People need
People need to grow up
People need to start living
People need to learn not
To be so negative
People need to learn
To smile
People need to learn not
To be so selfish
People need to  make friends
People should not be stingy
People should live their lives
People should go to bed
Early every night
People need to pray to God
People need to take care of their
Health
People need to put
Their best foot forward
People need to feel
Grateful for the things they have
People should not take
Peace for granted
People need to built trust
In their friends
People should not
Live in isolation
People should not live
Without friends
People should not built
Grudges against people

Dream a little dream of  God

Every night when I sleep in

My cozy bed

First I shut my mind

Then I closed my eyes

And I drift away into a sleep

Also I start to

Dream a little dream of my God

I must say that I had enjoyed

Dreaming with my God

All the dreams that I have

With God are all different

And also very vivid

Too good at goodbyes
My friends
Are too good at goodbyes
And they say
Good bye to me every time
We spend the evening together
And then late in the evening
It got late
And we all had to return
To our homes
And go to sleep right away
Because we had a long night
I am not good at saying goodbye
I just hate to say goodbye
Because it makes me sad

So far away
I am thinking
About how to cope with
My anger that grows like
Cancer inside of me
I know that I need help
Badly to learn to control
My anger
Because I am losing my friends
One after the other
And I am feeling very bad
About that
I want people to learn to
Forgive me
About my anger
But I don’t think that will ever
Be possible
And people can’t change me
I have to want to change me
To a better person
I think that I have no choice in that
But just do it any way
Because I will feel better after words

That is a good thing that
Autumn is full of relief
From the heat
And also the autumn
Give us every single day
The cold weather
That I hate so much
Yes Summer ended
A long time ago
And the hot weather is over
Also I put my running shoes away
And I started to wear my winter boots
Every single day
I had finally put my Summer clothes away
And I started to wear my winter clothes
Every single day

Love is sweet as honey
I will gamble everything for love
Because love is all I need
I am willing to make a change in my life
Now that I've seen what jail is like
I didn't like it at all
The drive in the back of the police car was bad
And being handcuffed was even worst
This was my worst nightmare
Sleeping inside a jail cell with the light on and being frozen
There was no comfort at all
I didn't get any love or sympathy for what I did
I know I broke the law
And now I have to pay for it
I have no reason to lie
Because love will be all I need
I have to break free
I have to run
There is not much freedom for me
God I need you back
God take me back
I need you back God
To take all my fears away
I have lips of an angel
The time you think of me God
I will need an answer
Beautiful lights
Are shining
And you God are on my mind

My father my hope is
That you give me
Some health
Back
Because I want to be healthy
Again
Also father I am a little older
Now
I also have no good
Health anymore
My father
Yes father I am no longer
Bothering  with my
Health
Yes father because
I feel that I should not
Be to concern
About my life
But all I want is life
So give me some life
My father
Also, father my hope
Is that, my friends
Will continue to be
My friends
And they will not
Hurt my feelings
Also, I hope that my friends
Have some respect for me
Because I feel that
I need to be respected by
Friends
Yes father also I have
A small number of friends
In my life
Also, my friends are
Supporting me in my
Daily life
And I feel so blessed
To have friends that
I have in my life

You envy me
I know you do
You will never going to admit it
Or say it to my face
But I am not stupid
Like you think I am
I can read you like a book
And that is the message I got
I feel it is very insulting
To me
And you want also
To have the things I have
I know that you are not happy
With the things you have
And I know that you want more
Than what you can have
Yes I also know that you are very
Selfish
And you don't seem to have
Any more friends
They also had ended the  friendship with
You I don't blame them
I know that they had enough of you
Because you only think about you
Self and no body else

Dream a little dream of  God
Every night when I sleep in
My cozy bed
First I shut my mind
Then I closed my eyes
And I drift away into a sleep
Also I start to
Dream a little dream of my God
I must say that I had enjoyed
Dreaming with my God
All the dreams that I have
With God are all different
And also very vivid

I am a slave
To depression
Because I have to live with it
And that is a hard thing to do
Also that is a hard thing to keep under control
For me
I am ok in the Summer with my depression
Because I have more energy to do things
And also I get lots of sun
Every day during the Summer
And in the Summer I get lots of vitamin d
From the sun
And I must tell you father
That I love Summer very much
Father it is the Fall that
I just hate
Because you ended the hot days
Of Summer
And I already sad goodbye to Summer
Also all the birds have migrate south
For the Fall
Now every day you bring the cold weather
That I just hate so much

