are
Giving me love that is hurting me
And I also feel the pain
I had taken some pain killers
To get rid of the pain
But the pain killer
Didn’t work at all
God can you please
Repair my heart tonight
I know God that it is not an
Easy task for you to do

Father, please
Watch over me
When I sleep
At night
Because I have
A hard time falling
Asleep
Every single night
I used to go to bed
Late every night
Also, I wasn't getting enough
Sleep, my father
Also, I was waking up tired
Every single morning
I also felt like going back
To bed and sleeping in
During the morning
But father I never did that
Because I would not sleep
During the night
So I stay up during the day
Yawning also non stop
That was awful
That was happening to me
I must tell you, father
That I was also having a hard time
Staying awake during the day
I must change my bed scheduled
And go to sleep earlier every
Single night
So I can get a proper night's sleep
Every single night
I believe that will work well
For me my father
Also, I am not lying to you
My father
I am telling you also the truth
Father tomorrow will be anotherday
The day that I will welcome
Into my life
Also, I will wake up early
So that I can start my day early

Duvidas
I have it about my
Friends father
Because I don’t know
If they are honest
When they talk with me
Because I don’t know
If they will tell me the truth
Or they will make it up
There history
I think  they will be
Fabricating lies
When they will
Talk with me
Duvidas
I have about my friends
If they will have faith
For you my father
Duvidas
I have about my friends
If they will be
Hurting my father
By promising my father
Things that they  can’t keep
That will only make my father
Upset
And my father
Will punish then
Also I know that
My friends had sin
To my father
And that is the first time
That they done it
And my friends have
The right to cry

Our love will change the world
So we just need to spread
Our love in to the world
And who wants love
Can come and get some love
Because that love is free
And it was God
That made this love
That taste sweeter than wine
We can’t sell love
Because love is not for sale
So please remember that

Each night he is forgiven
By his father
Because he comes home
Late from work
And he is already tired
So he goes straight to bed
And he doesn’t have no time
For his father
Yes he lives a busy life
Also he is extremely rich
And he has some friends
That are rich also
He has the money to
Purchase some designer clothes
And he hates also the second hand
Clothes
Also he is a slave of his money
He is always puting some money
Away for his retirement
And he won’t take  early retired
Because he will get less money
If he retires early
So he will retire at 67  
And there he will receive
His full retirement

My girls world
Was my father
That had made
For the girls only
No men is allowed
Into the girls world
So my father
Had made many years
Ago the girls
To belong in the
Girls world
And the world
Was made for
The girls
Also the girls
In the girls world
Are lesbians
And they are marrying
Each other
Every year
My father doesn’t see
A problem with it
Also the girls
Will have daughters
That will also be lesbians

Go ahead stranger
And call me Paky
Because I don't care at all
And you don't even know where I came from
But I might look like a Paky to you
And that is ok
Because I am not offended by that

Beloved God
Don't you know that we love you?
And we accept you for who you are
God we know that you are our father
And love us unconditionally,
Also we know that you died in the cross for our sins,
And rose again from the death,
God you create us,
You gave the woman ******* so when they have their babies they would be able to feed them,
You gave the men their hairy chests,
The women gave birth to babies,
The men made then pregnant and they carried their babies for 9 months,
After 9 months the women went into labour,
And their babies were born,
Some women had boys other had girls,
God gave their babies some clothes,
And the woman began to breastfeed their babies as soon as they were born

A friend for life
You had been for a
Long time
I am so happy to have
Known you for a lifetime
Also we both have
Some respect for each other
Also thanks god we are
Born Christians
And the day we die I hope
We will die as Christians
Yes we are fanatic religious people
And I don’t care about what the rest of
The world thinks about us
We don’t see nothing wrong
About being religious fanatics
We never miss a day praying for
Our father and we let him know
That we love our father
It was our father that made us
Many years ago
With his holy hands
And placed us here on earth to live
And we just love to live on earth my
Father
Father we take chances making
Friends
We don’t care which country
From
We welcome any one in our lives
And we hope we have good luck
Making friends
We want the white people to
Be our friends
We don’t want nothing to do
With black people
Because we can’t trust them
Yes people it took a long time
For us to get used to live on
Earth
Yes friends the earth is our home
Until the day we die
Also father
We don’t want to die young
We are very worried about that
Father
Please let us live for a long time
Here on earth
Yes father we are happy with our lives
That you gave to us
We have everything we need
In our lives
We are healthy thanks god
We don’t do street drugs because
That will fry our brains
Also we been sober for a life time
Father