Caro
I hope we make through this night
Caro
If you are in need of warm hugs
I can give you some
Because there is no problem for me
Caro
We need to follow our sleep schedule
Every single day
And go to sleep early every single night
Caro
Please pray to you father every night
Before you go to sleep
Caro
It only takes 20 minutes  to pray
For you father
Caro
Don't worry about you father answering
You prayer
Because you father won't forget to
Answer you prayer
Caro
It is you father that
Owns you life
Caro
It is you Father that created
You  in his image

I see the boys of spring
Riding their bikes
Again
Because spring is in the air
And the boy's of Spring
Just love the Spring

You need
To
Believe again
That God will
Heal you
When he comes
Back to earth
You need
To
Believe in people again
And trust them also

Surprise surprise surprise
I am one of my father’s children
I am not the youngest one
I am my father’s oldest child
Aldo my father’s  young children
Are  also my brothers
And today they are teenagers
Yes how fast they are growing
I still can’t believe that
Yes one day they will be no longer
Teenagers they will be all adults
Like me
Yes my father made us many years ago
With his holy hands
And we were just babies many years ago
We also know that we are loved by our father
And we also love our father
Many years ago when we were babies
Our father had been very busy looking
After us all day and night
He feed us baby food that was home made
Buy him
Also he had to change our diapers all the time
And that was a horrible work that our father
Had to do
Also our father had to give us all babies
A bath in the bath tub
Then in the afternoon our father had
Put us in our cribs so that we all could
Have our naps
Because babies needs lots of sleep
And at 6 pm all the babies wake up
And get feed again because that is a
Time that they get hungry
And they need to have there dinner
And is our father that feed us
Some baby food that is home made
By our father
And to drink they get some fresh milk
Also my father put as at 8  pm in our
Cribs to sleep for the night
3 months later we had been baptized
By our father
With the holy water
And we never had cried once

We can’t see it yet
When my father
Will end this
Long winter
That we just hate
We are not used to
This kind of weather
Some people go out
During the Winter
But when they go out
They get dressed warm
So they don’t catch a flu
Yes people the temperature
Keeps changing
Every single day
Also during the Winter
The days are shorter

All the lost soul
That was mine
Is dead and living in heaven
I am happy that they
Are no longer in pain
I am so happy to know that they are
Resting in peace
Sleeping in there brass bed
In there room in heaven
Yes today I am a matured adult
And living my life to the fullest
Also I am getting older every year
I just can't stop that
Because it was my father that
Create life
With his holy hands
And life is very precious
Also father I don't want to die young
I hope to live until I am 80 years old
And the day I die
I will see my loved ones in heaven
Again
Father I am not in a hurry to die

Shirley
You are like
A sister to me
I am your voice
Because I want to speak
For you
So let me be your voice
Also I hope no body
Will mistreat you
Because you deserve to be
Treated with respect
Shirley
I am you eyes when you
Can’t see
When I will see you
Every morning
I want you to smile
For me because
I know that you have
A beautiful smile
And smile is the best
Medicine there is
Shirley
I feel that you have
Been blessed by your God
That had made you with his holy
Hands
We also know that God gave you some
Feelings
Also Shirley
When you sleep at night
In you cozy warm bed
I hope you have
Some dreams
About the people that
Are in you life
Also you are not alone
Shirley
Because you have in you
Life people that loves you
Please remember that always
Shirley
You will never starve
Because you sister
Will be feeding you
Every single day
Shirley
You are  loved
By you sister
Shirley
Live you life to the fullest
And please don’t waste you live away
By sleeping in during the mornings
Because if you sleep in during the days
You won’t sleep at night
Also Shirley
Every year you will get older
We can’t stop that
Because God made you life
That way
Shirley you will age gracefully
Every year
Shirley
You won’t live forever
You will die some day
And we hope that you
Will be ready
When God comes to take you
To heaven