God you say
That I never lied to you
I am always telling you
The truth
And you are always
Hearing the truth from me
And you are always
Hearing the truth from me
And you like that I am
A honest person
Also you never needed to
Punished me
And I am happy
That I am you son
God you had created me
Many years ago
And when I was a baby
You had baptized me
With the holy water
Then you welcome me
Into you family
And I became a part
Of you family
God you gave me clothes
To wear
And i wore my baby
Clothes every single day
Also God you made the four seasons
For as to live
Right now we are living in the summer
And I am going every single day
To enjoy the sunny day
During the summer
I am happy that I have  finally said  
Good bye to winter
That is over finally
I must tell you God
That I just hate so much the winter
During the winter
I don't leave home
I sleep in until 3 pm
Because I am trying to ketch up
With my sleep
I just don't get enough sleep in the summer
Yes God I also wake up
Feeling very tired

Oliver you are a beautiful baby
That God had create you in his image
And also you are one of God's Children
Also God love you without limits
When you are hungry your mother will breastfeed you
Don't you worry Oliver because you mother won't let you starve
Also you will have lots of naps in the Afternoon
Oliver you are a chubby baby
But I am sure it will end one day
You mother sings a lullaby to put you to sleep
And that helps to put you to sleep
I believe that you love music Oliver

Until the end of time song
Until the next day will arrive
Until the moon will shine at night together with the stars
Until the next night will be warm
Until the day I see you again happy
Until the day you treat me with respect
Until the day you tell me that I am your friend
Because for now I am waiting quietly
And that's all

Father hurry up and bring us some love
Because we need love
From you
And we know that
We are you children
And we are also very proud
Of our father
And our father is also very
Proud of his children
Also father had made
Then in his image
Also father had thought
Us to pray
Many years ago
When we had been
Teenagers
Also when we were
A teenager
We had our first communion
And we had cried out of joy
Now in our adult life
We had our comfirmation
We also had cried out of joy
Now we had  to go for
Communion
At our father’s service
Yes children the table
Belongs to our father
And not us
He always invite us to his
Table
During the service
And we share a meal
With ourfather
We eat the host
And drink the wine
Then when the service is over
We go straight to bed
Because now the night had
Arrived
And our father had made for us
A sleeping schedule
We must follow it
At 9 all the children must
Go to sleep
And also they sleep liike
A log

See you you tomorrow
My father
Also father
I want you to make
A miracle in my life
Because I been
Living with depression
My whole life
And father I must tell you
That it is not easy for me
To live with my depression
In the Summer time
My depression is fine
Because you give me
Plenty of sun
That gives me the vitamin d
That I just need it in my life
Also In my life I have more
Energy during the Summer
And during the Summer
I spend my days
At the park
Having a walk
And at the same time
The birds sings there
Tune for me

Outra vez
I am happy that
My  father
Gave me a beautiful day
For me to enjoy today
With lots of sun
I must tell you father
That I am very happy
That you gave me the sun
That is vitamin d for me
Outra vez
Father my depression is better
In the Summer
And in the Summer father
You give me all the energy I need

You have been the
One for us father
Also father
You keep us  alive
Every single day
Here on earth
Also father
You have made us
With your holy hands
A long time ago
And you also father
Had placed us on
Earth to live
Father we love
To live on earth
Also, we have
Lots of friends
That you also made
With your holy hands
A long time ago
And also they are
Living here on earth
And I also must
Tell you that
They are very happy
To be living on earth
Father, I must tell you
That I pray also
Every single night for you
Before I go to bed

I am in heaven
The men who made
Me many years ago
Sended the angel
To carry me in his
Wings
To heaven
Please don’t worry
About me anymore
Because everything
Is ok with me
My life on earth ended
Very fast
But now I live
In heaven a new life
Please I want all  of you to
Be Brave
I am not suffering
I am resting in heaven
Looking down from heaven
At you all
I can see you all
But the problem is
That heaven
Is too far from the earth
And I understand
That you can’t see me anymore
If i scream
You won’t be able to hear anymore
If I cry
You want be able to see me
Crying
I know that here in heaven
There is a place for all of you
Friends and family
Friends and family
The day you die
We will be re united in heaven
For now I will be leaving my life
In heaven each day
Yes I will miss seeing you all
Friends and family that are left
Behind
Because you still have a life
Ahead of you to live
Each day on earth
Please don’t go searching for me
On earth because I am no longer
On earth
If you wonder how happy
I am in heaven
I will tell you that
I am happy leaving my new
Life
Yes friends and family
My angels that are here
On heaven are singing for me
There hymns
To put me to sleep
And here in heaven
I sleep in my brass bad
Don’t forget that I am
Waiting for you to die some die
And you will be reunited with
Me in heaven
Please don’t spend all you
Money buying flowers for me
Because I will not be able to see it
Now is the time for you to grieve
I can’t tell you how long you
Must grieve
Everybody grieves different
From each other