Je me souviens
That my friends had supported
Me for many years in my life
Je me souviens
That I never had insulted my friends
Because that would hurt my friends
And I don't mean to hurt my friends
I just can't forget you
My friends
Je me souviens
You all had been my friends for
36 years
Je me souviens
That you were always there
When I was sick
In crisis
Also I was never left alone
Or in isolation
To tell you the truth
I hate to be left alone
Or in isolation
I feel that I don't deserve to be
Left alone or in isolation
Also I must say thanks to
My friends for being there
When I was sick
My friends had spent
All day with me
During the summer night
I had sat on the chair
On my balcony
And I had glazed in the sky
The stars and the moon
At 9 pm I took my medications
That I hate to take
But I need to take my medications
So my depression stay leveled
Then I went into my bedroom
I had changed into my pajama
Then I went straight to bed
Now I had finally lay  in my bed
I had shut my mind of
Then I had shut my eyes
And then I drifted away
The only thing I heard is me snoring
Because I have sleep apnea
I never woke up in the middle of the night
I had my 8 hours of sleep
The next day I got up at 7 pm
I was getting ready to start the day
First I shaved myself the old fashion away
Then I removed my pajama from my body
Then I went in the shower
When the shower was over
I got out of the shower then
I had dried myself with a towel
And now I will get dressed into
My casual clothes
Now I am having a quick breakfast
By 8 am my friend had arrived to see me
My friend took me for a walk into
The park
There we heard the birds singing there symphony
We were getting some fresh air
That we needed badly
At 2 pm we left the park
And went home
We had washed the breakfast dishes quickly
Then we prepared a quick lunch
And when the lunch was over
We again had washed the dishes
And dried them
And put it away
We had sit in the balcony
And we also had heard the birds singing
My friend had left at 5 pm
I had cooked my dinner
When it was over I placed it on a plate
And I started to eat my dinner
Today I had all my medication early
Because I was feeling very tired
I went right away to bed
The next day I woke up early
It was 5 am when I got up
I started to shave my face the old fashion way
Then I went in the shower
When the shower was over
I had dried my body with the towel
Now I will get dressed into my casual clothes
Then at 6 am I had eggs and bacon and toast
For breakfast
I also had two cups of coffee with my breakfast
Then I had washed my dishes
I also had dried my dishes
And put it away
My friend arrived at 7 pm
Today we finally went for a drive into the
Country
I like to have a drive into the country
We had gone to Union Ville
There they had a free jazz festival
They play all the old jazz music
That brought memories to me
The jazz festival ended at 2 pm
We had gone for lunch into a cafe
At 3 pm we left Union Ville
And we returned to Toronto
At 5 pm
I had skipped my dinner
Because I was full still from lunch
I went into my bedroom
I had changed into my pajamas
Then I lay down into my bed
I had taken my medication

Sleep tight
Young children of God
We can't believe
That the day had
Finished today fast
And also the sun
Went down very fast
Also we saw the
Beautiful sunset
It took our breath away
Yes the night also
Arrived fast
Then suddenly
We heard the thunder and
Lightning
Now it started to rain
Very hard
The rain was coming
Down
Hard from the sky
The bad thing was
We  didn't had a umbrella
And we got caught
In the rain
At 9:00 PM
We finally
Arrived at home
My father
Got the young children
Ready for bed
My Father removed the
Young children
Wet clothes from their bodies
And he dried their  bodies
With the bath towel
Then he changed
The young children
Into their pajamas
And he tack the children
In bed
Now they had
Fallen asleep fast

Give myself away
Let myself go
When I will be sleeping tonight
I will let myself go
And drift away into a sleep
Also I will shut my mind of
Because it would be wrong
To let my mind work
Also I will close my eyes
I don’t know about
Dreaming tonight
If this happens
I will be fine
Because dreaming is also
Like breathing

I promise you that I will harvest
The food that you planted each year
The food will be organic
That is the choice I made
Because it doesn’t hurt the planet earth
I promise to sell my food cheap
So others can buy it
And not wanting to see any food going to waste
I also going to have some to eat because I can’t go
Without food
I promise that I will drink more water
So I don’t get dehydrated
I promise that I will go to bed early each night
Because I need to have a good night rest
I promise you that I will be up early in the morning
Welcoming you into my world God and friends
I promise that I will not criticize anybody’s work
I promise you that my life improved since I moved to a new place
Because I got more friends

Our love was meant to be
And we sad thanks
To our father
For giving us love
Yes we needed love
Very bad from our
Father

I can't wait forever
My father
For you to make
A miracle in my life
Because I suffer from
Depression for many
Years now
It is very hard for me
To live with depression
My father
Every month I go for my
Injection for depression
Also I take too much
Many medications
For depression
Day and night
Father I was born with
Depression
Because when they delivered me
They force me out of the womb
Also the unbillical cord went
Around my neck
Also father I am a disable men
I got used to it already
You don’t have to worry about it
I am glad that you keep me
Alive every single day on earth

Eustou feliz com a minh vida
That my father gave me
So many years ago
He is the one
That made me in
His image
And he tells me
That I am a handsome young man
But I tell him that
He is untitled to his opinion
But I don’t agree from my father
And also I am entitled to my opinion
And I never discuss my opinion
With my father
Also my father is very proud
Of his young man
I am already used
To live on earth
And I think
That my father made
A beautiful earth
With so many
Evergreen and weeping willow
They are my favorite trees
And also I love the beautiful
Flowers he put here on earth
After he made the earth
And feel that
The earth is my home
Till the day I become an
Old men
And I will no longer
Be able to talk because
I had a stroke
That will be a bad thing
For me
Also every year
I am getting old
That is the way my father
Made life
And I know that there are
Certain things in my life
That I don’t like
Also I am not a perfect human being
Because I make mistakes in my
Life all the time
And I don’t bother to correct them
Because that would make me
Frustrated

I will be right here waiting for God
To make a miracle in my life
Because I suffer from depression
And God it is very hard for me
To cope with my depression
Also it is hard for me to live with depression
God I must tell you that my depression gets worst
During the Winter because there are no sunshine
In the sky
Only gray sky you give to me God
Also I find the gray sky very depressing
And it also puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Because I won’t sleep at night
Also I am yawning non stop
That is driving me crazy God
I am telling you the truth

Don't change anything about yourself
Because you are fine
The way you are
You should love yourself
Before loving others
Also remember
That it was you father that made you
Into his image
With his holy hands
I hope you feel
Blessed by being
Being the person you are
Also I hope
That you are grateful for
All the things that you father
Have given you
You father had given you
The gift of health
So please don't destroy you health
By smoking street drugs
Because that is going to harm you
Also don't drink any alcohol
Because that is going to destroy you liver
So please stay sober
Also I  hope that you are not going to
Harm yourself
By cutting you self
Because that would be the worst thing
That you could do

There is a redeemer
That we pray
Every night
For him
Before we go to bed
Also we ask in our
Prayer for the redeemer
To give us peace and health
Because we just don't have
Any good health anymore
We suffered with our
Depression in our lives
Also we don't have any
Peace in our lives
Because our lives
Had been shuttered
In pieces
Now we are
Waiting for our father
To come and put
Our heart back into
Pieces
We know that won't be
An easy task for our father
To put together

Father I praise you holy name
You are worth to be praise
Also I hope you keep me
Alive every day
Because I hope to be alive every day
I just  want to be a part
Of you life
Every morning I wake up
With the winter blues
Can you please Father
Remove the winter blues from my life
Also father don't think I am a liar
Because that is not me Father
I hope you know me by now
I am always telling you the truth

Anjo da guarda
You woke me up today
And you whispered in my ears
I love you
And I started to cry
You anjo da guarda had wiped the tears from my eyes
With a Kleenex
Anjo da guarda
I love you also
Anjo da guarda
At night, you tack me in bed
And you watch me sleep

You missing in your life
My Father
My teenager
Also you don't want to
Have anything to do
With my Father
And also you don't
Believe in my Father
That is very sad
And also you haven't asked
To be born
But it was my Father
That made you
With his holy hands
A few years back

Father my hero
You thought me the
Hardest lesson in life
To be  a role model
For others
I know that it is the
Hardest thing to do
But we all need a
Role model
Somebody that has
A lot of patience with us
And will not neg us
To death
We need to give people
When they are good
A pat on there back
And let then know
That  they did a god job
We don't want to fight
With that person
Because that will only
Make then angry
Also you need to treat
People with respect
Please respect people race
And religion
We should not care if the person
Has a lot of money
We want a simple person
As a friend
Money only buys comfort
And nothing else
If you have lots of money
You only will become a slave to you money

Be happy God is our father
He is the one
That had made us
With his holy hands
And then he placed us
Here on earth to live
Many years ago
And today we are all
Adults
But we still the sons
Of God
Yes that time
Is over when they
Were only teenagers
We miss that time
Yes that time
Ended so fast
We can’t even believe that
We wished that
We were teenagers again
But that time is over
And now we are adults
Also we are very happy
With our adult lives
God give us lots of freedom
To live our lives
That we like very much
God doesn’t care of who will be
Our friends
We care a lot
About the people
We chose to be our friends
We want people that are
Honest and simple