You should go down on your knees
And thank you father
For have made you
In his image
59 years ago
Also you should be glad
That you are one of God's
Youngest child
Don't forget to go down on your
Knees and thank God
For your beautiful life

Fantasy Island
Is now a part
Of our dreams
Because we all
Had dreams
About
Fantasy Island
Last night

You are always on my mind
You always fabricated white lies to me
You could not love me
Quite as good
As I wished
So I gave you another chance
For you to try to love again
Because I just need
Some love from
And if you give me love again
You will keep me satisfied
Before my life
Ends here any day
That I will die
Yes I already lived
All my life that I shall
Live here on earth
Come and stand here
Next to me
On my dead bed
Hold my hand
Tell me that is ok
To let go
I am finally taking
My last breath
I shut my eyes now
And I drifted away
Then I stop breathing
And finally I was dead
You had cried a lot
Soon I will have
My funeral
And I hope
My friends will pay
There last respect for me
Yes it will be a sad day
For my friends
They will no longer
See me anymore
Yes they will miss me
In their lives

Lovers never die
Because my father
Keeps then alive
Every single day
Here on earth
And lovers
Never say goodbye
To my father
Because they hate
To say goodbye
Also they know
That would be the saddest
Moments in there lives
And my father say goodbye
To lovers
And also my lovers cry
Non stop

April
Arrived today
And also my father
Give as the first day
Of Spring
And spring was finally
Here and the birds
Had returned home
And we had all been
Happy  to see the
Birds back here at hone
And Winter end up
Until next year
We will not see it
Also today we finally
Had some sun
And the snow
That was left
It was melting now
And we didn’t
Think anymore about winter
We tried to go out
Every single day to enjoy
The sun
And also hear the birds
When we went for walk
At the
Taylor Creeck park
The songs of the birds
Is always living as
Speechless
Also it was time for us
To put our winter closed away
And start again to wear our
Summer clothes again
In the Summer we all had
Worn  shorts and a t-shirt
And we also wore our
Running Shoes
And also the days were longer
And it also got darker at 9:00 pm
Every single night
Every day at the end of the
We saw  the beautiful sunset
And the sun went fast down
Also the night arrived fast
I return home from the park
And I went straight to bed
Because I was tired

And that God is for us
He died on the cross
For our sins
Also our God is the
Ruler of the world
Also he created
All the human beings
With his holy hands
And placed us
Here on earth
To live every single day
And we should be
Grateful that we
Live on earth

Eu tenho duvidas
If tomorrow
The Winter
Finally end
Because we all ready
Had a long Winter
Eu tenho duvidas
If today our father is
Bringing for us the
First day of  Spring
Spring is very beautiful
Now the trees are blooming
In people's garden
And they have the flowers
On  the  branch
Yes the birds arrived
Back today
And they will sing us
A song
We don't want
Any rain tomorrow
Please bring the sun

God keep me alive everyday
God heal me because I want to be healed
God I need some energy please give me it
God please take my morning blues away
God I will never stop loving you
God I know that I will never starve
God give me a good night sleep
God I hope that you will heal me
God I am young at heart only
But in real life I am old
God I trust you
God I am the men that you have created with your holy hands
God I use the gifts that you gave me
God I also have some limitations
And I can only do so much
God I know my weakness and strength
God time will heal my broken heart
God I am so happy that you finally brought the spring

Only you made
My heaven and hell
Heaven is for the good people
Like me that never killed any one
I never thought of killing someone
Because I would loose my freedom
And I also would be locked away
In jail rooting away
That would be the worst life I could have
And I believe that I would loose my mind
In jail
I also don’t like the coops at all
They are very mean
I must say
All the criminals when they die
They will go to hell
Because they belong in hell
It was God that made all the
Human beings that are living
Here on earth
Some human beings
Are disabled
Other human beings are rich
With a lot of money on there hand
Some human beings are poor
Please don’t forget people that
Life doesn’t wait for you
You have to get out the most of life
Before you die
Also you will only live one life
And you will age gracefully every year
Also you can’t stop getting old
Because God made life that way