Always a God to me
You can heal the sick people
That is living on earth
Since birth
And they
Are always
Praying for my God

I would love to meet that beautiful lady
Today if I could
But it is too bad
Because she is with somebody else
That she is in love with
And she will never be mine

God I just want
To be with you
Every single day
Helping you
Where you need help
The most
Yes God I have no problem
Feeding the poor
That lives in the street
It is very sad to know
That they are starving
Every single day
Because no body else
Will feed the poor
Besides us

Today
I sang out a love song to God
To show my love for him
All my emotions are running high today

Now I give back my life to God
Now I give back my heart to God
Now I give back all my love to God
Now I give back some money to God
Now I give back my dying soul to God
So that re can revive it
Now I pray to God by myself at home

And when I die
I hope that
All my friends will
Say farewell to me
Also I know
They will be grieving
There big lose
That is me
Yes they have lost
A good friend like me
I am sure it will be
A sad day for my friends
Also it is very sad to know
That the friendship ended
So fast

Ocean of the heart
Is inside of my
Stomach
And that is my father
Who placed it there
In the summer time
There are people
Swimming
In the ocean of my heart
But in the winter
My ocean of the heart
Is frozen

In the end
I know that things are going
To work out for me
Because I am always praying
Every night
And asking my father
To help me fall asleep fast
Each night
And also my father
Helps me with my mood
There are days that I feel grumpy
And other days I feel fine

I don’t want to loose you
Because you are older than me
I am also afraid to loose you
Any day now
You are living all the life that
You are going to live
Here on earth
Because you lived the fullest
Life
And you can’t wait any longer
To go to heaven now
I hope you life in heaven
Will be much happier
Than on earth
On earth you will be
Able to see again you
Loved ones
That died before you
And I wish that
You will be able
To rest in peace
At night in you
Brass bed
Also friends
That had left behind here
On earth will be praying for you
Every single night
Yes also they will be missing you

Carry on
I will carry on with my life every day
I will pray to God every day
And hope that God will answer my prayer
I will change my behaviour
I know that I am behaving badly
I know that people will not put  up with my behaviour
Some people are getting feed up with it
I understand that
Maybe I have to say sorry for behaving badly
I don't know if the people will accept it
I need to meditate every day
Because that will give me energy
That I need
People please understand that I love people
I don't hate people
People you must think that I am an evil person
I am not an evil person
I am a loving person
I just need to control my anger
I get very angry when I am upset
I must make new friends
I have good friends
The friends that I have loves me
And I love them
People I don't hate myself
I love myself

Answer me
Oh Lord
Can my life change?
Is it moving through the right direction?
Do you have worked out
The planning of my life
Tell me am I going to have a long
Life to live here on earth
Or I am going to die early
My Lord
My Lord I just don't want to think
About dying
Because I am too young to die now
Lord please can you let me live
Until I am 80 years old
Because by then I will have lived
All I want to live here on earth
Lord the only thing that is wrong with me
Is my depression
And also I am living my life with my depression
Every single day

I will slow down my thoughts
Because my thoughts are moving fast
I  don't have bad thoughts
On my mind
I  will never hurt myself or anIybody else anymore
Because I am getting tired of it
I will let people live their life
And I will live mine
People I know that you got to live your life also
People I got my own problems to solve
Not alone but with the help of my friends
People I need to think positively
People I never think negative thoughts
People I hope you understand that I am a human being like you
I can't believe it is only November
The sun was shining today
It is a perfect day to go for a walk
People I know that God will forgive me for the bad things I done
Now it is the time for you to forgive me also
God I am always forgiving myself for the bad things I do
God I have a book to write my thoughts down
And I do it every day
By filling every page of this book
God I know that actions speaks louder than words
God I know the consequences of my bad behaviour
God I have my own battles to fight
People I must fight my battles alone
I feel that I will win those battles
People when I speak to you I promise that I will tell only the truth
I will not lie to you people
People your friendship is very important to me
People I don't want to lose you
Because I would be lonely
And I don't want to be alone
People I appreciate everything you do for me
People you were there when I was sick
People I am so happy that I got your support in my life
People please don't abandoned me now
Because I need you in my life
People when you are sick also I will be there for you
People I will try to control my anger
Before it gets out of control
God deep down I am a good person
People I love for who you are
And I accept the way you are
People my depression got much better
People I don't feel depress the way I used to feel
People I am so happy to be alive every day
And it is God that keeps me alive every day
People I want to worship God every day
People I want to pray for peace now
Because we need peace now
People I don't want to live forever
Because I know that God is in charge of my life
It is God that rules my life and not me
People I am not getting any younger
I am older now
People my youth days are over
People I never drunked in my life
People I will stay sober
People my childhood days are over
And when I was young I had asthma
People I am not the one who tells one thing and do the other
People I never put things off in my life
People can you pick me up when I fall
People if you see me sad can you cheer me up
People teach me to love people
Because I need to know how to love people
People I need to take care of my health
People I can't live without health
People it is time to say good bye to you
Because I am going to bed
People all the trees are bare now for the winter
And winter is on its way
People the birds had migrated now for the winter
And it makes me so sad
Because I won't hear them singing again
People I already traveled to Europe
And I saw many beautiful places
People I live alone in a place I love
People I don't have much money to spare for the poor
Because the money I have I need for myself
To buy food and pay my rent
God I closed my eyes and I meditate every morning when I wake up
People I want to share my poetry with you all
People I don't drink coffee anymore but I drink tea
People I don't know if I will be here
People I  am already planning for tomorrow
People I already suffered so much in my life
With my depression and my diabeties
People I need to take medication for my depression or diabeties
If I want to be well
People summer is now resting
And we will see it next year again
Also the birds will return and they will sing their symphony
There will be lots of sunny days during the summer months
People I must tell you that I love when the birds sing their song
People I always show remorse when I do wrong things
People don't call me crazy because I am not
And it hurts me very much
People please pray for me
And ask God to heal me
People please understand that I don't want to die now
Because I am so young
God please guide me where I am walking
People if I die some day I hope that you all will be there
People I know that you worry a lot about me
And I worry about my life
People we  are never alone because God is always there for me
Today the sun went down already and I saw the beautiful sunset
That took my breath away
People I never accused anybody of anything
I never had called people a thief
People I want to get better each day with my health
People I take good care of my hygiene
Because I don't want to smell badly
I also wear clean clothes on my body each day
People I have my own style of clothes
You may not like my style of clothes
People I will talk slowly when I talk to you
So that you can hear what I am saying
People I want to be heard
People I already made so many sacrifices in my life
It was very hard to do
People I am now sleeping all through the night
And I don't wake up in the middle of the night
The next day when I wake up
I feel rested
People when I sleep I also snore very loud
People I will speak up for myself
Because I need to speak up
When I get angry I must tell people that I am angry
Will people understand that I am angry?
God so many people broke my heart so many times
God I want to ask you to repair my broken heart
People I have so many feelings
And I feel that I have to let my feelings out
When I speak
God I don't judge any body
So I don't want to be judge
God I am always worried about what people thinks about me
God I should stop worrying about what people think about me
God I will continue living my life the best way I can
People we need to love each other and not hate each other
People we need to have respect for each other
People sometimes it is hard to pass the time
There are days that the time past so fast when I am having fun
Friends I am missing you because I haven't  seen you for so long
God I need to be feed now because I am starving
So don't forget to feed me
God I am lost for words
Right now
God all I need is to be with you
God wash my eyes so that I can see clearly
People God will give us peace every day
God I can't get enough of your love
So please God give me more love
So that I can give to those that I love
People I know that you all love me
And I want to thank you all for loving me
God I want to climb the mountain during the winter
And I want to see the blue sky with no clouds
The evergreen are covered with snow
And God I want to tell you that it looks beautiful
A new morning has broken
And I am so excited about it
Just being alive
Breathing that air that is filling up my lungs
My heart is pumping that blood all over my body
People please show your  love to me
God I want to celebrate my life here on earth
God I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God if I had to do the same for you I would my God
I would give my love and a kiss to you
God tell me why life is so complicated
Because it is so complicated
People no matter where you are I will be waiting for you
I know you must follow this path that will take you some place
God I been dreaming away tonight
The only thing I want to do is dream tonight with you God
Because I am so in love with you my God
People I have some self esteem
And myself esteem is very high
People I have recovered from my depression
And I am feeling fine with lots of energy
Now I just have to live my life
To the fullest
God I will not play game with people's feelings
Because that is a dangerous thing to do
God I let you down so many times
And I want to say sorry for doing it
God please understand that I am not selfish
I don't think only about myself
God if I had to choose between peace or war I would chose peace
God the war have killed so many innocent children
We lost so many children already
God I know that you can perform miracles
God I seem all the miracles that you do for the people
God I know that you can't put a price on life
People when you love somebody you should love them all the way
People no one can live without love
People never tell somebody that you hate them
Because that is a bad thing to do
People you need to learn to relax
Because when you are relaxed you will feel better
God love gives me the right to be free
I am living on the edge
And I am saving all my love for you God