Paz
Father give me a paz
While I sleep in my bed at night
Father how would you know
That I am having my sleepless
Night again ?
Because that is something
That drives me crazy
When it happens to me
Paz I need when
I am working in my garden
Removing the weeds from my Garden
That lives me very tired
Because it takes a good 4 hours to
Clean the garden
And when I finished removing
All the weeds from the garden
Then i plant some more plants
That are peranial
And I Know that I have a green
Thumb
Because the plants I planted
Starts to grow fast
And I find that amazing my Father
Now my garden is a show of colors
I also get to enjoy my garden
After I water my garden with the
Garden hose
I also take some stunning
Photos of my garden

We built this place called La Capella
So people could come and worship the Lord
We built it with our own bare hands
In the altar of the La Capella has stained glass windows
And when the sunshine through it
It is like paintings on the wall
La capella was our dream
We dream about it for a long time
Now we finally have a place to worship the Lord
And now La Capella is the Lord’s home
We are so proud of what we achieved
Our dream finally came true
La Capella

Promesas
Every day
I am making
Some promesas
For my father
And I am always
Keeping my promesas
For my father
I never broke any
Promesas to my father yet
I think if I had
Broken promesas
To my father
I would be breaking
His heart
And also my father
Would be
Punishing me for that
I also hate to be punished
By my father
So I keep my
Promesas to my father
Today I made alrerady
A few promesas to my father
I am going today to wash
My father people’s feet
Then when I finished
Wahing my father’s people’s feet
I had preached the bible to
Father’s people
And they were hungry for
My father’s word
And also today it was
A beautiful Summer day
Without any rain
Now my father sad
Good bye to his people
We left the beach
And we all went back
Home
I went straight to bed
And I had a good night sleep
For ounce in my life

God, I gave you all my love to you
Back
Because you have given me love before
And I knew that you were waiting for me to give all my love to you
God my love is my gift to you
It comes straight out of my heart
God my love is 100% pure
God, I will always love you forever
Until the day I die
God, I am not lying
I am telling you the truth

Let me dream with God
Let me dream with you my friend
Let me sleep in during the day
Let me sing you a new song
Let me comment on your new dress
Let me go for a walk in the park
Because this will give me some time on my own

Money money song
Is going to get me a girl
Money money song
I am going to use it to buy me a cup of coffee
Money money song
Is going to take me to Paris
Money money song
Is going to buy me some new clothes
Money money song
I am going to use it to do my laundry
Money money song
Is going to buy me some groceries
Money money song
Is going to pay to fix my house
Money money song
Is going to send me to the rich men's world
Money money  song
Is going to buy me a cellular phone

Perdoa me meu pai
I can’t be a perfect
Human being
Like people
Expect me to be
Because I just
Can’t be perfect
Because I am a
Human being that
Makes lots of
Mistake in life
That I have regretted
In my past life
And my past life is over
And I never want to
See it again
So meu pai
Bring me the
Future that
I want to see
Can you show me my future
I hope that I am not going
To be so stupid by making
All the mistakes
That I done in the past
Because I had suffered a lot
Also I had walked alone
The road to hell
But also I was force
To change myself
Because I was a bad
Human
Today I am the better human
Being
And you haven’t seen
Nothing yet

Always
Dreaming with you
When I sleep at night
In my warm and cozy
Bed
Always
Gonna be you friend
So don’t worry about that
Always
Going to support you
In you life
I am not lying
To you friend
I am telling the truth
And also friend you
Can also trust me

Broken hearts
Father, please come back
And fix the people’s
Broken hearts
Because they’re so-called
Friends had broken
Their hearts once again
Also, they hate to have
Broken hearts
Also, they are feeling hurt
Father
Their so-called friends
Have no respect for them
And they are also mistreating
Them
That is what they want
You to know father
They are not happy
With their so-called friends
Also, their friends have no
Respect for them
That is very sad
Because father they
Are having some
Respect for their friends
They respect their race
And religion
Their friends are not a Christian
And they tell their friends
That they are a religious fanatic
That is not the true father
Because we are not a Religious
Fanatic
Yes father we must also pray
For you every night
Before we go to bed
Yes father it only takes
A few minutes to do it
Then we go to bed
And we sleep all through the night
Without waking up in the middle
Of the night
Yes father you
Don’t need
To worry anymore
About as
Because we have no
Sleep problems