What do you mean
I am not human?
Of course I am human
I Was created by my
Father
In his image
Many years ago
And the first thing
My father did
He gave me feelings
And I have plenty of feelings
I Must say to you
That you don't know me that well
Also you say
That is not right
For me to be a Christian
Why are you telling me that
I was born a Christian
And I will die as a Christian
When my father
Call me to die
I will be ready to die
Also I know that
You don't like me at all
Because I am a Christian
Also Friend I believe in
God
And I also I have faith
In God

Accept me as your friend
This is your last chance
Because I been asking you for this
For so long
Friend, I will be like a brother to you
I will never put you down
I will always be here for you
I think God wants us to be friends also
You say that you can live alone
But that is impossible to do
It is sad and lonely to be alone
And also you can get depressed when you are alone
You are a lot older than me
I am still young at heart
I want you to have a friend like me
We will spend time together
Any time you want
I don’t care if you don’t want to go to Church
I am a Christian
You may not be a Christian
You can choose your clothes to wear
You can wear your hair any way you like
If you made the decision to be my friend
I will be in your life
Forever
And I don’t think you will regret that
I can come to your house
Or you can come to mine
There are times
That we say things without thinking just to hurt people
Be aware because I do that sometimes
Don’t be afraid to ask for help from me
I will always help you my friend
Any time you need help
Friend we have decisions to make in life
I can make my own decisions by myself
Because I am an adult
And I feel that you can make decisions by your own self
We said good bye to summer and fall
Now winter is here
I am ready for winter
I have a warm winter jacket with a hood to wear
I got some winter boots to wear
I got some sweaters for the winter for me to wear
I got some long johns
Are you ready for the winter?
We know that we have bad winter in Canada
The temperature changes every day
The birds fly home south for the winter
And we only see them again in the spring
At the end of the day we see the sunsets
And the night begins early
Some people go for an evening walk
They go to the boardwalk
To get some fresh air
We don’t have much sun in the winter
Sometimes we see the moon in the sky
And the light of the moon reflects on the water

There is an sculptor that is carving my heart
By using the carving tools
It is looking very good, as far as hearts go.
The design that he carved in my heart is a house with grass, a tree and
A girl taking her dog for a walk in the backyard
Under a blue sky.
Also in the sky is written, 'Peace be with you'
By seeing the drawings
I have the feeling that
He wants to say that
All the things that he sculpted inside
Are very important in life

God please
Do me a favor
Shine a light
In my life
Because I want
To have a
Bright life
And I just hate
To have a dark life

Why have
You let me down
When I needed you
The most
Friends
Because I just can’t
Live without
You in my life
Friends
I understand that
You all live a very busy
Life
Also, I don’t think
It is fair that
You can’t make
Sometimes for me
I am feeling very
Lonely
And I would love
To spend some time
With your friends
Also, I am living in
Isolation every single day
Friends I also can’t stop
Thinking about you
I must tell you friends
That it was our master
That made us
With his holy hands
And placed us here
To live
Friends I am telling you
The truth
You were not born
By chance
Because that is the
The wrong way that you
Also, believe
Friend I hope
That you are happy
Living here on earth
Also, friends, if wasn’t
For our master
We would not be here
Living on earth
Such a beautiful life
That he gave to us
Also our master
Made the four season’s
For us to live in it
Many years ago
Now friends we are having
The Summer again
Also friends the Summer is
Very short
End it will end soon
I know also that you get sad
To see the end of Summer
Also, the birds migrate south
For the winter
Now our master brought the Fall
For us
And the hot weather is over
Also, it is cold every day for us
Now we started to wear our
Winter clothes
And we put our Summer clothes away

Blessed are the Christians
Who had joined us
In holy communion
Every Sunday
In church