Our love will change the world
So we just need to spread
Our love in to the world
And who wants love
Can come and get some love
Because that love is free
And it was God
That made this love
That taste sweeter than wine
We can’t sell love
Because love is not for sale
So please remember that

I tell myself
I need to get more sleep
So I must go to bed
Early every single night
I tell myself
Not to stay up all night
Working for you father
All night father
I don't do that
My father
I tell myself
That I need to keep the
Good friends
I have
I tell myself
Now the morning is here
And the sun is shining
Inside my bedroom
I tell myself
Thanks Good
For giving me the sun
That is already shinning
Very bright
And I am wearing my
Sunglasses
I tell myself
Now is time for me
To do some work
For God
I have turned my
Computer on
And I started to write poems
For my God
All my poems are different
They have different feelings
That comes from my heart
I tell myself
That I will always be
My father's poet
Until the day I die
I tell myself
The grandfather's clock in
The living room
Had chimed
11:30
I was finally getting tired
And also I was falling asleep
In front the computer
Now I finally turned
The computer off
And went to bed
I also had prayed
To my God
Then I  shut my mind off
Now I am closing my eyes
And I had also drifted
Into sleep
I tell myself
It is good that I am dreaming
Beautiful dreams
When I am sleeping

You will see
That I am loving and caring
Once you meat me
Also I am a very religious person
I have lots of God friends
And they also supports me
In my daily living
I feel also very blessed
To have the friends I have
They accept me the way I am
They tell me that
There is nothing wrong with me
And I agree with them
I am also happy that my friends
Are praying for me every night
And I also pray for my friends
I have known my friends for
A lifetime
Also friends I don’t gamble with
My life

Anything in life can be a prison
And we can be enslaved by anything
If it is time for a change
Start by changing the way you think
I hope you think about not to put people down
Because people hates to be put down
Also people needs to be respect by me
I want to continue to be friends with the people
I know
I will not end my friendship with the people
I have known for a long time

Do I know
Where I am going
To be in my future?
Because I am dying
To know about
My future life
Because I want to be
Living in peace
All my life
I never had found
Peace
I had seek for peace
Everywhere I walked
Here on earth
Do I know
Where I am going through
Because all the doors
I found it was closed
For me
I am having bad luck
Father
Father I need a place
To live during the Winter
Also father
I don't have a home
Anymore
I have lost it
When I became
An alcoholic
I also had no choice
But being a homeless
I drink alcohol
Like a fish
And I am not
Proud of myself
Yes I am slowly
Damaging my liver
Also during the day
I beg for money
I never get anymore
Then $ 20.00
I buy myself some doughnuts
From Tim Horton's
And some cups of coffees
There outside still good
People around
That will give money
To me
Today there was
Somebody from all walks
Of life
And he was very nice
To me
He pulled out from his
Wallet a $ 50.00 bill
To give to me
I told him thanks
Yesterday at Tim Horton's
I spend some $ 15.00 dollars
On doughnuts and coffee
I still have from yesterday
$ 5.OO dollars
Today I finally have
$55.00 dollars
I went to the LCBO
And bought me
A bottle of wine
My favorite Canadian wine
It cost me only $ 20.00 dollars
I had left only $ 30.00 dollars
Now the Summer was ending
And I was feeling the cold
That was killing me softly
I was feeling
All the cold
Through my body
Finally a good citizen
Of America took
Me to a man's shelter
There in the shelter
They had feed me
Every day tree meals
I also had drunk my wine
With my meal
Now I am drunk
Somebody told me
It is sad to see you killing
Yourself slowly every single day
After 3 years I decided to quit
Drinking own my own
I had gone to the
Meetings at
Alcoholic anonymous
And I had a sponsor
Yes it was very hard for me
To avoid drinking
After 6 years
I Became sober
And I never drunk again
I was happy that I finally
Made trough the program
That helped me quit drinking
Today I am also proud
That I don't drink anymore
For 16 years now
And I just don't miss drinking

When I believe in my father
I know that he will give me
Some love without me
Asking for it
When I believe
In my father
I know that I can always trust him
Because every day my father
Is looking after me
Also every day my father
Feed me so I want starve
Because I know that
It is the wrong thing for my father
To live me starving
When I believe in my father
My father tack me in bed every night
So We don’t mess up my sleeping
Scheduled
My father never let me stay up
Every night
And when I sleep I never get up
In the middle of the night
I sleep all through the night
And when I am sleeping in my
Warm and cozy
Bed that I love so much
Also the only thing I hear
Is the sound of me breathing
During my sleep